True Friendship 3

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a month later…

Karyn should have recovered by now says her parents, who understand very well that I need to have some sort of contact with Karyn. Karyn refuses to even hold my hand, even for the shortest time being. I felt like we were even more distant, everything about Karyn was the same and the only thing that I couldn’t stand, which was probably the only thing that really changed, was the lack of physical contact. I can understand if she’ll never want to have sex again, but not even being able to hug her or hold her hand is unbearable. Jenna was always there for me though, encouraging me to wait and not give up, telling me how much that I truly care about Karyn. For a girl who’s in love with me, she’s awfully helpful. 
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another month later…

It was June, the last day of exams. I was excited since I just finished my last exam, I sat in silence and watched Karyn finish hers. It was completely silent and Karyn was completely focused. For the past months Karyn had been doing great at school, and so have I, I wonder if it’s the lack of closeness with each other. I’ve been able to focus more now that I’ve been having serious doubts that Karyn won’t ever recover completely. I’ve been so angry sometimes that I just did my school work and I’d listen in class. Anger can drive me to do weird things sometimes. I wonder if this stress about Karyn is helping me. I didn’t want this stress though, I really didn’t. I decided to give up on Karyn, she never ever makes any kind of contact with me. It’s more like a friendship instead of a relationship. I can’t even have a simple kiss for crying out loud. I really did give up on her. I wanted to tell her, we should break up because I don’t think it’s working out. We’re nothing but friends this way anyway so let’s just claim that we’re friends. I really wanted to tell her but she was gone somewhere and she made her mother promise not to tell me where she went. 

It was a really hot day, summer was very close and my parents were out again. Serving clients, fighting cases…yeah. So I was in this really tight, light blue spaghetti strap with a nice, comfy pair of short, grey shorts. I didn’t want to wear dark colors, ‘cause we all know it absorbs light. Jenna laughed at me for that theory, even though it’s true. She wore a black tank top with dark blue shorts. We were sweating like no other, ninety degrees outside and even the air conditioner inside the house wasn’t enough! I was so hot and sweaty that I just had to go a sprawl myself on my bed. There was a vent on top and I opened it all the way, enjoying the cool, fresh air hit me. I turned on my ceiling fan to the highest it will go and just laid there with my eyes closed. Then I felt someone lay down beside me on my king sized bed.
“Hey.”
Jenna said as she inhaled,
“Oh my god your room is so refreshing! All this cold air!”
I laughed,
“Yeah. Sucks to have my sister’s room doesn’t it?”
“It’s my room now!”

Jenna corrected me in a cheerful manner. I giggled, it’s been a long time since I’ve laughed like this. I found myself enjoying the presence of Jenna, no, not like I used to, but in a new way. I was so tired of not getting anything for nearly two years now, and I knew I could find a way to be with Jenna. I decided right then, I give up on Karyn. She is making no attempt to save our relationship and she is making no attempt to bring back what we had. I understand that she is traumatized by rape, but it’s not like I’m going to rape her. It’s not like a have a cock to penatrate her now no longer virgin body. I didn’t feel anything for her anymore I realized, it’s not because of the lack of sex, because that certainly would make me a very dense and shallow person. It’s because she doesn’t make an attempt of anything like she used to. She’s a completely different person in a way and I don’t know why she won’t try to patch things up. She’s just letting everything run by itself and it doesn’t work that way. I said that aloud involuntarily,
“It…doesn’t work that way.”
Jenna was confused, she took a huge risk and flipped over ontop of me. I didn’t do anything,
“What doesn’t work that way?”

I looked into her deep, blue eyes and wondered if Karyn would ever do what Jenna’s doing again. 
“Karyn’s not supposed to wait and see how things turn out…she needs to try and make things right but now that I see she won’t…”
Jenna laid herself flat against me, I felt her beautiful C-cups press against mine. I gave in right away, I haven’t had this sort of a feeling for a long, long time. I don’t care about Karyn in that way anymore, if she isn’t doing anything, I’m giving up hope for us. I’ve waited so long. Jenna kissed me. I kissed her. Our lips parted and her tongue met mine. I kissed her with a burning desire waiting to be fulfilled inside of me. I let myself go. She was taking over me now. Jenna gently big my bottom lip and I forced my tongue into her mouth. We kissed until finally all our clothes were on the floor. Jenna kissed down my neck, our hot, sweaty body’s rubbed against each other. I couldn’t tell if my wetness in my cunt was natural or from the sweat, but I was so wet. I’ve never been this wet in my life before. Jenna was sucking on my breasts now, she was so good at it.
“Are you…sure…you haven’t…done…this…before?”
I gasped in between breaths, she was so good and I came without her even touching my pussy.
“You came already?”

Jenna said and kissed her way down, she licked down my stomach and kissed my cunt. My shaved, smooth, glistening cunt. I was gasping for air already, that first orgasm wasn’t residing very quickly. Jenna licked up and down my slit, I was so close to my second orgasm already. She easily slid in two fingers into me and started sucking on my clit. She sucked harder and fucked me with three fast and deep. I came, a wave of pleasure and warmth shot through me. I bucked once, my cunt shoved into her face. She was loving it, Jenna pulled her fingers out and cleaned them off. Then she continued without stopping, without waiting for me to calm down. She started tongue fucking me, it’s as if she knew everything that I liked, everything that drove me wild. Her fingers were stimulating my clit, going around and around in tiny circles. I thought my orgasm would come to a stop soon but instead another wave came shooting through me. Too much, I was gasping for air and breathing very hard. Jenna brought me to a total of five orgasms at one time. She finally stopped and placed soft, sensuous kisses between my thighs then up again. Her hands roaming my body, she pinched both my nipples as she kissed up my neck. I moaned into her mouth as she kissed me, her hands caressing my breasts, gently squeezing. I put my arms around her neck and flipped her to the bottom, I tasted myself in Jenna’s mouth and it was exhilerating. I wanted to know what Jenna tasted like, I was so eager. I took over then. Our bodies were even more sweatier than before. I went down and inserted three fingers in, she was so tight even though she had been penatrated before. I sat so that my back was towards Jenna’s upper body. My fingers slid in and out slowly, I pushed in deeper each time, enjoying the embrace of her vaginal walls, the warmth that radiated deep from her cunt. I went faster, deeper, harder. Jenna’s breathing was rapid now, I could sense her coming. I felt her back arch as she was nearing, I stopped.
“No…don’t stop! Please Laura…keep…going!”

I loved it when people begged me, and that was exactly what Jenna did. She took control again though, she had repositioned me so that we were in a 69. I went down on her cunt with her mouth and she did the same, she copied every move I made with my tongue on her cunt onto mine. So I did what I wanted to feel. I circled her clit a few times with my tongue, she did so and I could have just come right there. Then I went down her slit more and plunged my tongue as deep as I could into her hole.
“Oh god yes Jen, right there!”

I managed to say, muffled by her sweet, hairless cunt. I tongue fucked her most of the way, she was close again, I could feel her grip tighten around my hips where she held me in place. I went back to her clit and she did so too. I sucked on it, I swirled my tongue on it, I did whatever on it that I wanted to feel on mine. It was sooooo good! I decided to let her come and end her suffering, I slight bit hir clit and lightly tapped it gently with my tongue. Then waiting a little, I triggered her hard and long orgasm. I pressed down hard on the clit with my tongue, she was in a frenzy and I came again into her mouth when she managed to do the same for me. I took in all her juices, tasting her sweetness, savoring her taste. I’ve never felt so good before in my life. When our orgasms finally subsided, Jenna had flipped me back onto the bottom and collapsed on top of me. We just laid there in ecstacy, bodies sweatier than ever. My bed was completely soaked with not girl juices, but with sweat. It was so hot! Jenna and I rushed into the shower and turned it up to cold water. It felt so good, the water pounding on us. We quickly washed each other, kissing every now and then. Jenna kissed all over my naked body before she rubbed soap over each area, I returned the favor. We quickly washed our hair and got out, drying each other off, playing with each other’s tits. My hand moved up to her breast as I was putting her bra on for her, she kissed me and giggled. Her hands rest on my hips as she kissed my neck, I was having trouble with my bra as it is. She circled around me and helped my with my panties, this took forever since she was kissing up my legs and inner thighs. I was moaning in pleasure again. When we were finally dressed again, we went out again. I realized then that I’ve fallen in love with Jenna. No, I really did! I love her more than I loved Karyn and I know that seems harsh and shallow, but Karyn really did bring this upon herself. Then I saw her again. She was getting out of her car and starting back in her house. Jenna and I drove by slowly, seeing if she wanted us to acompany her. I felt that I needed to tell her about me and Jenna, and how things won’t work out between me and her.