Finding my real self

I just moaned, “Yes oh yes.” 

He pushed my legs wide open and started to go over me, his cock went to my cunt and then asked was it my first time, 

I moaned “yes.”

He said “Oh God, how lovely, I will make it so good for you baby, oh yes so good baby,”

Then his cock started to slip in to me. 

He kept saying “Yes Baby Yes now baby now.” It pushed my cunt open as it went in

Deep

I was not sure what to expect, I was not a virgin in the true sense as Tina and I often used Vibrators, his cock was moving into me, and it was an unbelievable feeling I thought I would burst. It was so easy for him as my body had prepared the passage with my love juice’s, his cock squeezed in, it was rock hard yet soft, he moved ever so slow.
It seemed to fill me up inside, it was fantastic, so easy I thought it would never stop going into my body. Then he directed my legs around him, holding him, it was an automatic reaction from me to want to keep this big member in me, he started to pull back and I thought I was going to lose this hot cock in me, I liked it so much, my first time, 

But just when I thought it was going to come out, he went up my vagina again, each time he seemed to go more in me, and I could feel the head of his cock come against the inside of me. then he got into a steady movement inside me, sliding up and down me, I was loving it and moaning with such pleasure. I did not want it to stop; I waited a long time for this, it was the greatest experience yet.

He was saying something, I could hardly hear him, I was caught up in this passionate embrace so much, he was asking was it good, I shouted yes it was good, he said I was so sexy and he wanted to have me hard,

I just said “Oh Yes,”

He moved faster in me, he lifted my legs high and pushed them back towards my shoulders, my clit was feeling his cock as it passed in to me, his fingers went to play with my clit and then without warning, I felt this huge orgasm start to cum, I shouted I was cumin and 

he said “ yes baby yes baby yes baby.” 

I exploded inside, the best ever, my inside went into convulsions as my cunt held his cock and gripped him inside as I exploded my orgasm, my hands were around his shoulders, and my legs wrapped around his neck. I thought I was going to pass out, my heart was racing, I thought I would die with so much pleasure going through my body, he slammed his cock in me as I came, and came, he really fucked me, it was the biggest orgasm I ever had and it went on and on, then I found my orgasm was subsiding , he stopped pumping me,.

I had forgotten about him and had not even thought about him cumin, 

So I said “darling you cum please, cum,.”

Then he slipped out of me, I wanted his to stay in me, but he took his hand and he was pulling his cock, he was kneeling over me. and with that he exploded and I felt his cum shoot, the first cum hit my tit and then all over my belly and cunt, it was so hot, I did not mind.
I was still having little aftershocks from my massive orgasm and I loved him cumin over me, my hand went to my belly and his hand also, we both rubbed his cum all over me. Oh fuck it was so good, I could not believe what had just happened, I had just lost my virginity to another woman’s husband, a woman that I had spent so much time making love to, now I had fucked them both. His cum all over me, and I loving it, I was now a cock wanting woman and could not understand how I lived without it so long.

He laid down next to me, he said he was afraid to cum in me as he did not want to make me pregnant, I told him there was such a thing as the morning after pill and he should cum in me if he wants, and I was now so relaxed and feeling wonderful, 

He asked would I like to feel him cum in me and I said yes I would love it.

Ann was right he was a good lover with a lovely cock, he said come on into his bed as it was bigger and we would sleep together better, he got up and I followed him, we got into his bed,! God Ann’s bed, it felt strange but exciting, I was in her bed with her husband, covered in his cum, the same bed I had made love to her so many times.
I was loving it, it made it so exciting, like the forbidden fruit, we cuddled together, and soon he were excited again, I was wide awake and so was he, we did so much the next hour.
He was a great lover, he knew how to please a woman, we had a 69 for ages, he loved to suck me out, I sucked him so much it was some cock to suck and almost choked me a few times, but I pleased him so much, it was great to suck a man, so much control.

Then I got an idea, been unfair and using the knowledge that Ann had given me about Peter, I said wait a second and ran back to my bedroom, I found the silky nightie and brought it back to bed, he asked what was I doing and I said just lie back while I massage you.
I put the nightie over his lower half and started to massage him with it, he moaned a little and I said I like to feel you through this lovely silky material, I asked did he like it and he said yes, he said he adored it and keep going.
I massaged his cock and it got rock hard then I wrapped it around his balls leaving his cock stick up, I moved and straddled him, I lowered myself over his cock and with my hand pointed it to my cunt. I lowered down and it slipped in me, I went all the way down, and said oh that is nice, I like to feel that silky material around your cock.
He filled me up so much, and he pushed against me making sure he was fully up me, I moved up and down him and he moved against me, it was great I loved it, his hands were up massaging my tits, my nipples hard and proud.
I leaned forward to let them drop to his mouth, my hands each side of the pillow, he sucked my breasts and he must have tasted his cum on them, it had dried by now, I did not want to orgasm yet.
As I could feel it welling up inside me, and I thought he might cum, so I slowed down, after a while I stopped and lay down again. 

I rubbed the nightie all over his cock and he loved it, I said I liked the feel of silk so much, he said he did too, I said men are unlucky as women’s knickers are so much nicer and sexier, he said ye it is unfair, I said I would love to have him in knickers.
he said yes it was a nice thought, I told him it was a pity but mine were too small to share with him, and then asked had Ann any big ones, and with that he said he thought Ann had some French knickers which were bigger and he went off to a drawer, I knew it was his own stash, and he came back to bed , I said Oh these look big enough and so sexy and I started to caress his cock with them, his cock felt lovely rubbing them with the silky knickers and he was loving it, then and I put them down to his feet, come on lets try them on I said, he said No, I could not wear knickers, I said “Shut up and put then.” , Lift your ass I said and pulled them all the ways over his cock, they were plenty big enough and his cock was lovely and sexy inside them, 

He loved them on him, and he seemed to relax, but he was excited and so hard and sexy, I laid next to him kissed him and caressed his cock with his knickers, I said he was so pretty in them, I said I wanted to be like him and wear some also.
I went to Ann’s drawer, and got out a pair of Ann’s nice lacy panties, I put them on and got back into bed.
I read a story once of a cross dresser, who was in the closet for years and all he wanted was to be accepted by his wife, share his desire with her, and to have her see, and be with him, while he dressed in underwear.
I thought this is good for Peter and I liked making his desires come through, when I was back in bed, he started to caress me on my panties. and I knew he liked the feel of silky things a real classic sign of a cross dresser, I said these are Ann’s panties and he said they are lovely, especially on me, I thanked him and kissed him.
I went down, slipped his cock out the side of the knickers, and took it in my mouth, I sucked it deep and with my hands, I caressed his knickers and his balls, I thought he was going to cum so I stopped. I asked him did he ever wear them with Ann and he said Oh No! 

I thought! I know better.

We caressed each other on our knickers getting more excited all the time, I told him how sexy he made me wearing knickers, that made him so happy, I told him I wanted to have him in knickers when he was fucking me

It was unfair but knowing what Ann had told me, I wanted to be better to him that her, and with that, I decided to go further
I told him I would love to be in bed with him in a lovely long satin lacy nightie, he moaned oh yes, and I said yes but one on you as well, he moaned a little and I whispered that would be so sexy, real sexy, would he like that, 

He said very quietly “Yes.” 

I pretended not to hear him and said again would you like that, 

He said “Yes Oh yes.”, 

“Good.” I said! “I want you in a nightie.”,

I knew I was now in control of this man, thanks to Ann, I knew what buttons to push to make him happy, I told him the next time I wanted him to make love to me in a nightie and French knickers. I asked him to promise to get a lovely long silky lacy nightie and we would dress up and make love, he again moaned yes as I kissed him and held his cock. I believe when a woman is holding a cock; they will do anything you ask, within reason. 

I said, “Will you dress in underwear with me please say yes.”

, He said “Oh Yes baby Oh thank you.”

I said, “I will make you so pretty Peter,.”

“I will dress you in nice undies Peter darling.”

He was so excited I knew he wanted me now, and I wanted him also, so we headed into a very passionate state, we held each other tight, and I kept pulling his cock through his knickers, his fingers were inside my knickers, Ann had told me he liked to have her from behind with her ass in the air.
I told him I wanted to be fucked from behind, and then I told him to kneel up, he did so, I turned and he came behind me, I cocked my ass in the air as I also kneeled forward.
I felt his fingers pull my panties to one side to expose my wet cunt, then I felt his cock slip in, God it was good, he was so deep in me, he held my hips as he pulled me into a comfortable position.
My head went down on the pillow, as my ass was high in the air, as he fucked me gently. I could feel his knickers against my ass, it felt good, he was getting faster, and he shouted at me to finger myself. I did as I was told, I needed to do it, as I was almost ready to cum, then he said faster,

Then he said “I want you baby, I want to fill you.”

I shouted “Yes Peter fill me Fuck me baby.” 

I was about to cum; I thought he was going to come out of me

And I shouted “stay in me darling.” “Please stay in me.” and then “oh fuck me darling.”

He then started to cum,

He shouted “Baby Oh Jesus .” 

As he came, I was after exploding and I was shouting 

“Yes darling I love your Knickers.” 

He shouted, “Yes baby thank you.” 

I felt his cum shoot deep in me, he was pumping his cock in me, really hard I thought I would fall, but I wanted it like that, I pushed back against him as I came, my orgasm was so intense, it was so unbelievable, my inside’s were on fire I was contracting around his cock.
I was able to sense it expand every pump it made, gripping it in my cunt, then he slapped my ass it was most unexpected and stung but it made my orgasm last a little longer, my cunt sucked the last drop from him. I wanted all this love juice in me, it was my first time and I wanted it all every drop, it felt so hot inside

We slowed down together, then he went still and I could feel his cock getting smaller in me, he moved slowly and then his cock slipped out, I just collapsed down on the bed and he lay behind me, he put an arm over me and kissed my back saying “go to sleep my Baby go to sleep.”, he was behind against me, his limp cock inside his knickers that felt so warm , they were the last words I remember until the morning.

When I awoke the next morning, I was alone in the bed and the room. I heard him downstairs with Liam; I came to my senses, showered and got dressed.
I put on my face and gingerly went downstairs, he greeted me with a hot coffee, and a big hello, I was all shy but he put me at ease, he came over to me held my hand and asked if I was O.k. about last night.
I said yes it was fine and I enjoyed it so much and something I would always remember, I gave him a little kiss and said thanks for a lovely night. Liam was in the other room so he took me in his arms and held me for a few minutes, then I said I better go, and he walked me to the door, I turned and said “ This is our secret please.”

He replied, “Yes our secret.”

**********To be continued