Finding my real self

With that she got a very small thong, she stood behind me and pushed my panties down as she did her nipples and breasts were touching my back, I felt a shiver down my back as like old times, it felt good.
I was so wet between my legs, I was now naked and very conscious, I lifted my feet as she slipped the thong on my legs and pulled it up she pulled it in to shape as I just stood there unable to move.
We both stood in front of the mirror, she behind me, she looked in the mirror saying I had a beautiful body, the thong was cutting into my vagina and had started a passion down there. I was rigid with anticipation 

I just stood there unable to move, my nipples were swollen and so were my breasts, and then she put her arms around me, she held my breasts, she was kissing my neck, I just stood there without protest and she pulled me back against her breasts.

I closed my eyes, her hands roamed down to my tummy one hand went back to my breast as her other hand found my hairy cunt inside my thong, her finger explored the crevice and found me so wet, she kissed the back of my neck,

I moaned and her finger danced in my wetness sending tremors over my entire body. Getting weak I leaned against her, then I felt her turn me around to face her, she said I had a wonderful body as she pulled me into her arms, I just melted into her, I needed to be held so much, I needed her badly,

Her hands were around me and stroking my back going down to my ass, our breasts were squashed together; I could feel her nipples press into my soft breasts; I was weak at the knees. She found my mouth and started to kiss me, as if it was Tina, I responded so easily, I returned her kiss; soon she was guiding me towards the bed. As I lay down she pulled my thong off, took her own thong off and laid down next to me kissing me again with desire and passion

We laid there and soon my passion took over, my need drove my mind, I searched out her wetness and soon my mouth was feeling her soft vagina, I was licking her cunt, getting as much in my mouth as possible, she cried out with passion as I found her clit.
I was well trained in been gentle with a woman’s clit, her legs opened wide to let me have her, I was so wanting, my desire was so great and I had missed this for so many months, I need her as much as she appeared to need me.

We made love for some time, it went on and on with intense passion we were naked, hot, and in throws of sexual abundance. I pleased myself from her body, pleasing her at the same time, as well I knew, again we were both experienced as lovers, her with men as much as women, my passion had only experienced women really, I had yet to taste the full strength of a man in me. 
Our desire to please drove us on and on, and soon it was going to cum to a finale climax, We both started to orgasm together, our bodies rocking to our sexual explosion inside our vagina’s, our mouths moulded together in passion both uttering sounds as we came together.
Our mouths parted as we both moaned our passion out loud, coming from deep inside, the sides of my vagina griping, but nothing to grip, getting so wet as it came to an end, slowly we both came to and end and we stayed still for a moment before Ann spoke first, saying, she hoped I was happy, 

I said yes! “Very happy. Oh! Thank you Ann”

We got in under the covers and held each other, she kissed me a lot, Ann asked about Tina, saying she was sure Tina and I were lovers, I told her we had been lovers or over 12 months.

Ann said she had often seen us together and had wanted to be with me for so long, but she was waiting for the right time to come, like now. She really wanted me and often thought about me in bed with Tina, she had wanted me in her bed and had thought of me while making love to Peter her husband

She held me tight saying she was happy that we were in bed and she enjoyed me so much, she told me I was a great lover, and all the time with Tina had made me know how to really treat a woman.
And I made her so excited, we chatted about our been together and soon we were kissing again, we really caressed each other with expert fingers touching the sensitive parts of our body, like we were lovers for a while we knew where to give the most pleasure to each other. 
Our fingers exploring deep in each other, searching and finding our G-spot, making each other cry out with passion, it was not long before we were cumin again, filling each other with fingers as we came, wetting our fingers and griping them with our contracting vagina’s.
It was so good and after we relaxed and we were happy, she told me, she had not been with a woman for over 8 years.

We talked about her Peter, she told me about making love to a man, how good his cock was and it filled her up so much, she explained she was Bi sexual, she did like cock in her and she loved to suck his cock.
She went on to tell me a little about his desires, she said he likes to wear her knickers, but as he was bigger than her she had bought him some larger one’s for his birthday. He would wear them when they went to bed, and he liked to make love to her wearing them, she said she did not mind and found it exciting, she liked the feel of them against her ass as he fucked her.

Her young son Liam, who was after waking up and calling “mummy.” brought us to our senses! She ran off with her dressing gown to see him and I got dressed.
I put on the new thong and bra she had given me and I felt so good, so relaxed, and all my stress was gone, we said our goodbyes and I went home with my new underwear and clothes, we had been together for over 3 hours, yet it seemed like much shorter.

Ann and I got together a few mornings a week whenever she was off, she would wait for me in bed and she even gave me my own key to her house, I would let myself in and she would be waiting in the bed for me, all sexy.
I was paid for babysitting; I often stayed overnight as sometimes they both stayed away. Peter, Ann, and I were good friends. Ann even took me with her one night on business and we stayed in a lovely hotel. Peter was lovely, very friendly and always teasing me, I often looked at him and thought of him in his silky French Knickers, which Ann had showed me one day. It did not turn me off him; it just made him more interesting. He was a good-looking man, well built.

One afternoon Ann phoned me to say she had to go away urgent and would I mind babysitting this evening as Peter had a meeting and then had to go to a stag party, could I stay overnight as Peter may be out all night as the stag party was out of town. I said O.K. I would be over as arranged at 7.00 to let Peter off.

I arrived on time and Peter was ready to go, he said everything was in order, he had left a bottle of wine in the fridge, there were some new Videos by the T.V. he headed off and I took Liam and we went to the front room to unwind and have some fun. I ran upstairs to put my night bag in my bedroom to find a little bag on the bed, a note just said “ wear and relax,.” I took out a small silky Nightie, very sexy slightly see true and a matching thong, it was in Pink and had a lovely lace trim, very narrow straps, I thought how lovely and I would try it on later, I said thank you Ann, she must have wanted me to feel good.

Some time later Liam was tired and I put him to bed, I settled down to have a look at T.V. and watched some general shows on MTV, then I went up stairs and had a look at the nightie.
I had a shower and then went and got into the little set that Ann had left me, it was very sexy low cut showing a lot of my breasts, and just about covered my ass and felt so sexy as the thong cut into my vagina.
It was so nice and I looked stunning, I went down stairs as I had the house to myself and had a glass of wine, while I watched a Video, it was a romance, very steamy and turned me on , some times I was thinking of Ann and my finger strayed between my legs, I was so sexy in my new outfit and wishing Ann was here, then I had more and more wine , until it was finished, it made me very merry as I was not used to wine.

It as about 11.00 p.m. and I went to the kitchen to have a look for something else to drink, I found some Vodka and proceeded to have a glass with coke, I went again to the kitchen when the movie finished, and got another glass of vodka.
As I was pouring the coke into the vodka the door opened and in came Peter, I got such a fright I screamed, he shouted “Sorry.” he said he had called my name but I had not answered, he was over to me and holding me as I was weak with the shock

I came around slowly and he said have a drink, I took a good long drink of the Vodka coke, and then it struck me, I was standing there almost naked, he had a arm around me comforting me, he realized it at the same time and left go of me, I said 

“Oh sorry Peter I have to put something on.”,

He said do not be stupid I was fine, then he said I looked lovely, my head was spinning from all the drink, and he poured a Vodka and Coke for himself, he took our drinks and guided me into the front room.
Come on he said have a drink with me, I went but I almost fell as I got to the sofa as I was unsteady from all the wine, he caught me and sat me down. He sat next to me, I said I thought he was not coming home tonight, and he said he did not bother going to the stag, but wanted to come home to be with me.
He said he was glad I was wearing the surprise he had left me in the bedroom and he was delighted I had it on me and I looked so sexy. I said I thought Ann had bought it for me, and he said no that he had bought it for Ann, but she had so much that he decided to give it to me. I did not know what to say. I was very embarrassed and soon I felt almost naked as my nightie was showing my thong, I said I think I had better go to bed. He said no wait a little
Then he leaned over me and kissed me, I got a shock, 

I said, “Peter No!

And he tried again, I turned away from him, saying “No Peter.” as I did he turned my head back and kissed me again, he held my mouth to his and I started to let it happen, he was kissing me and then I opened my mouth and his thong darted inside, I started to respond. I felt sexy from been almost naked and all the drink.
I was kissing him and his hands were on my breasts, I was all wet below, I could feel the heat between my legs, then his hands went up under my nightie and he was feeling my naked breast.
I felt him play with my nipples which were fully expanded, then one hand went down to my cunt and his fingers found it all wet, he was making me so sexy and his finger started to slide in to me, at that I panicked and said 

“No Peter No sorry Peter .” Ann Ann!! 

I got up and went upstairs to the bathroom to get away, I went inside and locked the door. I looked in the mirror and I was almost out of my nightie, it was low cut and showed most of my breasts, I felt between my legs and I was open and wet, so excited, I wanted Ann then and there, 

I went to the loo and my head was spinning, and thinking how could I face Peter again after letting him Kiss me and feel my body, in the end I went out and the lights were off down stairs.

As I passed Peter’s room, the door was slightly open, I saw him naked by the bed getting ready for bed, his cock was sticking out very straight and it was huge, He was holding it and pulling it, I quickly passed his room and went to bed.
My hand went to my wetness and my fingers played with my clit, I was very sexy, I could still see Peters cock in my mind and the feel of his fingers on me made me so nice.

After a few Minute’s the door opened and Peter came in asking was I asleep, and I said no!. I looked up and saw him in the light from the hall, he had a dressing gown on, he came over and sat on the side of the bed, He said he was so sorry for what happened, he went on that I had looked so beautiful and sexy in my nightie, and I reminded him so much of Ann.
He could not help it and he had too much to drink after the meeting. He took my hand and held it, he went on to tell me he had wanted to kiss me for so long, and I was so beautiful and again he was sorry, he said he would love to have Ann here tonight,

I said I did not mind and to forget it, he asked would I say anything to Ann, I said no! He pleaded with me not to tell Ann,

I said, “No I will not say anything to Ann.”

I felt sorry for him, With that he leaned down said thanks and kissed me, It sent a shudder to my cunt, I did nothing but just accept it as a good night kiss, he said goodnight and started to get up, but sat down again saying could he have one more kiss,

I said “O.k. just one more.”

He leaned over me again and kissed me this time slowly and nice, I did nothing as it dragged on a little, then my mouth responded automatically it moved to accept the kiss, I found I was kissing him, and our mouths were pressing hard together. 

My body was responding, suddenly my hand came up around his head to hold it to me as I kissed him, it was now getting passionate, sensing I was so sexy and wanting, he laid down next to me outside the covers.
As we continued to kiss I turned to face him, his arm went around me and pulled me towards him, we were together, in a state of passion, I was not going to stop him, he realized he was winning the battle, and then his hand went down my back. I was moaning as we kissed, he did not rush me this time, he was gentle moving his hands over all my back sending signals to my cunt,
Wanting him, his hand moved my nightie up as his hand found my ass and thong, he moved and he was out of his gown and then he came under the blanket ,

I said “Peter Ann! What about Ann,.”

He said “Shhheee forget about Ann.”

I said “Peter I am a virgin.”

“Peter I have never been with a boy.”

He Said “Shheeeee Baby. You need a man not a boy.”

He Kissed me and my resolve was gone, he was naked in bed with me, He was so much bigger than me and when he pulled me to him I felt so small against him, his hard cock was pressing against me, it was so hot so very hot.

I was more relaxed this time and out of control, I could feel his hot cock against my leg, it felt great and had been a long time since a cock had been so close to my cunt.
The last time was with that school friend and I had also wanted it then, but he came before he went into me, I now had the same desire for it again and I knew this time it would be different.
My hand went to hold it and he really moaned when I did, he was so big, just as Ann had said, he started to call me baby and a great lover, and his hands were removing my nightie. I helped him and then his hand went to my cunt, his fingers found me so wet, he just pulled the thong off me,

I was naked with him our bodies pressed close together, he was so powerful, a big older man with a big cock, God!! Ann’s husband, it was so mad, so exciting to be in bed with Ann’s husband, feeling his hand on my clit, his fingers probing me, he asked in-between kissing did I want him,