Rashvi

100% fiction!

Am Rashvitha. I live in Dallas with my girl friend, we've been in relation for the past 3years. We make love 5times a week. I work as a Computer Engineer, she practices pulmanology. May be I should say she took up pulmanology for me cause am affected by cancer and gonna live for another 7-8months may be. She always wanted to pursue Cardiology. We met thru common friends back in India, by the time I felt like telling her about my disease she proposed to me.

She called me and asked me to come by Lumbhini park by 5:30pm. It was winter, winter is as great as summer is hot in Hyderabad.
It was a beautiful evening with yellow flowers raining from trees. She was dressed in a gorgeous green and yellow chudidhar, waiting for me near a lake. She looked like a fairy tale princess. I was in my casual outfit a white tank top, denim Jeans and over coat, Nike shoes.
"Hi!", I greeted her.

She turned at me with a look like, she had a question of a life-time. handed over me the red rose bouquet, um nice way of greeting someone.
"Thank You."
"I LOVE YOU."
I was dumbstruck; "WHAT?"
"I LOVE YOU, Rashvi"
"but you should acknowledge a few facts, before we...."
"I know!!"
"what?"

She sighed lowered her head, looked at the ground.
"For this world we both are girls; but in our private space your my man. Sandy told me."
Sandy aka Sandhya is my cousin. There is this fact which troubles every-one but never knew it would have such a beautiful answer.
"There is something else you should know..."

She stared at me with no expression, smiled and said "rashvi, even if you would tell me if you're in a relationship with some-one else rite now. I'd wait for my chance to serve you when needed."
Tears rolled in my eyes, I collappsed on the bench beside me covered my face with hands and screamed and cried.
She took my face into her palms, "look at me..... what is it."
"I LOVE YOU too... but am gonna die soon, am suffering from tumours donno which kind they are...."
"Am a doctor they might not be carcinogenic"
"I've been smoking and drinking for the past 8 years. my dad passed away due to lung cancer."
There was silence may be I would say really long.
"can we go to my friends place." I pressed her hand onto my face. "please."

***

"Do you drink."
"I just tasted some wine long back."

I handed over her some tequila with lemonade. "This will help you stay cool thru this." As I was just going back to living room to get myself some drink I just turned back at her. "Am sorry. I didnot even ask if you were ok with this."
She sipped, looked at me once "One of my friends said it hurts really badly."
"I'll be really gentle, I'll stop when you want."

I ran my hand thru her kurthi, placed my lips on hers, she wrapped my neck into her arms.
As I stroked her breast, slowly sucked and pulled into her mouth.
I wanted to be really gentle coz this is her 1st time ever. This went on for like 5mins. She responded positively, began to return kisses with eager. I slowly drew back.
"Can I take off your kurthi"
"yes. Can I ask you a question"
"sure."
"Did you ever sleep with someone else"

My lips involuntarily curved, "why do you ask so." I couldn't look into her face, she ran fingers thru my hair and kept looking at me for reply.
"Yes."
"who?", the question was so instant, may be she didnt need my answer.
I took her hand into mine, drew her close to me with another hand, looked into her eyes I knew my face had a guilty look.
"it's okay. tell me"
"I usually sleep with my mom thrice a week. With Sandy twice a week."
"is that how sandy knows that you are.....?"
"yes."
"but, how did it start with aunty?"
"My dad passed away 10years ago. My mom and myself slept in the same bed from then, I never knew what she used to do with me for a year. As I reached age of puberty, I understood her needs."
"How is it with her."

I removed her kurthi and bra. Squeezed her tit, kissed her on the lips.
"It's awesome. She sleeps with another 3men, but am the only one who does what-ever I want to."
As she removed my overcoat and tank,"what do you like the most."
She began sucking on one of my breasts and squeezed another.
"I love pounding her with my meat."

She kissed on my lips, looked at my lips;"Did you ever rape Sandy."
I some how couldn't lie,"yes."
"why did you do that."

She's tearing me apart with her questions.
"Sandy is just so beautiful. I asked her quiet a few times, she never cared and rejected me. One day her parents left her at my place. My mom sleeps really heavy after sex, I finished it with her and went on for Sandy. It was a very big fight, she has so much of strength...........

still to come.