What Have I Done?

Donna was doing her favorite thing... sitting in front of her computer talking to her best friend on the internet. She had been talking to Steve nearly every day for six years. They spoke for hours on end, and even had the occassional phone call. She really felt like she was in love with Steve. They had so many things in common. It seemed as if he felt the same way too. He always talked about the day when they'd finally meet and have awesome sex. What a great fantasy for both of them to keep having... day after day, year after year. The only problem was that both of them were married. So, although they talked of meeting and making love, deep inside, they knew it probably wouldn't happen. It was sad in a way, but also nice to know someone felt that way about her at the end of a hard day.

Donna had a very hard time relating to her husband. They had been together for 18 years, and it had been 14 very long and hard years. Her husband had problems keeping a job, and his temper. She spent many days wondering where their next meal was going to come from, how a bill was going to get paid, and what was going to get disconnected next. Her husband yelled all of the time at her and her two children. Possibly because he was frustrated too. It's hard to say, but it was a miserable existance. Every Sunday, the family went to church. It always amazed Donna that her husband was so into going to church and being one type of person there, but a totally different person behind the closed doors of their home. She hated living this lie. It only made her life that much more unbearable. She was lonely... so very lonely. Her husband had gotten her to start chatting on line with other men. He thought that if she had cybersex with these men that it would be a turn on for both of them and enhance their sex life. She argued with him about it. She didn't like it at all. It wasn't a turn on to her. To her it was sad. Little did she know, that she'd meet Steve online and change her feelings. She was sure she was in love with Steve. It was a wonderful fantasy... but one that couldn't be fulfilled. This left Donna very frustrated.

Every Sunday, on the way to church, Donna and her family picked up an elderly woman to give her a ride. She was a nice enough woman, and Donna almost felt like she was a surrogate mother. The kids called her Grandma. As they pulled up into the driveway, Donna saw a very nice looking man standing there next to a bike. He was tall, with dark hair, and the most piercing blue eyes she'd ever seen. Her husband had blue eyes also, but he was a blonde. The combination of the deep blue eyes with the dark hair was remarkably striking. He looked up at Donna, and their eyes met. She felt a twinge in her heart and her breath caught. There was an immediate unmistakable attraction between the two of them, and it left her breathless and wondering. "Who is that?" she asked her friend, Esther. "Oh, that's Ronnie. He's a friend of my daughter's. He comes over here every day to visit and help me do chores around the house," said Esther. Donna was indeed very intrigued.

One day, out of the blue, Esther announced that she no longer needed a ride to church. She told Donna that her new friend Ronnie would be taking her from now on. Seeing Ronnie in church every Sunday was very unsettling. It seemed to become a match of wills. She kept catching him staring at her out of the corner of her eye. She couldn't help but to stare back when he wasn't looking. She noticed that she started taking more care in picking out her outfits, fixing her hair, and putting on her makeup. It was a fun game, and harmless. She wasn't doing anything... just fantasizing.

After church one Sunday, everyone decided to go to a local restaurant and have a few sodas. Donna, her husband, their kids, Esther, and Ronnie. They were all cramped into a booth, and were having a blast laughing and reminiscing. Donna caught herself watching Ronnie's every move. She watched his fingers, his facial expressions, his smile. Her heart was pounding hard. She knew that he was watching her too. Afterwards, the group decided to meet at Esther's house for dinner and to go swimming in her pool. Esther also wanted Donna to look at her new computer to see if she could get it up and running.

As Esther was cooking dinner, Donna worked on the computer. She decided that she wanted to make a quick trip back to her house to get some software to install a few programs. As she was going out the door, she suddenly thought, "This will be a good chance to talk to Ronnie alone and find out what he's thinking." "Would you like to ride with me Ronnie?" Donna asked. "Yes," he said. The ride was silent, but very tense. It felt like she could cut the air with a knife. Donna couldn't believe how nervous she felt. She had flirted with other men in the past, but it was just that... flirting. Suddenly there were intense feelings behind all of this, and she didn't quite know how to handle it.

When they got back to her house, Donna was a nervous wreck. She was shaking uncontrollably and very sexually aroused. Ronnie hadn't even done or said anything to get her in this state. Just sitting next to him during the drive was enough to send her senses reeling. They walked into the empty house and Donna went immediately to her computer. She had to try and get her mind on something else... anything else. She sat down in front of her computer and her mind went blank. Suddenly she had no idea what she was supposed to do. "Oh yeah, software," she thought. As she reached for the desk drawer, she noticed her hands shaking uncontrollably. She could see Ronnie out of the corner of her eye, sitting next to her. Her pussy was actually throbbing and getting wet. She was totally aroused. She turned and looked at him. He looked into her eyes for a moment, and then turned away. She was almost positive that she saw the same look of desire in his eyes. She knew that there was no way she could concentrate on what she had come here for.

"I think we need to leave," Donna said. "I do too," said Ronnie. He stood up and moved to the other side of the room. He walked over to the piano and started hitting a few keys to play a simple tune. Donna remained in her seat for a few minutes trying to think. She knew the feelings she had were wrong, but she just couldn't control them. She had one of two choices. She could either get up and walk out the door, and miss this opportunity forever, or she could take a risk and approach Ronnie. She got up and joined Ronnie by the piano. She felt herself lean into his side as he stood at the piano and played. The immediate contact of their bodies was electrifying, and Donna lost all sense of reality. They turned and faced each other, and before Donna could have a second thought, she reached out and grabbed Ronnie's face. She pulled him to her, and before she knew it they were sharing one of the sexiest, most intimate kisses she had shared with anyone in her entire life. It was a heady feeling. A feeling of extasy beyond anything she had ever felt before. They broke apart and stood there staring at each other. Each breath they took was a heaving effort. It was only a matter of seconds before they reached for each other again. Donna wrapped her arms around Ronnie and pushed her hands down inside his shorts. She cupped his ass in her hands and pulled him to her. Their kisses became more frantic and urgent. Ronnie's hands found her breats, and he started caressing them. Then his hands dropped to her waist and started lifting her dress. Soon his hands found the leg band of her panties, and his fingers snaked in underneath. Before she could react, Ronnie's fingers were stroking her wet pussy. His fingers slid between the lips, and Donna lifted her leg up to give him better access. They continued to kiss, and moaned into each other's mouth. "What am I doing?" thought Donna. She pushed Ronnie away and moved back to the other side of the room. She sat back down at the computer to try and collect her thoughts. "I'm a married woman," she thought, "I can't do this."

As Donna sat there contemplating what to do, she felt Ronnie standing next to her. She looked up and to her surprise, he was standing there with his rock hard cock pointing straight at her. He was so close to her, that when she turned to look at him, his cock brushed her cheek. It was so hard and rigid that is was red. The head was swollen and almost purple. It wasn't overly long, but it sure was big in circumference. On the end of his cock, there was a tiny drop of pre-cum oozing out of the hole. It had left a trace of wetness on her cheek. Donna's breath caught in her throat. There was no way that she'd be able to resist this offering that was presented to her. She reached up and tentatively grabbed ahold of his throbbing cock. It was almost hot to the touch. It jumped as her fingers started to close around it. It was so hard, Donna tightened her grip. It was so large around, that her fingertips couldn't even touch. With her other hand, she reached up and started stroking the head of Ronnie's cock. With her thumb, she smeared his pre-cum all around his cock head and rubbed with a little more pressure. Ronnie groaned and his cock jumped again. Donna couldn't take another minute of this play. She had to have that huge cock. Her tongue snaked out and gingerly licked the head of Ronnie's cock. His moans urged her on, so her tongue started circling around and around the head. She dipped her tongue lightly into the slit and started swirling his juices around and around. She plunged her mouth down over his shaft and started sucking. As she sucked Ronnie's cock, her hand slid up and down it's length. With her other hand, she started kneading and massaging his huge, heavy balls. Soon Ronnie's hips were bucking and his moans got louder. Donna grabbed his ass with both hands and pulled him farther into her mouth. She wanted to drink him all down. With a final loud moan, Ronnie started cumming. She felt the force of his hot cum as it hit the back of her throat. Squirt after squirt... she didn't think he'd ever stop. Her mouth became so full, that cum was running out of the corners of her mouth. She swallowed and swallowed, finishing up by licking his cock completely clean.

Afterwards, they couldn't think of much to say to each other. It was funny how such an intimate moment could leave them almost speechless. Suddenly there was a tenseness and embarrassment in the air. It was almost as if they couldn't believe what they had done. Donna knew that this wasn't the end though. She knew she had to have more of Ronnie's sweet cock. She wanted to feel it everywhere. She wanted it all. "We should go now," Ronnie said. "Yes, you're right," said Donna. They turned and embraced once again. The embrace turned into another kiss. "What do you want baby?" asked Ronnie. "I want to feel your cock inside of me," said Donna. "Next time," he murmured.

Donna waited for the next time with a lot of impatience. Fortunately, next time would be the very next day!