Transition FTM and my girlfriend!

It was becoming more of a trouble to be free with Nisha as I began my transition. My breast started to deflate and my penis started to grow. She liked none of it, I missed taking her into my arms kissing her, making Love to her. Our only reason to stay together was becoming Sasha our daughter, whom we got into our lives through artificial insemination.

I met this girl; she has brown eyes, she's strong lean beautiful hair which was wavy. She looked at me the first time as who I was growing to be. She invited me to her parents family dinner, which turned out to be I had a sleepover at their place. I was nervous, scared, excited. I just did not want her to freak out looking at my body, I would have eventually told her but did not expect it was so soon.

As we both tucked in our selves to go to sleep, it began as a good night hug. May be the mistake was, we were on the same bed. As we freed our selves from hug, she kissed on my lips which went from a sensuous one to wild one. Her hand landed on my crotch, "Can you stop. We need to talk."

She was no where to listen to what I was saying. She unzipped my pants, pulled them down. I was on my elbows, facing upwards she was admiring my penis I think. "why do you have scar."
"I wanted to talk to you, before all this happened. Am... an FTM!"

She just sat at the place where she was, "so you mean, you were a girl now you're a guy."
"Ya, am still in the process."

I couldn't look at her in the eye, turned my self 90 degrees.
After a while,she hugged me and kissed me on the forehead.
"Are you okay with it."

"YES!" As she said that tears started rolling down.
I took her face into my palms. We sat there hugging for some time.

As we layed facing each other, totally covered in sheets. She put her face on mine, unzipped my pants took my penis into her hand, hugged me closely with the other. She started giving me a blowjob, I was starving to get one from Nisha. As I closed my eyes, I had a vision that Nisha was the one who was giving me that. As my precum began to ooze out, she kissed me on the forehead. Placed herself below me, inserted my penis into her. "Do it."

"What if you get pregnant."
"I Love you. I'll be more than happy to have your child."
In between that sentence I ejaculated into her.

I began to explore her body, it was so beautiful. May be I never really had a look at Nisha's me being a girl too. It was so beautiful with all those hills and valleys. As I reached her lips down, it was like a waterfall which was dripping with her and my juices together.
I just lay on her, her breath blowing on my face.

As we lay we beside each-other, "are you afraid to face the world."
"why?"
"We are so close. People might make fun of you for being with me."

She raised herself, looked into my eyes; "Screw dem all." her smile twinkled as she said those words.

Her fingers rolled down to my breast. Which were deflated like a balloon, I had to get a surgery done to remove the excess wrinkled skin.

She took me into her lap, she said she was breast feeding her niece and had some milk if I wanted some. I really couldn't place her into one role; she was being a mom, lover, supporter. As she raised her lap my face was close her boob, I rolled down my tongue on her nipple. Both her hands began comforting my face, as if they were telling me that it was totally okay! to drink that milk.

I took all of her boob into my mouth and began sucking milk, she moaned. I drank milk from both. She seemed so tired, but my hunger for her body was so insatiable. As I looked at her sleeping, I could see I had a whole new life in front of me.