The first and the last

It had just turned spring and I was in my room crying over the loser I had just gave three months to only to find out he was being with someone else that kind of thing seems to happen a lot when you're not putting out. Yes here I was twenty years old still a virgin and trying desperately to hold on to it until I got hitched.

But that was getting harder and harder to do because I wanted sex and I wanted it bad. I would masturbate for hours fantasizing about all the things I would want my lover to do to me I wasn't sure how much longer I could wait. So there I was lonely and sad and then someone came to my mind it was a guy that I had met in January we didn't talk for long and I didn't much about him other than he lived extremely far away like states away. As soon as he came to my mind my heart fluttered I got so much happier and I knew I had to speak to him right away.

So I texted him and I was surprised and excited when he responded right away and remembered me. He seemed really into me and even told me he was really upset when we stopped talking. It seemed strange that he really wanted to be with me even though we didn't know much about each other but I couldn't help but feel the strongest connection to him. That first night I talked to him he told me that he loved me I didn't say it back because I didn't want to say something I didn't mean and he was ok with that. He got a little distant and I was starting to feel like I needed him more and more.

So one night I just said " I love you " and to this day I get butterflies when I think abou what he said when he asked me " you wanna be mine? " it wasn't the same as do u wanna be my girlfriend it was much stronger than that it was like he was asking me if I wanted to belong to him and I did I felt like I wanted to belong to him forever. We talked about a few other things and one night I got really bold and I said " I wish u were in my bed right now " then he asked me if I was a virgin and when I told him yes he asked me " do you want me to take it? " I felt a rush of warmth throughout my body and I could feel myself starting to get wet. I did want him to take it I wanted him to have all of me forever.

I felt on top of the world with him he was strong and he let it be known he was in charge and we would do things his way and I loved it even though he was a young 22 year old guy I felt like I had the smartest strongest guy ever. He let me know right away I wouldn't be waiting till marriage to have my virginity taken he also made it clear that I was his and no one else I was gonna live with him and marry him and be the mother of his children. And he would take care of me as long as I did my job which was making sure he was pleasured whenever wherever. I loved being dominated by him I couldn't wait to get to him.

We had a long distance relationship for a few months then he drove down to get me it took him like two whole days I was packed and ready to go start our new life together. I seen him pull up to my house and get out of his car I ran to him and jumped up in his arms and he started kissing me so passionately I could feel how strong he was how powerful and dominating.

He started moving his hands all over me moving down to my ass and squeezing it then he put his hand up my dress moved my panties and stuck two fingers up my pussy so hard it made me gasp and start to moan he kissed me the whole time I was moaning never letting his tongue out of my mouth.

He finally looked at me and said just wait till I get you alone with the sexiest grin I'd ever seen. We didn't waste any time I said my goodbyes loaded all my stuff in his car and hit the road. I wore loose comfortable clothes because I knew we'd be driving for a very long time and I didn't wear panties or a bra partly to be comfy but also to be a little sexy. It was quiet and then I felt him put his hand on my thigh and started to get a little nervous but really turned on at the same time he started caressing my thighs and moving closer and closer between them he stopped when he got over my pussy and realized I didn't have any panties on.

He put his hand in my shorts and started caressing my pussy then he slid one finger down it and I let out a soft " mmmm" he started running his finger over my clit moving it in circles pinching it and driving me completely insane I started to moan louder then he stuck one finger in my pussy then two and when he tried the third I couldn't take it my pussy was so tight the third finger hurt I tried to close my legs but he grabbed my leg and said " you better not " so I didn't. I let him put all three fingers in and he put them in so deep and hard it was the best pain ever.

He made me moan and cum for hours till he was satisfied and I was exhausted. It was the next day and we were almost there when I tried to get real close and rub his cock through his pants and he smacked my hand off and said that I would have to wait and if I was a really good girl I could have it. We finally got to his apartment my new home we relaxed for a while and he let me settle in we were sitting on the couch kissing and he said " lets go shower " and I tried to say ok let me get my shower stuff but before I could finish he looked at me and said " now " with a stern voice I think this would make any other woman cringe and run for the hills but I loved I would never let any other man dominate me but him I wanted to be his I wanted him to control me it made me feel like a queen.

When I got to the shower he was already in there and when I stepped in and seen his amazing naked body I was in shock I had seen his member in a picture but it didn't do it justice he had a huge 9 inch cock just like he said it was thick as ever and I couldn't stop staring at it and he noticed because he said "like what u see " with that sexy little smile I bit my lip and nodded then he grabbed my hand and started rubbing it on his cock it was all slippery from the water and then he let my hand go so I could stroke him on my own.

I wasn't sure of what I was doing but I could tell he liked it by the way he was moaning and by how hard he was getting he grabbed me close and started kissing me our wet bodies rubbing against each other he turned me around and felt all over my body caressing my tits and squeezing my nipples I couldn't help but moan I wanted him to take me so bad.

We got out of the shower and dried off but stayed naked he led me to the bedroom and I became more nervous he laid me on the bed looked at me and said " now you're gonna give yourself to me I'm going to make u mine tonight " and with that he slowly started getting on top of me kissing me so passionately going down to my neck and sucking it and biting it he told me he had to leave his marks on me so everyone would know I belonged to him. He kissed and sucked my tits and bit my nipples till I let out a moan from the pain and pleasure he kissed me all the way down till he got to my pussy and like an animal started eating me out he had wanted this for a long time and it showed he showed no mercy on my clit ass he licked and sucked it all I could say was " mmmmm oohhhh" I wanted desperately to close my legs the pleasure was too intense but he held them open and kept eating till he was satisfied.

Then it was time it was time for him to take my virginity . I was scared out of my mind but still wanted it. He ran his dick up and down my pussy rubbing my clit with the head of his cock that felt amazing. Then he stopped at the entrance of my pussy and pushed his head in a little but I stopped him because I was so nervous it was painful. I let him continue and then stopped him again I could tell he didn't like this and finally he looked at me and said " its mine I'm taking it now " and he pushed his whole 9 inch cock in me so fast I gasped and let out a big scream.

I opened my eyes and looked down and seen the blood on his cock and told him I was bleeding and he said " good now it's official u belong to me forever you're bound to me for the rest of our lives " it felt so right. He started pounding me harder and harder holding my arms down and staring into my eyes as I moaned and screamed out his name for the world to hear. I was getting close and I could tell by his breathing he was too. He started ramming his cock in my pussy harder and faster until finally I couldn't take it I screamed out and came hard and at that very moment he squirted his huge load deep in my pussy it was magic.

He laid there on top of me for a while then pulled his dick out got behind me wrapped his arms around me and we just laid there in each others juices. Finally he said " that was amazing I'm looking forward to filling u with my cum every day " I just smiled and snuggled closer to him he turned me around and said " look tonight was about you but every other night from now on is about me I'm your master now and you will do everything my way and with my permission".

"I'll take care of you and you will be my wife and as my wife you're job is to keep me satisfied and pleasured no matter what you have to do to make that happen " I looked at him smiled and said " yes master ".