One night of no tomorrows

I’ve loved you for quite along time,
and you never once glanced my way,
or gave me the time of day.
But suddenly all of that change,
and you gave me one night of pleasure and pain.
There’s only tonight but no tomorrows you say.
Graciously I thank the fates above,
for giving me at least one day,
with the man I love.

Eighteen year old, Richard Claiborne looked at twenty-one year old Ryan Mackie with a look of shock, “Why can’t we be together?”

“Things are complicated right now, Rich.” Ryan told him.

“We can work around it.” Richard insisted to Ryan.

“No, we can’t. You just don’t understand.” Ryan sighed and took a deep breath and tried to explain things to Richard as if he were speaking to a mental disabled child. “My girlfriend needs me right now. She’s pregnant and she wants to work things out.”

“Work things out? Where was she two months ago when you transferred colleges to be closer to her? How did she thank you, when you wanted her to move in with you? She slept with another guy behind your back…” 

“Everyone makes mistakes.”

I’m not saying they don’t, but she’s made enough mistakes for you to realize where her heart is. It’s not with you Ryan.”

“That maybe, but how can I know for sure if I don’t give it a try?”

“Why would you want to go back to her, Ryan? She doesn’t treat you like I do.”

“I have to for the sake of the child she’s caring.”

“You can’t be with her and continue living with me.”

“I know. I am moving out tomorrow.”

“What? When were you going to tell me all of this?”

“I didn’t know how to tell you, Rich. The right words wouldn’t come out.”

“What am I supposed to do? Watch you walk away and make the biggest mistake of your life?”

“Rich, this is my choice. I am not making a mistake. I want to be apart of my baby’s life.”

“But I love you. Please don’t do this.” Richard begged Ryan in a pleading tone as the corner of his eyes began to fill with unchecked tears.

Ryan turned his back to Richard, he had to leave him. He shouldn’t have led Richard on knowing full well that he could never commit to a man. He didn’t care for the crude remarks people made about gays or the violence that became of it once someone learned of his preference. He wanted to have a lasting relationship rather than spending time defending one. 

Ryan walked to the front door and opened it. Unable to face Richard he kept his back to him. In a soft voice, barely the hum of a whisper, he said, “I’ll pick up some of my things later. Don’t wait up.”

Richard watched the door close and collapsed to the floor. The man he loved was walking out of his life and leaving him for a bimbo who was caring his child. For all they knew the bimbo could be caring one of her lovers’ kid, and not Ryan. But there was no changing Ryan’s mind.

Richard spent over an hour and a half crying on the floor and bitter at the fact that he was losing Ryan, without a fair shot. He walked his numb body to his bed and laid in it with his eyes open wide. Only heavens know how long he had been awake before sleep had taken him into a restless slumber.

He only awoke to the feeling of a warm body; he recognized instantly as Ryan sliding beside him into his king size bed.

Richard kept his eyes shut and forged sleep as Ryan began caressing his boyish face.

Ryan trailed a callused hand gently over Richard’s face and slid it over his forehead to his nose. He brought his hand to trace under the lid of Richard’s eyes and trace the outline of his small, but full pink lips. 

“My handsome Richard,” Ryan cooed. “I hate doing this to you. I can’t promise you tomorrow, but I can give you one more night.”

Richard still kept his eyes shut. Afraid to trust his voice he did not let on to Ryan that he was awake.

Ryan let his hand trail from Richard’s face to underneath Richard’s baby blue shirt. He rubbed his chest softly as he had often done when Richard was on the brink of falling asleep. 

Perhaps Ryan did love him. Richard thought happily, but than again thought sadly of the circumstances. Richard would go back to his girlfriend, because she claimed to be caring his child. He’d probably never see Ryan ever again, so why not have this one night Ryan offered? 

As Richard debated the pros and cons of what he was thinking Ryan slid his hand out from under the baby blue shirt and began to unbutton the row of buttons. Richard heard Ryan mutter under his breath, “I have to see what I am leaving behind.”

Richard knew he would go back to being invisible and fade from Ryan’s life. And Ryan would of course forget this time and place that he had shared with Richard. 

Deciding it was better to tell Ryan he was awake, Richard opened his eyes and brought his hands to cover Ryan’s that were steadily unbuttoning his shirt.

“Ryan.” Richard breathed.
“It’s just me, Rich.”

“Can we have on more night? I know you’re leaving, but I want something to hold on to when the nights get lonely.”

“You’ll find someone when I leave and he’ll give you everything you need.” Ryan told him gently.

“I don’t want anyone else, but you.”

“What will one more night do, Rich? It’ll make it harder for you to let go…to forget.”

“I want to remember, even if you forget.” Richard argued.

“Okay. I’ll give you one more night, with no promises of tomorrow. Agreed?” Ryan bargained with his lover.

“No complaints from me.” Richard said sadly, this would be the last time Ryan would ever make love to him. 

Ryan finished unbuttoning Richard’s shirt and slid it off his shoulders. He turned Richard around and applied pressure to his tense shoulders. “Try to relax.” Ryan breathed into his ear.

Ryan kissed his ear and rained kisses down Richard’s neck and upper back. His hands occasionally left his shoulders and massaged the front of his chest where Richard’s nipples became stiff. Once the tension had left Richard’s shoulders and he began to relax, Ryan turned Richard over and pulled his gray gym shorts and boxers down.

Richard’s erection sprang to life at being released from its confined prison and stretched roughly six inches. Ryan lowered himself between Richard’s legs and brought his hard length to his mouth where he began sucking gently. He paid particular attention to the head of Richard’s penis where he would occasionally lick the slit of the head and rub his aching balls. 

When Richard was on the brink of an orgasm, Ryan removed Richard’s thick length from the heat of his mouth first and then his hands. “I’m not done with you yet.” Ryan grinned deviously as he fumbled to remove his clothes, which fell to his feet scattered on the floor. 

When Ryan stood before Richard in his nudeness, Richard almost cried out. Ryan was a magnificent. Only a creator with higher power than men could have sculpted such a master piece. 

Ryan stood six feet and towered over Richard on the bed. He had a broad chest and a handsome face. A defined six pack formed snuggly at his flat stomach, and a generous amount of muscles rippled beneath his arms and chest. His dark brown eyes contrasted nicely with his black hair, giving him an exotic look. His eight inch root of manhood stood out amazingly, causing Richard’s mouth to go dry. He was truly a ladies man and a man’s man.

“Come here, lover.” Richard said unable to stop himself from calling Ryan his special pet name one last time.

Ryan came over to Richard and arranged him into a new position, where Richard was now straddling the bed with his erection pointed up as Ryan impaled himself onto his engorged flesh. 

Little by little Ryan took Richard’s dick inside his anis and delightfully moaned as the sensation of being filled washed over him. He rode Richard’s dick for nearly half an hour until the recognizable feeling of wet cum dripped from his anis.

Ryan slipped off Richard’s dick and told him it was his turn. Richard gladly complied, anxious to have his anis violated for the final time by the man he loved. Richard turned over with his chest to his bed and raised his adorable cheeks at Ryan. 

Ryan gave him two love smacks on his rear and watched it turn pink before he proceeded to put his eight inches into a small pink hole, which Ryan knew would accommodate his whole length. 

Ryan pushed the head slowly into Richard’s rear making him gasp at the pleasure and the pain it was causing him at the same time. Inch by inch Ryan pushed it until half of the eight inches were deeply embedded in Richard. 

The pace started slowly, but gradually worked it way up to being faster, harder and deeper. Ryan threw his head back in a growl as he reached his peak. His warm cum filled Richard’s cheeks and dripped out of it. Pulling out slowly he questioned why Richard wanted to remember him even though he’d be leaving. 

Richard only smiled at him dejectedly and replied, “All the pleasure is worth all the pain, even when you only have one night of no tomorrows.”