One fine night I finally lost it to...

i thought of endless possibilities. but I was afraid.

my phone beeped. one new msg.

it read: "r awake?"

i replied : "s"

he replied: im unbl to slep. its nt gud 2
tak lng hrs on ph. y dnt u cme ovr
i'l mke sme nic T n v cn tak

i was stunned. what am I doing? whats this? where is it leading to?
something inside was saying go with the flow..i decided to listen
to my inside. couple of minutes later I replied

me: I cant. my leg.sorry.

he: :(

me: :)

he: ok. can I come over?

me: noway.

he: ok :(

i thought again. and typed a msg and cleared it.
then retyped it again.

me: ok. but you have to leave once you are sleepy. you cant
stay here.

there was no reply. I checked to see if I had sent it to someone
else. no. I sent it to him. I waited. I wanted to give him a missed
call. but didnt. on a second thought I sent a msg.

me: I was just kidding. dont come.

i heard a different beep loud. I looked up. I saw a shilhoute of a man standing there
right at my bed room door.

i alomst shouted & nishant rushed closing my mouth.

he: shhhhhhhh, its me nishant.

my heart skipped a beat. he slowly removed his hand over my mouth
i hit him with the pillow.

me: damn it you scared the shit out of me.

He sat right beside me.
damn I was so wet now I wanted him all over me.

he: now what if your friends come?

me: I dont know. they'll think be shocked to death.

he: I know

me: what if your wife comes

he: i'll be dead meat

me: hahahahahahaha

he: finally, I saw it that too for free

me: no way. a million dollars. did you get the card?

we started taking in wishpers.

he: yea. you wanna swipe it.

me: sure .. I mean

he: you do

i was shivering, breathing hard. He gently parted my hair to the center.
pulled some behind my ears.

he: you are beautiful.

i didnt say a word but I was looking at him nervously just waiting to be taken.
my stream was running down. my hands were literally shaking. my breasts were
full and heavy again.

he gently touched my face. I almost moaned. he kissed my forehead. smelled my
hair. I was shivering. he gently held my hands and felt them. he kissed my eyes.

me: please dont

he kissed and gently nibbled my ear. god I pulled him onto me over the bed.
it was dark. the light from the front hall was all that we had.

me: did you lock the door

he: yes

me: why

he: coz I want to love you

me: why

he: coz I love you

me: why

he: I love you

me: why

he didnt say a word and started kissing my face and neck.

me: nishantttttt

i rolled over him and I kissed his face. then he rolled over me
and slowly brought his lips close to mine. we could feel our hot
breath. then our lips locked. we started french kisses and my
juices were running down. his hand went right over my breast
and put it out trying to clasp his hand with mine.

he started pulling off the sheet from between us while
we were still kissing. he slowly started kissing my neck
oh god it was heaven and was missing this for long like an idiot.

i was holding his head as he was kissing my shoulders by trying to
push the T-shirt with his teeth but it was coming back over my
shoulder. I helped my pulling my T over my arm allowing him to
see my bra strap as he went mad kissing every inch of my shoulder
then he did the same to the other one.

he stopped. my heart was pounding. he started touching me on the
sides of my body till he reached my waist line and then slipped his
hands inside my T rubbing my sides. the tingling sensations ran
all over my body like a 10k volts. I stopped his hands just as he
reached the sides of my bra. I pulled em back out.

i rolled over him and set him free from his T. his body was average
built but it was muscular and firm. I started kissing him all over
his chest. he started brushing my hair & pulling me over to kiss my
forehead.

he gently rolled over me.

he: can I

i nod my head.

he slowly peeled me off my T. my breasts were full and waiting for
him.

he started kissing my lips as pressed his chest to mine. one of his hands
running on the side of waist. he started kissing my chest.my ample cleavage
was a treat for him. he gave me a love bite on the top of my breast. I moaned
in pain. Nishannnt....

he pulled me gently. in one stroke he unbucked my bra. my heart skipped
its beat. never before I felt that feeling. I was very shy. he slipped me
out of the bra. what a relief. he rubbed his face on my breasts.
my fingers running in his head pinning him to my breasts. then he took
my first nipple into his mouth and started fondling the other breast.
my other hand scratched his back.

he nibbled my nipple. I moaned again...nishanttt....
he feasted on my breasts like he baby.

he: I was dying to taste your milk since the day I saw you

me: taste it.. its all yours...im yours for tonight

he started carassing and fondling my body and I was enjoying every move
he made. with his both hands on my breasts he kissed between them and went
down till my navel and used his tongue to do something that I loved it.

then he bit my waist. aahhhhh nishant...i moaned again

i pulled him up back onto my breasts feeding him like he was a baby.
he was suckling.

he: I think you will have lots of milk when you have a baby

me: really?

he played with them and I loved every bit of it. he started giving
me love bites on them which were so painful yet the pleasure was so great...

he turned me around to kiss my back. he reached the boarders of my pjs then
i turned back again pulling him onto me. I rolled over him and started kissing
his nipples. I bit him. I smelled him. I loved it. it was his sweat.
i rubbed my face on his chest. I used my tongue to tickles his body went all
the way down and stopped. he was playing with my hair.

i kissed over his thing which was in semi errect stage. I took it in my mouth
from over his pjs. he moaned.

he: I love you somuch

i pulled out his pjs. and there it was the baby maker. it was the first time.
i went close. never gave a blow job so I was very shy even to think of doing it.
i used my tongue to give him pleasure by flicking it on his inner thighs.
i bit him. he pulled my head just right till his thing. I thought for a minute.

he: do it only if you want

i held his thing with both my hands pulling his foreskin. he moaned.
i started suckling his sacs then went up the shaft and then took his glans
into my mouth. I took it into my mouth flickering his balls with my fingers
and teasing his arsehole. I pinched his nipple with my other hand.

he moaned. I used my tongue to make him as errect as possible.
he pulled me up and rolled onto me. I knew what he was gona do.
he was on his knees on either sides of my legs. he bend over to kiss me
on my face and lips while his hands were fondling my breasts.
he nibbled, bit , suckled and played with my breasts as he went down,
he kissed on my mouth over the pjs and he knew I wasnt wearing panties.
i moaned. he used his mouth to untie the knot of my pjs.

his hands ran on the sides of my body as they started pulling my pjs down.
his warm breath was on my mound. his tongue was a real thing doing the real
twists and turns that increased my juices to flow. he used his tongue
over my line till he reached my flower. oooo I loved it somuch ... I pressed
his face to my mound as I raised my pubic area to press it against his face
his tongue was doing miracles. he parted my lips and found my clit.

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa...i was in heaven... I raised both of my legs to
give his all the room he needed. he held my legs and started kissing them
till the toe. he took a bite of my inner thighs. aaaaa... he again came back
to my clit. he wanted to put his finger into me but I stopped.

i wispered : please deflower me with your thing

he stopped himself. he turned me around and started feasting on my bum.
he pulled me into doggie position. I forgot the pain in my legs. he pulled me
way up till my back touched his chest. he stared kissing my neck. used
one hand to fondle my breast and the other on clit. heaven.
his thing was touching my arsehole now and then sending billions of
pleasure sensations all over my body.

he started to move his thing between my butt cheecks. I turned around.
he gently put me on the bed.he used his hand to check if I was wet...and I was..
very...

he: can I swipe my card..

i just closed my eyes as I pulled him over me. he took a pillow and put it
under my bum raising it a bit. I knew he needed it. he grabbed his pjs & took out
a condom. he gave it to my asking to put it on his thing.

i told him it was my first time and I didnt want it.

he: are you sure?

i closed my eyes in approval.

he: what if..

me: get me ipill

he didnt say a word.

he was holding my legs apart with his hands.
i pulled him forward with my legs. aaaaa his thing
just touched my slit. I told him. can we do 69. he rolled over and got my
on him.i turned around giving him enough of me as I took his thing in my mouth.
saliva was running down his thing and he was playing with my thing with his
tounge and fingers.i sucked his balls. stroked him.
he bit my inner thigh. aaa I turned around.

we french kissed.

he: can I swipe.
me: yessssss

he was so happy. he put me in missionary position.
he swiped his thing on my slit. god what was that. I never felt so complete.
he did it few times. he slowly bend over me. my legs apart. he sucked my breasts.
he took my hand and made it to hold his thing.

he: take me inside

i was holding a rod. I swiped it twice before I found my way.
he was at the entrance and it was slippery. I was feeling the pain.
im about to be deflowered. tears were rolling out of my eyes.

he was gently thrusting it, the pain was not as much as the pleasure.
he rubbed it again all over my line. I was wet. I put him exactly on
my love pot. he forced gently and he went inside.

oh my god. I pulled him over me on my breasts.
he started to gently move. it was pleasure all over me and I loved it somuch.

he was gently moving. I spread my legs as wide as possible letting him enjoy
every inch of me. his hands were working all over my body.
one finger inside my arsehole and the other on my breasts, his mouth on
my other breast.

i was holding his bum and letting him move.
i knew I must be bleeding but it was worth it. he started moving fast.

me: slow. this is my first time

he: you'll love it.

he was over me and we rolled as I got on top of him
i sit up as I started grinding his things and I was in control and loved
every bit of it. his hand were reaching for my breasts and butt.

he was on top of me now. he started to increase his tempo.
it was pain and pleasure a mixture of everything that was worth it.
tears were running down and I let him enjoy me as much as he can.

the actual fact is we women get all the fun.
he started riding me harder and harder and loved it.
i started feeling that I was gonna have the orgasm and he was rubbing
my clit simultaneously.

he started suckling and biting my breasts and I feed him like a baby
after 5-7 minutes he said he was coming. he wanted to take it out to
do it. I told him not to worry. its my first time and I wanted him
to do it inside. he was happy but he said what if..

me: we can buy ipill

he held mybutt as he started going very fast and I was at my peak...
we both came almost at the same time. hot flood was inside me.
i pulled him on to me to let my body feel the man.i clasped him with my legs.

he kissed me face. I was holding his back & butt not letting him
out of me.

we kissed each other and he fondled me. I continued feeding as if he
is my baby. Ten minutes later he got out of me.

he: was it painful?

i shook my head brushing through his hair.

he: was I good ?

i put my finger over his lips and shook my head again

me: was I good ?

he just locked his lips to mine and sent his tongue into my mouth.
ahh.. I was ready again.

he: I never thought you had such beautiful curves and breasts
thanks for giving em to me.

me: I closed his eyes with my hand and we rolled on our side.

he slipped out now, still in semi-errect condition.
i held his thing and played with it gently.
he was holding & carassing my bum cheeks & finering my arsehole.

i asked him to close his eyes. he did. I put a pillow on his face.
i got up and knelt on the bed. I raised my bum high enough for him
to see my love pot. my juices were flowing again.

i spread my ass cheeks as wide as I can.

turned around and wisphered.

me: do you wanna do doggie?

he looked at me with a smile & grabbed my ass.

it was about 2 45am. we were not exhausted.
that night we did it till 5 in the morning.
i wanted him to leave before my friends came back.

i told him to buy me an ipill as soon as the medical stores open.
i have just started to explore my body and want to try out with two men sometime.