Night Scene (part 3)

My mood suddenly went sour. Heading into my office I shut the door behind me.

The crowd roared underneath me and the beat of the music rhythmically matched the beat to my heart.

I pulled out my laptop and engulf myself into what I do best, work.

I was so engrossed into my project until I barely noticed the time passing and the breakdown of the music.

The phone rung, I quickly answered...it was Reggie.

"Hey, I was hoping you were okay up there." He asked concernly

"Yes, I'm fine. I just wanted to tie up some odds and ends here." Quicky changing the subject, "So how did it come out tonight?" I ask cheerfully

"AWW MAN!" He exclaimed, "It was da bomb! Those guys (Boys 11 Men) were off da hook, and talk about cool as hell..." He rambled on.

I smiled knowing this was his first major event he had to pull off and he did it up to my approval.

"Congratulations Reggie," I said, "you have really surprised me and we'll talk about that bonus..."

"Aww Thanks Miss Forbes." He said thankfully, "I appreciate it ma'am."

I put down the receiver laughing out loud to myself and continuing my work.

About half an hour later there was a knock on the door...

"Reggie?" I asked, "Come in." Still intently into my project.

The door opened and closed but there was silence.

I looked up and my heart skipped a beat. It was Jasmine.

We stared into each others eyes.

She had on a light blue jacket with matching skirt. The skirt was very short showing the thighs I now wished I was between.

I put my head down not knowing what to say to her. 

She said nothing. She was breathing hard...chest heaving up and down. Tears began to fill her eyes.

I instantly got up walking to her, searching her face for approval to touch her. Reaching out to grab her...

"Don't ...you dare... touch me!" she said angrily between sobs.

I stepped back unprepared for her outburst. 

"How could you?!" she whispered, shaking her head slowly at me in disgust "What kind of person are you? You used me and left me like I was some two dollar whore. You didn't even have the decency to leave a note!" 

I turned my back to her hiding my guilty expression.

"You were the first person to ever touch me in that way Tonya." She said quietly.

Slowly approaching her I explained, "You're only nineteen and have your entire life ahead of you...I don't want to ruin that." 

Cupping her face in my hands and gently wiping her tears, "You can't get caught up in an ole lady like me." I said smiling trying to add some humor in her saddened eyes.

"But you're not giving me a chance to make that decision. I know what I want Tonya." She said looking down to the floor. "I want... you."

At that moment I lost all sense of control and begin kissing her passionately on the lips.

Tears rolled down her face.

"Don't cry baby." I said wiping her face and kissing her softly all over her face. 

My hands trailed under her skirt pulling away her panties. I lifted her small frame over to my large oak desk.

Kissing her passionately I eased her back lifting her skirt to her waist.

Spreading her legs my fingers dashed directly into her tight hole.

"AH!" she yelled

Kissing her down her neck unbuttoning her jacket. Wildly pulling her breast out from underneath her bra I uncontrollably gnawed on her breast causing her to whimper.

I dived in for her sweet pussy eating her out like a mad woman. Licking, and sucking ...

She wildly thrusted her hips into my face. I just wanted to please her in every way that I could.

I had it bad for this girl.

"Ahh...Ahh..Ahhh!" she sung out shaking uncontrollably creaming my face with her sweet honey.

I eagerly suckled her in.

I walked to the opposite side of my desk. Grabbing her body across the desk until her head dangled over the edge. Lifting my dress up to my waist I looked down at her sweet face wondering what was my next move. I stood directly over her making sure she stared directly inside my already moist and pink salty slit. 

Pulling the back of her head up to my cunt she looked unsure but I couldn't wait any longer.

I slightly bent my legs to meet her hot tongue.

"Relax baby," I said seductively.

Parting my pussy with my two fingers and rotating my hips until Jasmine's face was buried in my cunt. Slowly I moved my pelvic back and forth over her face. Before I realized it Jasmine's tongue began ferociously attacking my cunt

"Mmmm, damn baby." I moaned deeply.

Her tongue flicked up and down my slit while I thrust it madly into her face. 

She slid her tongue deeply in me causing me to shiver. 

Grabbing both sides of her head I began fucking her face madly. Grinding her face deeper into my cunt pleasuring myself. Her tongue stiffened in my pussy like a little dick and I began lightly bouncing up and down on it...

"Oh baby!" I yelled pleasurably. "You're gonna make your woman cum! ... Oh baby, you feel so fucking good..."

Circling my pelvic back and forth seductively on her eager tongue I grabbed the back of her head and gave it one last thrust..."Uhhh" and I juiced her entire face with my cum. Greedily she licked and swallowed my entire cunt clean while I stood there shaking.

Panting and breathing hard I gradually stood, still weak and wobbly, pulling down my dress and walking to the mirror.

Jasmine sat up and watched as I silently re-touched my make-up trying to ignore her stare through the mirror. 

Looking at her beautiful body and innocent eyes sent a shock wave of guilt over me. 

I was her first lover and I was a woman. 

I couldn't be with her. I just couldn't do it. 

Trying to hide the guiltiness in my eyes I headed for the bathroom.

"You're walking out on me again, are you?" She asked in disbelief.

I continued to dress while avoiding her question.

"I can't believe you Tonya." She whispered.

Her voice now rising, "I CAN'T FUCKING BELIEVE YOU!" she yelled.

Putting on my shoes I grabbed my purse and was heading for the door.

"NO!" she yelled running and blocking the door. "Tonya please don't do this to me again, please." She begged. "Tonya I would do anything for you because I love you so much..." 

I took a deep breath trying to take in what she just said. "You don't love me Jasmine," I said softly. "We shared something that was very special that we both will cherish but it's not love baby." I persuaded 

"You don't want me." She cried

"That's not true..." I said fighting back my own tears. Breathing slowly, careful not to break in front of her. "I want you like crazy baby. I thought of no one but you since we first met. Your beautiful eyes have been constantly on my mind baby...but"

Her face dropped when I said "but".

I couldn't take it anymore...I had to get out of here.

"Get out of my way Jasmine" I said sharply trying to block the tears welling up inside me.

She shook her head slowly while mouthing, "No".

"GET THE HELL OUT OF MY WAY!" I yelled 

She looked in disbelief and stood to the side and began sobbing uncontrollably. I walked out of the office and slammed the door.

I could hear Jasmine crying while I silently cried my eyes out on the other side of the door. 

She has her entire life ahead of her I kept telling myself.

My heart sunk as I slowly approached the stairs to the main floor.

"Reggie!" I called out quickly wiping away my tears.

He rushed in immediately from the bar. "Please take the young lady upstairs home. Get her address and number for me if you can."

"Yes ma'am." He said questionably looking at my tear streaked face and tussled hair.

I looked upstairs towards my office then I slowly made my exit.

That was three years ago.

It took awhile but I slowly got back into the swing of things. When I saw a woman that looked like Jasmine I would slowly drift into another world. That was my secret past that no one knew about except me and my sweet Jasmine. 

I really couldn't tell you why I was so adamant to not making a life with Jasmine. I'll never know why.

Although I didn't want to admit it, I knew I loved her. 

Reggie gave me her address and I made sure she was taken care of. 

I found out that she was from a foster care home. Her mother was a heavy drug abuser and father was nowhere to be found. So that explained her easily attaching herself to someone who showed her attention like myself.

I anonymously sent her to college and from what I heard from the college officials she was doing pretty well majoring in Physics.

Deep down I knew I did the right thing by leaving her but I often had a sudden urge to go up to the university to see her. Knowing that it would do more harm than good I decided to leave it alone.

As for me? Remember that dazzling hard body Terrell?

Well I married that man and I can't say that I regret it because it has been wonderful between us and I can honestly say that I am happy with him.

But sometimes...sometimes... I wonder about the choices I made with Jasmine. 

What if they were different?" 

(give me your opinions...and I'll be coming up with part 4 shortly)