My first time

I've been thinking about this for a few years now and was always very afraid because I am married.
i was swimming at the local pool and when finished swimming I was in the locker room changing and ther was this guy across the row. he was about 25 or 30 years old blue eyes blonde hair and very solid looking.

As he took off his swimsuit I couldn't help notice he had a large, wide think cock hanging limply as he just got out of the pool.
he was kinda stroking it as he dryied off and it started to get hard, about half erect and I couldn't keep my eyes off it. As I watched my own cock started to get hard. Now my cock is about 8in, uncut but gets very hard.

He looked over at me and said hi. Asking if id like to go for a drink.
I replied yes and he drove to his house. Damn I was scared to death.
I sat on a chair and he went and brought back a beautiful glass of Rothchild's. When he was gone he changed into shorts and had no shirt on, he really was built solid and I could see the buldge in his shorts as he had no underwear on.
Anyway he sat next to me and we talked about anything and everything.

he really calmed me down and asked if it would be alright if he touched me, I of course said yea and almost as soon as he placed his hand on my cock it got rock solid and he looked me in the eye and smiled so softly.
I was really relaxed with him, so kind and pleasant, not rushing me at all. 
I wanted to reach over and touch him but still kinda scared and he could sense this and took my hand and placed it on his cock which was fully hard now.
He had to have the biggest cock Id ever seen about 9in and very thick and cut.

We rubbed each other for a while and he leaned over and kissed me so gently on the lips, I loved the feel of his soft lips on mine and his hand so very slowly rubbing my cock.
He then took my hand and led me into his bedroom asking me to stand there feet about two feet apart.
I watched him slip his shorts down and his cock was fully erect and wow is all I said to him he smiled again and asked if i ws sure I wanted to do this to which I said yes.

I took off my tee shirt and he said to be still and he came in front of me and again gently kissed me parting my lips with his tongue, putting his tongue in just a little letting it just move very slow.
I was very surprised that I kissed him back, as he reached down and took my cock in his hand. Gently and so slow stroked back and forth.
he leaned down and took my shorts to the floor and kneeling in front of me took the tip of my cock into his hot mouth, just the tip letting my cock throbb against his lips.

Slowly he took my cock so fucking slow I wanted to blow a load right there but he knew just how to make me wait as he felt me building he took his mouth off me and by now I was ready for anything he wanted to do.
Now he layed me on the bed and asked me to lay on my stomach and I did.

he came up behind me and kissed my neck and rubbed my back so gently and I felt hi lay his cock against my ass.
I turned to watch him and he smiled again, I was simply melting as he was looking more beautiful every minute.
He reach overto the nite stand and took a tube of KY and again, he was the most gentle person I've ever know, Placing his finger against my ass hole he very very slowly put his finger into me, slowly farther and farther until he had his finger all the way inside me and moving it so slow, asking if I was ready now and I of course said yes but please don't hurt me, Its so big.

he told me to lay very still and relax, I closed my eyes and was ready to be hurt but instead I felt him against my hole, he slid the head in and I wished as it did hurt a little. Slowly he put it a little farther, Are you ok? he asked I didn't answer. farther in very slow very slow I felt like he would tear me apart but didn't say anything.
I guess he sensed this and slowly took it almost all the way out again leaving just the head in, feeling him throb inside me and now relaxing and wanting I lifted my ass to meet him and he slid his giant cock all the way into me and started slowly pumping almost all the way out then all the way in I felt his balls against my ass, I was full and loved it.

I was being fucked and simply loved it. All of a sudden he RAMMED his full length deep into me plowing harder and harder reamming deep into me/ I lifted my ass to meet his thrusts , fucking pounding slamming, god I was hot and wanting it to never end. he was ramming deep into me with all his might and my ass was now sticking almost straight up wanting to feel his all.
With a last hard thrust pushing as far as he could he plunged into me and I felt him tighten as he exploded inside of me I felt his hot cum fill me and it was the best feeling Id ever had.

I never wanted to end. He let his cock sit inside me for a few more minutes and now he was half hard and slowly then taking himself out, he layded beside me and gently kissed me very gently.
We slept
I woke first and looked at him so beautiful laying there and his cock was soft and I knew I had to try this also.
I moved down and took his soft cock into my mouth, rolling it around and it was so natural, he started to get hard and woke up and didnt say a word just let me do what I was.
I held his balls and gently I tried to be as gentle as he was. 
he was fully hard now and I had about half his monster in my mouth and didn't think I could take any more, he was so big. but I wanted to so I went farther down on this beautiful hard cock and I could taste his precum as I slowly sucked and went up and down on him. I now had ever inch of him in my mouth and didnt move just letting it throb in my mouth and then again I started to work him and he slammed himself all the way into my face holding my head and exploded in me, I took every bit of his juices and loved it. I began to swallow wildly and couldn't stop and I continued to suck not wanting to stop.
I let his cock com out of my mouth and licked and sucked every drop of his beautiful self.
We showered and layed next to each other the whole day.
I haven't seen him but once since and that also was perfect.
I've been with three other since then and have yet to find anyone as kind and gentle but I am looking.
I have a date this afternoon with a someone and cant wait to feel a cock in my ass and mouth as this has finally found something I've been hiding for years.
This is my first time writing anything like this and hope it makes since and if anyone would like to help me be happy id love to hear from you.
I am 50 yrs 5ft 9in 170 blue eyes brown hair uncut8in and wanting this life to never end. Please reply NJHNTR@yaho.com
I live in central New Jersey USA...