My first sexual experience

It was feeling. I told him I felt guilty and a little wrong, but it was the best feeling in my body that I ever had. Then he freaked me out by telling me that he was in love with me ????? I said really? You can love another guy like that. He said yes! I'm gay, and it happens to gay people .Just like a man and woman. I was perplexed, told him I wanted to sleep.

We both fell asleep pretty quick. The next morning we woke up, had breakfast and walked to a local park to talk. He told me don't feel guilty and sex is a natural craving for everyone, and to let him make me feel good. He told me things he wanted to do to me. He said he wanted to eat my hole, suck me till I came.

When he was talking to me I was so hard. I could feel my cock leaking, and soaking my boxers. I f we would of been in a bed at that time, I would of let him have me. That night we smoked a little more, went to bed early. I was so curious of what he would do to me. We both got in bed. before we did, he asked me if I wanted to try and sleep naked with him. It was very dark in the room, I was a little shy and agreed to try that. He did the same. He started by just caressing me, all over. I was hard within seconds, and so turned on! I was willing to let him do what he wanted.

He climbed on top of me. spread my legs with his knees and tried to kiss me on the mouth. I pulled away and told him, that doesn't feel right at this time. He had a mustache and it was scratchy. Instead he started kissing me on the forehead, eyelids, neck, ears. And when he started licking the insides of my ears, it was driving me crazy and I was his. Then he started to kiss me again, and it felt right. His tongue parted my lips,  and we were french kissing, which was turning me on actually. We did that for quite a while. I could feel his hard cock pressing against my belly and feel his body, press against my cock.

I started to feel very wet from both of our our pre-cum. He then started kissing my chest, nipples and was working his way down. It felt like I was going to cum. I let him know that, he reached down to the base om my cock and squeezed. It stopped me from feeling like I was going to cum.

Then he lowered him self down to my cock, slipped his hands under my ass and lifted me up from the bed. He started to like under my balls, and I could feel his tongue going for my hole. Fuck I remember still how good that felt! He did that for a few minutes. Then I could feel his finger press against my hole and the pressure of this felt great ! I have jacked off, but never thought of stimulation of this sweet spot ! I could feel that I was wet down there from him eating me. He started to slip his finger in me. And he took his other hand and played with my cock.

Well in a few seconds after that, his finger in me, my cock being stroked, I shot harder than I ever have. Each time I shot, his finger would move in and out of me. He again started to lick the cum from me. The affair we had lasted for a few years, while he lived with us. It stopped, because the family and I moved to another state for several years, he went back to live with his parents. We stayed in contact a few tears, then lost touch. There were so many thing we tried. I eventually let him fuck me. It took a while, because it did hurt a little. He knew a lot.

Even what type of lubrication to buy. He really didn't like head that much. He did like to fuck, get fucked, which I did. I do remember when he did fuck me that I would cum from that. Same for him. I think it was one of the best sexual experiences I have ever had. I have tried to look him up to no avail ! We did spend 2 years together, creating pretty hot experiences for each other.

One of my favorites with him, was 69. After a few times, we did learn to cum at the same time ! What an experience to feel myself cum, while he was shooting in my mouth Wow ! The next time I was with a guy when I was in my late 40's. It wasn't the same, because, it wasn't the type of guy I was looking for.

Too much about him! I have been shopping though ! No one ever found out and we were pretty cool about it. Always had privacy in our room. And a lot of private time.