My Gay Life!

Part 1: My first gay lesson.

I was around 18 years old at the time. I had never considered having gay sex, or any sex, for that matter. After all, I was 12. However, I have always had a tendency to be around guys. I never knew what this feeling was until my cousin stayed the night. Now you have to understand, I have lived a very sheltered life. My father was extremely strict and just about every move was monitored and dealt with in the most harshest way… but that’s another story.

My cousin was 16, tall, around 6 foot at the time, and skinny. We had been having one of them family functions at our house and all was well and fun. Us kids pretty much played outside the whole day. Well, it got to the point where everyone was getting ready to leave and he and I had been hanging out together most of the day. He asked if he could spend the night, so I asked my parents, who gave the approval and he asked his. I had my own bedroom at that time.

Well, we goofed most of the evening and shortly after 10 we went to bed. Now I could go on and lie and say we started having sex all night, but that would not be true because that was not what was on my mind. We went to sleep very quickly. The next morning, we woke up around 7 o’clock. Yeah, at that time I could wake up that early with no problem. We both got whispering and giggling, as children are apt to do, when the conversation started turning. He started it off by asking me what I liked about girls. Now, I had never been with a girl, but had sometimes thought of what it was like. So I told him of what I would like to have done, you know, just touching, even though I had never done anything like I was saying, after all, it was just fantasy. I said I like to have them touch my dick, yeah, at that time I thought I was talking pretty dirty, and rub it back and forth. He then pretty much said the same thing. Then he asked me to show him what I meant. So I reached over and rubbed his dick like I fantasized mine being touched. I noticed he was rock hard and huge, I would guesstimate 6 ˝ to 7 inches. He then said he like to be touched like this and reached over and grabbed my tick and started massaging it up and down. Of course I immediately got a boner. We kept grabbing at each other for a while. I thought it was pretty innocent at the time and did not give it much thought.

He then asked if I knew what “cum” was. I told him no, so he started jacking off under the blankets. I did not know what jacking off was, like I said, I lived a very sheltered life. He told me to give him a few minutes so I just lay there and watched. He started breathing a little heavier and then pulled the blankets down just enough to let me see. A small dribble of white thick cum came out of his dick. I thought that was it, but he had stopped early because he did not want to cum all the way. He said, that’s cum. I thought all of this was quite interesting.

We talked a little more and he asked if he could suck me. I was terrified and told him no, that I just want us to feel each other for a while. Eventually, he got bored and we both got up and went and ate breakfast and watched cartoons.

The end of part 1, more "cumming" soon...