Mother-In-Law Query

I’m 66 years of age and last week my 46 year old son-in-law stopped in to see me. Till today I still do not know if what he did was rape or consensual sex. When my son-in-law came in I had just lay down on my bed for a nap. He came into my bedroom and said hello and then sat next to me and gave me a kiss. We normally kiss each other, but this kiss was different. I wasn’t in a son-in-law way, but then it wasn’t totally sexual. As he began talking to me he began to rub my feet, something he does for me quite often. I have always enjoyed having my feet and legs rubbed, especially with lotion. Since my husband passed away three years ago Paul has become my personal massager.

As we talked and he massaged my feet he put his hand out toward me, this was his normal jester to let me know to put lotion into his hand. I reached over to get the lotion on the bed table, as I did this he said, “Why don’t you lay on your stomach so I can get the back of your legs today”. I did as he said and lay on my stomach as I handed him the lotion. Well I raised my housecoat up to expose the top of my legs as he did his normal great job of rubbing my feet and legs with the lotion. One thing that he did that he has never done before was that he began to slide his hand up under my housecoat to my upper thigh area. Well at first I didn’t think too much of it, but when the tips of his fingers began to slide under the elastic band on my panty I got nervous. Well I didn’t want to make a big issue of it so I didn’t say or do anything. The next time his hand went up under my housecoat he put his entire hand under my panty and onto my buttocks.

Well I again shocked myself when I didn’t say anything to him, he then said to me, “My goodness, do you realize how dry the skin is on your butt”, I responded by saying, “Oh, I hadn’t noticed”. Well this is when he took his hand out from underneath my panty and raised my housecoat up to my waist. Once again I didn’t say a word to him, I didn’t want to over react if he was just taking care of my dry skin. He then covered his hand with a substantial amount of lotion, and then he put his hand underneath my panty again and began to massage my buttocks. Well the sensation of him doing this was two fold. First off it felt wonderful feeling the lotion rubbed into my skin, secondly I was getting a sexual stimulation from this also, and it had been over five years since I had experienced a man’s touch. I knew it was wrong to be feeling this emotion, but I figured I might as well enjoy the moment. My son-in-law then surprised me as he began to slide my panty down. I blurted out, “What are you doing”, he said, “Oh, I’m getting lotion all over your underpants, I figured I would lower them down a little so not to stain them so much, that is okay isn’t it”. Well the way he said it made me feel bad that I even questioned what he was doing, so I said, “Oh, okay” and I raised my hips to make it easier for him. He then saturated my buttocks with lotion and then he began to give my buttocks the massage of a life time.

Well I closed my eyes and relaxed as his hands began to explore every part of my buttocks and hips. He then began sliding his hands under me and began massaging my stomach. As he did this I began to raise my hips so his hands could reach all of my stomach, this sensation felt wonderful. Well after a few moments I could feel the tips of his fingers beginning to touch the pubic hairs on the top of my vagina. I don’t know what I was thinking, but I raised my hips even higher so he could get all of my stomach and the tops of my legs with lotion. His lotion soaked hands were now gliding all around the perimeter of my now semen drenched vagina. As my hips continued to rise he took one of his hands and put it between my legs and began to rub an overly abundant amount of lotion on my legs just below my vagina. I was glad he was using so much lotion; I was hoping he wouldn’t be able to distinguish between the lotion and my semen. At this point I was so sexually excited I really didn’t care what he touch, in fact at one point I was wishing his hand would accidentally touch my vagina. He then began to massage the outside of my hips and as he did this he slowly began to lower my panty even further down. I guess it was then I realized I had to either trust him or that he was trying to get a look at my vagina, either way at that point I really didn’t care so I raised my upper leg so he could slid the panty down to my knees.

Well he surprised me by continuing to lower my panty down to my ankles, then completely off. When he did this I lowered my hips down onto the bed so not to expose my vagina as much as I was earlier. I had my head buried in the pillow so I didn’t see what he was doing, but then I felt his lotion soaked hands begin to massage the lower part of my back. As he did this I could feel my housecoat being raised up to my shoulders. I had no bra on so I was now basically lying completely nude on my bed with my housecoat covering only my arms as my son-in-law massaged my entire body. I had let him go too far, but I didn’t know what to do at that point without possibly embarrassing the both of us. He then knelt over me as he began to massage my arms, or at least I thought that is what he was doing. I then felt something between my legs and it wasn’t his hands because he was using both of them to hold my arms down on the bed. I then said, “Oh my God, what are you doing”, without a word from him he penetrated my very wet vagina with his very large erection. When he plunged his entire penis into my vagina I moaned with delight.

Once I recovered from the initial shock of the wonderful sensation of his erection I said, “I’m your mother-in-law, this isn’t right”. As I said this he began to slowly slide his now throbbing erection in and out of my vagina. I had never felt such a wonderful sexual experience as I was feeling at that moment. As I moaned and said, “Oh my, Oh my” over and over then I said, “this is not right, you shouldn’t be doing this to me”. As I said this to him I continued to gyrate my hips up and down to the rhythm of his penetrations. At this point I was no longer fighting him so he had released his hold on my arms and was now fondling my right breast with one hand as he kissed the back of my neck. I was now experience the greatest sexual moment of my life time, but I knew it was wrong. I then said, “Please, think about what you are doing, it is wrong”. As he breathed heavily he said to me, “Okay then, tell me to stop and I will”. Well before I could say anything he began to ejaculate, as he climaxed I began to experience the greatest orgasm of my life. Our orgasms lasted for nearly a minute, it was wonderful.

Once we finished I told him to leave immediately. I haven’t talked to him since this encounter, but I am afraid that if we are together alone again I will want to have sex with him. I will keep you posted on what happens.