Michael Phillips Part Eight

One afternoon, when Ben was out shooting a film for Kurt, Corey and I were home alone. Corey asked, “Mike when was your first sexual experience?” 
“When I was in high school. Like most gays it started at a time of questioning my sexuality. Every one of my childhood friends had begun dating and so did I however, when the end of the night came and the time for making out came, I just wasn’t into it, kissing a girl done nothing for me.

Yet, when I was teen I’d begun to notice boys. For instance, the captain of the junior high football team had a nice body. His build was slightly muscular and his ass looked great in a tight pair of jeans, once on a school field trip that lasted all day I noticed his ass in a pair of tight shorts. His legs were silky smooth and his package looked good too. When I got home I went to my bedroom and jacked off, for the first time, to the thought of his ass.” 
“ No Mike, when was the first time you had sex with a guy?” 

“My first love happened when I was in my freshman year in high school. I was walking home from school one day with a neighbor kid I’d known forever. We stopped near an empty ditch about ½ a mile from my house when we saw a magazine,” Genesis” was the name on the cover. 
We opened it up to see two guys fucking, on another page we saw one guy sucking off another. The next page was one guy rimming another and another was a set of pictures “Nip Knoll in the Woods.” The pictures were of Nip jacking off then eating his own cum. 

I immediately became hard, as I had jacked off to other guys before. I tried to hide it but my friend Tim saw it and looked shocked. He asked what I thought of this and I said I thought it was repulsive! One guy sucking another? 
Tim said “yes! Fuckin’ sick.” 
Tim turned and I saw his tent pole in his pants. He quickly sat down and put his books over his crotch. 
I told Tim that I thought that guys that were good looking didn’t need to look at guys, they could get all the chicks they needed, only the homely looking guys needed to turn gay to have someone to love. 
Just like you Tim, you always have tons of girls that want you. And who wouldn’t, your built nice and with your tight jeans it doesn’t leave much to the imagination.”
Then Tim turned to me and said, “You think I’m good looking?” 
“As guys go, Yes.” 
“You know sometimes girls can be such bitches, and teases. Like last night with Candy, we were kissing, and I wanted her so bad, She kept kissing me, then when I asked her if we could fuck, she said she had to go home. I had to jack off in bed last night. I wish she wouldn’t do that, just once I’d like to fuck her. Hell, just thinking about it and I’ve got a boner.”
“I can see that Tim.” 
“Maybe if I were gay I could at least blow my load in something beside my own hand.” 
“I know the feeling Tim, every time I jack, I think one day this spunk will go into someone.” 
“Hey Mike, want to come over for a while this afternoon and play video games?” 
“Sure, what the hell.” 
When we got there we went to the den and Tim started the game. As we played we started to get into the game, soon my leg touched his and it was electricity. 
I stopped and looked at Tim, after a minute Tim asked, “What’s up? You missed the ball.” 
He saw me staring at him. Next, Tim’s hand was on my knee, and I thought my heart would jump out of my chest. 
Tim said, “Mike I think you’re a great friend, but I don’t like where this is going.” 
“Don’t worry Tim, I just like to look and nothing more.” 
“So, you’re gay?” 
“No!” “At least I don’t think so.” “I was just wondering, is that as big as it looks?” 
Tim blushed,” bigger than you are, bigger than anyone in the whole damn school.” 
“Bullshit Tim.” 
“Okay look!” 
He stood and unbuttoned his jeans and pulled out a nice looking cock lightly covered with hair, but only about six inches. 
“Yeah, well you’re no bigger than me.” 
I dropped my pants and showed mine. The minute I pulled it out it was stiff. Tim looked me over for a minute then got stiff himself. “Tim my balls are bigger than yours.” 
Tim said, “shit man,” and touched them with his hand and I really sprung up. Tim rubbed the underneath a little and my leg began to shake. 
“Mike you want to touch mine?” My hand touched his soft warm balls and I began to shake. Tim raised my hand and put his dick in his pants and buttoned them up and turned around.
“Mike maybe we shouldn’t do this.” 
“Yeah, maybe you’re right.” “It is wrong to act like this.” 
I buttoned my own pants and looked at Tim’s ass. I reached out and rubbed my index finger up and down Tim’s ass crack. 
“Mike, man, don’t do this it’s wrong.” 
“I know, Tim, I’m sorry!” 
“Let’s call it a day, my parents will be home in an hour.” 
“Okay. Tim you know I really think you’re a great guy, please don’t tell anyone about this!” 
“I won’t, I guess it’s nice you think I’m good looking though.” 
“ I do, man, especially your nice looking ass.” 
Tim laugh’s and says “My mom says I’m going to be as hairy as my dad, and he’s hairy everywhere. I’d imagine that will remove some of my good looks, who wants a guy with an ass as hairy as a bear!” 
“Well, you’re not that hairy yet!” “I bet your butts hair free.” 
Tim smiled and said, “I’ll show you then leave, okay?” 
“Okay.” 
Tim pulled down his pants and showed an ass covered with a light amount of fuzz. His ass was unbelievable, beautiful and I just couldn’t stop staring. 
“Fuck man, you’re nice looking. What a great ass!” 
Tim didn’t say anything he just turned with a smile on his face and said, “I’m telling everyone you’re a fag. You stared at my ass and said you liked it.” 
“Tim, don’t man, please!” “Please, don’t tell please.” 
“Well, eat my dick then.” 
“What, Tim?”
“Come on, you know you want to. Just do it or so help me god I’ll tell everyone you’re gay.” 
I slowly walked forward and dropped to my knees and Tim held his dick as I brought my lips to his cock. It smelled of precum and I opened my mouth and closed my eyes. Then I felt his hot cock on my tongue and touching the back of my throat. I could feel my own cock about to bust out of my pants. Tim’s pubic hair rubbed against my face along with his little balls that almost felt like hot jell-O.
Tim grabbed my shoulders and pulled out then started jacking off; soon he said “Oh yeah!” And shoved it in my mouth until I almost gagged, then I felt the hot cum in my mouth. I was afraid to swallow then Tim pulled out of my mouth and looked at me. I then swallowed his cream along with a few pubic hairs. 
Tim said “How did you like it?” 
“Man it tastes a little weird, but not nasty.” “Tim I really have a boner, and need to go jack off dude.” 
“Do it here, Mike, right in front of me!” 
“No, I can’t.” 
“Just do it or I’m telling, and now I can say you’ve sucked my cock.” 
I stood up and pulled down my pants and started jacking. I felt warm, and embarrassed doing it in front of someone. I just looked at Tim and he looked at me and soon I felt the cum rising. I blew all over Tim’s shirt. 
“Dude look at my shirt!” “Man, you cum a lot!” 
I walked over, feeling bold, and looked Tim right in the eyes and kissed him. He returned the kiss and I felt his hot body. “Tim you’re getting hard again, man.” 
“So are you, Mike.” 
“Tim I think you’re gorgeous.” 
“Yeah, I kind of like you too!” 
“Tim can I feel you’re ass?” 
I reached behind him and rubbed his ass crack and Tim started kissing me again. Tim turned around and I knelt and started licking his ass through his pants and Tim dropped his pants. I spread his buns and smelt the stink of his ass and got hard immediately. 
I started licking his bunghole and Tim jumped, “Man, this is weird, nice, but weird.” 
After I licked for about a minute I couldn’t stand it any more and asked Tim if I could shoot off on his ass. 
Tim agreed and I stood and started jacking while staring at his beautiful ass. The more I stared the more I couldn’t help but to wonder what fucking him would be like. Just before I came I stuck it in Tim’s ass and shot off, I jammed it in so quick in his virgin ass I didn’t feel the pain until after I came. 
Tim pulled off quick, “fuck dude, why did you do that! Man it really fuckin’ hurt.” 
“I know it hurt me too. It feels like I stuck my dick in a straw!” 
Just then Tim’s mom pulled up and quickly Tim and I pulled up our pants and Tim quickly changed his shirt and I slipped out the back door. 
I couldn’t think of anything else all night and the next day but Tim. 
After school Tim and I walked home and Tim told me he was moving out of state over the weekend. Damn, I thought the first real guy I have a relationship with is now leaving. 
Living in a small Colorado town could mean I my never find another guy for quite some time. 
“Son-of-a-bitch, Tim, I’m really going to miss you dude!”
“Me too Mike!” 
When the weekend came, and Tim left for the last time, I said nothing to him but goodbye. I watched him as he drove off and felt my heart break a little. 
“Wow Mike, did you ever see Tim again?” 
“Yes, a few years ago when we were both twenty-four, kinda like a ten year reunion. He was visiting with some other people telling them he was a cement foreman. He introduced his wife and young child. Everyone commented on the wonderful life he had made for himself. 
Tim smiled and said “thanks.” 
Then he spotted me and blushed. 
A little later on he walked over and said “Hi Mike! How’s it going?” 
“Fine Tim, looks like you got a nice family there!” 
“ Thanks, and you?” 
“No, I guess what we thought when I was right.” 
“You mean . . .” 
“Yes, Tim, I’m gay!” “In fact I do porno’s for a living.” 
“You know Mike, I can’t imagine what would have happened if I’d stayed here.”
“I know Tim. It makes you think, and I know I’ve Thought about it!” 
Corey looked at me, and we just sat and cuddled. 
After a while, Corey said, “Mike, I’m sorry about the way things happened with you and Tim.” 
“Don’t be because if things didn’t happen that way you might not be here right now, and that would be a tragedy. Having you and Ben in my life is the best thing that’s happened to me in a long time. Okay, we do films that’s a little over the edge, but behind the scenes, we really love each other. Baby believe me I love you!” 
“I do too Mike!”