Matthew & David - Part 4

Matthew was immediately struck by Cupid’s arrow. David, on the other hand, was riddled with guilt over his encounter with Matt. He cried most of the night as he lay in bed with a picture of Joshua. He could not escape the words that Josh recorded on the CD he burned for him. David got out of bed and retrieved the CD and slipped his headphones over his ears. He knew it by memory because he’d listened to it so many times before. He also liked to listen to the song that Josh burned. The song meant a lot to both of them because it played a big part it changing the dimension of their relationship. The song was a hit in the United States, but the pop group who performed it faded into obscurity shortly thereafter. 

As with all boy band’s, the boy chosen to front the group is the sole desire of millions of girls all over the world. He is the definition of the perfect boyfriend. It was soon discovered that he had a boyfriend of his own and the group came to an end. After all, it would be hard to fill stadiums with thousands of screaming girls to see a hot boy who was more interested in their brothers. It’s hard to imagine how so many straight girls could listen to this song and not get the message. The gay boy’s sure didn’t have any problem receiving the message. The lyrics defined their lives so closely. The song was one more thing that a gay boy could like or love as long as it remained a secret, no matter what. 

Ironically, the title of the song is “No Matter What” It has become an ambiguously gay anthem. David discovered it on Josh’s computer one day and burned a copy while Josh was in the bathroom. Later that night, Josh discovered his burning program open and the time of the last burn. He knew that David had not only found the song, but he made a copy. It brought them together months before they would have on their own. 

David thought about the years that they where friends, and the short time that they where lovers. Without that song, they would have parted as two gay boys in love with each other, but without the courage to say it. David listened to Josh’s CD trying to forget what he had done earlier in the day with Matt.

He really listened closely this time. Not just to the sound of Joshua’s voice, but to what he was saying. It was as if he was hearing it for the first time.

“I’m setting you free my love.” David heard Josh say. “You have to promise me that you’ll let yourself go when you feel that feeling. Go live and love David. I won’t say goodbye. I’ll just say that I’ll see you later.”

David did feel that feeling today when he and Matt messed around. Matthew wondered how Ricky would feel if he knew that he loved new boy in his old bedroom. It’s not that Matthew and David had stopped loving their former boyfriends, they just hoped that they too have found someone special. Little do they know that their former boyfriends have found each other? Soon Ricky and Josh will give in to the same urges that Matthew and David could no longer resist. 

While David drifted off to sleep, three houses down, Matthew lay awake in bed thinking about David. Matt is the first of the four boys to realize that something extraordinary is happening. It all seemed too easy, too ironic. He wasn’t complaining, but he did find it odd that not so long ago, he wanted to die there in Ricky’s empty room. He felt certain that he’d never find someone to love. But to experience it in the very bedroom where he thought it was gone forever. “It has to be fate.” Matthew thought.

David and Matthew have agreed to meet at the park in the morning. They selected the picnic table where they first met as the designated spot. David arrived almost an hour early. He has spent most of that time trying to figure out how to tell Matthew that he regrets what happened between them yesterday. And how he feels certain that it will never happen again.

Matthew has just left his house and is walking in the direction of the park. It’s a beautiful day and Matthew is on cloud 9. He can hardly wait to see David and tell him everything about what he is feeling inside. Mostly, he also wants to be sure that the past 24 hours is real and not a dream. 

David spotted Matthew walking towards the park. From a hundred yards away, David can see Matthew waving and smiling. He looks so happy and it makes David envious. He knows what that smile means because he’s seen it before. That’s the way Josh smiled every time David came into his view. As Matthew walks closer, David hears Joshua in his mind.

“Promise me David that you’ll let yourself go when you feel that feeling. When you find that boy that makes you feel that way. I want you to take him in your arms and make him never want to leave. Make him shiver when you touch his face like you did to me. Promise me David.” 

The closer that Matthew gets, the louder David can hear Josh in his head. “I’ll never love anyone as much as I love you David, but I going to try to come as close as I can. Go live and love David, promise me.”

Matthew can see that David is bothered by something. He smiles and says hello as he walks up to David. On the inside, Matthew he is scared to death. “Are you okay?” Matt says.

“Let’s just walk, okay?” David replied.

They walked along the path together, a shoulders length apart. Not a word is spoken for the first few minutes and it is killing Matthew more as each second goes by.

“Tell me about Ricky.” David says randomly. The question catches Matthew off guard. It certainly wasn’t a question that he expected, but at least it wasn’t what he anticipated. 

David listens as Matthew tells him all about Ricky. When they met, when they fell in love. Matt told David about breaking into his house before they moved in. How he cried for hours in Ricky’s old bedroom. As they walk along the path, David looks over at Matthew and watches him as he speaks so lovingly about Ricky. David is so captured by Matt’s beauty, his soft wet lips, and the fragrant smell of gel that spikes his hair.

The path has ended as far as actual cement is concerned. Its now a dirt trail and they continue walking anyway. In an instant, they make eye contact. At the exact moment, they both reach out and take hold of the others hand. At first its palm-to-palm, but just as quickly they interlock their fingers.

It’s the sign that David was looking for. Those spontaneous and unplanned moments are just like the ones he and Josh would always share. David knows that the feelings he has for Matt are the same as those that McCauley. 

Suddenly David comes to a stop, but Matthew continues until his hand is pulled from David’s. Matthew turns quickly, but finds David standing there with his arms reaching out.

“Come here.” David whispers.

Matthew runs into David’s arms and a passionate kiss ensues immediately. They both look to each side of the trail and simultaneously run to the left through the shrubs. On the other side is tall green grass that the boys fall into. They laugh as neither has laughed in quite some time.

David and Matt remove their jackets and lay them down in the soft grass. Their bodies have flattened a small clearing where they are surrounded by a wall of tall green grass. Little tiny wild flowers are everywhere. And they can no longer see any signs of civilized life. 

Matthew looks up at David and just stares at his face and looks into his eyes. He can see water forming there just before David lays his head down on Matt’s chest. 

Matthew puts an arm around David and runs his fingers through his hair with his other hand. Light sniffles can be heard coming from David as Matthew comforts him waiting. Just waiting. So softly, David finally speaks.

“Matthew?”

“What?”

“Kiss me, okay”

Matt uses both hands to pull David to him. Their lips meet and instantly, their tongues jockey for room. 

David raises a leg across Matt’s lap. Their erections are making contact through the material of their pants. Matthew begins to pant like a dig under a shady tree. He has never been this sexually aroused and knows that he’ll ejaculate right in his pants if the grinding of their cocks continues.

Matt forcefully pushes David off of him and flat onto his back. He begins to tear into David’s belt buckle followed by his zipper. Matt grabs onto the waste band on each side of David’s pants. He pulls them down below David’s knees leaving him with just his white briefs. The tip of David’s erection has already founds its way about an inch passed the elastic band.

Matthew lowers his head and licks a large drop of pre-cum that has started to ooze from the tip of the pinkest mushroom he’d ever seen. Matt slowly lowers David’s briefs as he licks his hard cock from tip to base.

Once he finished removing David’s clothes and had him completely naked, he went down on David’s hard cock until he hit the base. David looked up into the sky as Matthew made such incredible love to his dick. The cool breeze blowing across his naked body sent chills to his very core and his nipples became hard little points. 

“Oh Matthew! Matt………..How do you do that?” David said breathing hard as if he’d run a mile.

There was no response from Matt other then erotic moans he let out with David’s stiff penis completely inserted into his mouth.

“Matt! Okay Matt! Watch Out!” David said.

Matt grabbed David’s butt cheeks and rolled them both over until David was laying on Matt’s face. Matt reached around and began to push David’s butt downward. 

It was too much for David and he just needed to cum. He began pumping his hips and forced his cock in and out of Matt’s mouth. He was moving so fast that it created a blur.

“Gonna Cum! Now! Now Matt! Oh shit I’m cumming.”

David’s entire body started to convulse as he lay on David’s face and let go of every drop that he had to offer.

They both lay there completely out of breath. They didn’t intend to, but they both fell fast asleep and did not wake up until almost 1:00 p.m. 

How they went undiscovered was a miracle. The boys left the park and headed to David’s house to for “round two” in David’s closet. It would be Matt’s turn to receive this time.

To be continued...