My brother deep inside my virginity

Note : This story is completely fictional!

I am going to tell you something that I have never told anyone and if I hadn’t come across this site, I probably never would.

When I was 4 my dad left, so it was just mum, Sam, and me my brother. I have dark hair, which I always hated; Sam on the other hand had lovely blonde hair and a tanned complexion. Because of dad leaving I always idolized him and followed him everywhere. We honestly never argued. 

He is 2 years older than me, so when I reached about 12, he was 14 and always had stupid girls calling the house, I hated it, but I assumed that it was normal that I felt like that.

When he turned 16, he threw a bombshell on all of us and said he was going to the Army. I cried for weeks. But he wrote to me all of the time. 
To cut this boring bit shorter, the letters became shorter and I started dating.

One of the guys was called Rob, we dated for a few weeks and one night when mum was at bingo, we were kissing on my bed and he shoved his fingers into my pussy. It hurt and I didn’t like it at all. He obviously didn’t care because he only hand fucked me harder. I was trying to pull his arm back, but he bit on my lip and pushed his hand in so much that I could hardly see it. He was rubbing his cock on the mattress and after a while he came. When he pulled out his hand from my pussy, there was blood on it.

I pretty much stayed away from guys after that.
One Tuesday, I came back from school and mum was jumping up and down in the kitchen, she had a letter in her hand and she said ‘Sam is coming home’. I know it sounds strange, but I just ran up to my room. 

The day he arrived I felt sick. 

We heard his keys in the door and I stood behind mum. He came in the house and my stomach flipped over. He was so well built and so painfully beautiful. He kissed mum then he came up to me and kissed me on my mouth. I held onto him so tight.

The days after that were probably the happiest of my life. Everything was perfect.

I didn’t realise it then, being so young, but I’m pretty sure now that I was falling in love with him. I felt more than I ever had before. I couldn’t think about anything but him. I slept him, dreamed him and breathed hi
My mum has an on suite bathroom, it only has a shower but Sam was in the main bathroom, so I had to use it.

I went in the shower and with a mixture of the hot water and the built up emotion I had been feeling, my pussy started to feel hot. I slid my fingers over my clit. I moaned. Then I couldn’t help it, but my brother came into my mind. I felt guilty and shook it out of my mind. I tried thinking about all different people. But as I was rubbing my clit, his beautiful face came back into my mind, as there was no mistaken the feeling I felt in my tummy and all over my cunt. I did try, but I couldn’t help it. I shut my eyes and pretended that my fingers were his fingers. I started rubbing harder; I slid down the wall of the shower. I was in a heap on the floor. I rubbed harder, until it hurt. Then I started to feel sick and dizzy, my legs started to shake and I couldn’t see anymore. All I could see was Sam and his fingers in my pussy. I started coming for the first time in my life, my whole body tensed up and I felt the most earth shattering feeling, as I had my first orgasm I cried out my brothers name. I was just saying ‘Oh god Sam’ over and over. 

Trying to get my breath back and allowing the water from the shower to drip over my stinging pussy, I stayed still for a minute, and then within a split second I realised, no matter how dizzy I felt or even how blurred my vision was, there was no mistaking that there was a boy standing in front of me. He said ‘I didn’t think you knew any other Sam’s?’

The two days that followed the shower incident were the worst I had known. I even considered running away. I told mum I had period pains and I stayed out the main room.
Then mum’s bingo night came and off she went with Janet.

Sam came up to my room with some food. My face was burning. I didn’t know what to do. I felt like I hated myself and I thought I was a sick little girl.
He came and sat down and I stared at the TV. He started making small talk about nothing in particular. He then said ‘Mum said you’ve got period pains’ I nodded. He continued with ‘Here, come here’ and he softly started rubbing my tummy. Instantly my pussy started tingling. I couldn’t believe it, how could I still feel these sick feelings?

He said ‘I’ve missed you, I’ve thought about you a lot, but in my mind you were still a baby, you’re not any more’
I stayed silent.

He hand dropped a tiny bit lower on my stomach as tried so hard to ignore the feelings that were in my pussy.
He then asked me if I was a virgin. I told him that I was. I was then worried that he would think of me as undesirable and before I even had a chance to question why I cared about that, I started telling him about nasty Rob. At the end of my story he got up and walked across the room, picking up an ornament from the shelf. Why did he look angry? 

He then said ‘How many Sam’s do you know’
I laughed. I said ‘I didn’t say Sam, I said Rob’
‘Oh the hand fucker’ he bitched back.
‘Actually, what he did felt really good. I still like him now’ I shouted at him.
He replied with ‘Please, he’s a little boy, I bet what he did hurt you more than anything’
‘No it didn’t! It felt good and he made me come’ I was growing angry now and I was standing up.
He then threw the ornament on the floor and it smashed.

‘Oh you came like you did in the shower, when you were saying my name, you are fucked up, I know I’m the only Sam you know, you have always had this dumb obsession with me, you’re just a child’
I was crying now and I had never, ever felt so mad in all of my life.
I screamed at him to get out and he laughed.

With that I ran over to him and started hitting him on his chest and I was screaming ‘I hate you, I hate you’ He held my arms up, pulled me towards him and started kissing me so hard. My mind went into shock and even if mum had worked in, I wouldn’t have been able to stop. He threw me onto the bed and stopped for a second and just stared into my eyes, he said ‘what am I doing, what the fuck am I doing, Emily stop me, please, tell me to stop’
With that I wrapped my legs around his waist and pulled him towards me, I instantly felt his hard cock bang against my hot, wet and very tight pussy. He groaned out loud.

He said ‘Why are you doing this to me’ and I replied ‘because I’m in love with you’.
He ripped off my T-Shirt and looked at my small, but firm tits. 

He took one nipple in his mouth and I felt his cock grow even bigger. I was ripping at his hair. My pussy was now aching so much it almost hurt. I need him more than I needed air. 

I was just wearing little white pants at this point. He pulled off his top as he was standing in between my legs. He was looking at me and breathing very hard. 
He started kissing me again and he pulled my pants aside, I could actually feel his hand shaking. I ran a finger down my clit and my whole body shook. Then he got to my hole and hesitated. I said ‘Oh God Sam, please’ and with that he pushed his thick, middle finger into my tight pussy. I cried out. He started finger fucking me harder and harder. I can’t tell you how I felt. I tried to grab his cock but he wouldn’t let me.

He started kissing down my stomach and then he got to the top of my pussy. I felt his tongue press hard onto my clit. He licked me up and down as I pushed his head into my cunt as hard as I could. I looked down and I could see his face, my brother, I focused for one second on what was happening, my brother’s tongue was buried in my pussy and in a split second my whole body started to tremble, dirty words came into my head, I couldn’t see or understand anything. My eyes started streaming and I grabbed onto his hair with all my might as my brother forced me to explode all over his face. I didn’t stop crying out even when the orgasm had stopped. I lay there with my eyes tight shut in a shaky state. As I was trying to get my breath back, still feeling very fragile, I felt something thick and hard press against the hole of my pussy. I barely looked up before I felt a pain go through my body. My reflex reaction was to push him away, or try to. He is so built you see, he didn’t budge. I could feel my pussy ripping slightly and it hurt.

He pushed my legs apart and opened up my cunt. With another big push, he filled me up with all of his cock. I gasped. It really hurt.
He fucked me and fucked me. I whispered ‘Sam, your cock is hurting me, please slow down’ to be honest, I don’t even think he heard me. He pushed my legs even further back and fucked my tight, virgin pussy until he could not possibly push himself into my body any further.

Then I heard him saying, very quietly ‘I’m sorry God, please forgive me for this, I’m sorry, I’m sorry’ I’m afraid to say that for some twisted reason, hearing him sound so guilty, so fucked up-it turned me on, I instantly felt the walls of my pussy get wetter. Then the fucking started to feel good. It still hurt but it felt good. I grabbed his arse and pushed him into my cunt. He was crying out and fucking me so hard I thought I might break in two.

Then I pushed my hips up towards him and it felt so good, I screamed out, right then he grabbed onto my hair and rammed his cock into me one last time and he let out an almost painful sound, he couldn’t stop saying ‘oh God, oh God’

Only at that point did it occur to me that he wasn’t wearing a condom, but it was too late, I felt his hot come shooting into my pussy. My brothers come. I couldn’t believe it. 

We lay there for a minute or so.
Then he pulled out of me, looked at me and said ‘I love you’

I may tell him that I’ve told you this story. Depending on how mad he is or isn’t, I may tell you what happened following that night-only if you want to hear it of course.