Laura's Sexual Awakening (Part One )

Laura was 42 years old and had just discovered her sexuality and hunger for good sex. No, she was not a virgin at 42, she had been married for over 20 years in a loveless and almost sexless marriage. Ask Laura what she thinks about girls being virgins when they marry and she will tell you that is just what they SHOULD NOT BE! From her own experience Laura would tell you that she believes all women should have two or three sexual experiences before ever marrying. Virgins have no idea if the man they marry is a good lover or not, they have nothing to base comparisons on.

Laura had been married 18 years before ever deciding to go see a doctor to see what was wrong with her. She had spent weeks trying to find a female doctor not wanting to go to their family doctor in case her husband found out. Besides Doc Travis was a male and older than dirt, she didn't think he would be of much help to her. She felt only a woman doctor would understand these feelings she had been fighting with for years.

Laura had an appointment with a lady doctor in another city. She was very nervous and really didn't know how to go about trying to explain this tenseness, feeling of anxiety, feeling of...she just didn't know what it was she was feeling. Maybe it was nothing more than depression and she had been suffering with it for years.

It took the lady doctor about 15 minutes to finally coax Laura into explaining in detail exactly how she felt and why she felt there was something wrong with her. She finally got Laura to talk about her sex life with her husband. At first Laura skirted around the questions, saying things like it's OK, I suppose and so on. When the doctor had finally gotten it all out from her she had five words for her....YOUR HUSBAND IS A LOUSE!

"Laura there are a few men, thank God only a small percentage who are much like your husband appears to be. They find sex is a necessary evil, one that is used for procreation so must be dealt with. His always jumping right from the bed into the shower shows that he can't wait to get the feeling of sexual contact off from him." Laura had tears in her eyes, she was both thankful that she now knew what she had suffered from all these years was nothing more than a high state of sexual frustration she had been feeling. Plus she was sad for all the wasted years she had spent never knowing. "Laura normal men do not just stick their dicks into their wives when it gets hard, cum and leave immediately for the shower, I swear to you."

She asked Laura if she masturbated. Laura had never touched herself there other than washing herself, she had been taught that was a very naughty thing to do when younger. The doctor gave Laura a video on masturbation when she left and told her to go rent some dirty movies and watch them. 

There was no way Laura could rent a dirty movie. She lived in a small town with just one video store and everyone knew everyone. She had never been in an adult store in her life but she was going to stop at the big Purple Building she passed on the highway coming here. The Velvet Touch, adult book, movie and toy store for the sexually minded clients. She bought two videos and hurried home to see what she had been missing all these years. 

The doctor had told her to make sure she watched the masturbation video first. The kids were still in school as it was still early morning and her husband was at work so she had the privacy of the house to herself for the next five hours at least.

Laura was wet before the video got to far along, she began touching herself as was shown in the video. She played with her nipples and found much to her delight that it really turned her on, she could feel a heat building and throbbing in her pussy from the attention she was giving her nipples. She enjoyed feeling her fingers inside her pussy, but she found that rubbing her clit slowly in a circular motion was the most enjoyable feeling she had ever felt. Then it started, the tenseness in her body, the urgency to finish. Her clit was hard and extended, she rubbed harder and faster, she was full of cream by now. Her breathing was labored and she had never felt anything so wonderful in all her life. Her climax both surprised and pleased her, she had never felt anything so good and she felt good, relaxed and eager for more.

When Laura first started watching the first video she couldn't believe what she was seeing, yet she was turned on and getting wet again watching the couples on the screen having sex. She watched the women giving oral sex to their male partners and had to keep rewinding the tape so she could watch it over. The men were obviously enjoying the women sucking on their cocks and Laura had an uncontrollable desire to experience that for herself. When it got to the part of the men giving oral sex to the women Laura had a climax without touching herself. Oh my God she was thinking, I want to know what that feels like! 

Two things Laura noticed when it got to the parts of the men fucking the women. They fucked them in different positions, on their backs, the women on top of the man, and the women on their hands and knees while the men fucked them from behind. But what got her attention was the length of time these men were fucking the women. In both movies, nowhere in either of them had she seen a case of the man just sticking his cock in the women and coming all within a minute, two at the most. 

The more she watched the more upset Laura became, she had played with herself so much this morning while watching the tapes that her clit and pussy were sore from all the unusual and unknown attention her pussy was getting. She couldn't think of anything else all afternoon. The more she would think about what she had watched and experienced the madder she became. She hated her husband more than she had ever hated him for never showing her what real sexual intimacy could be between a man and a woman.

She didn't know how she managed to go on with the rest of the day without him knowing something was wrong, but she did. She knew what she was going to do but it would have to wait till much later, after she was sure the kids were asleep. The day went on like any other day, he came home from work, showered then left for a game of golf with his buddies. If it was winter instead of golf he would work on his old cars out in the garage. He would come home, eat dinner, shower then go to bed. It was the same thing day after day, only changing with the changing of the seasons.

After she was sure the kids were asleep, she went up to their room and woke him telling him he had to come downstairs it was important. He was pissed she had woke him and at first told her whatever it was could wait until the morning. She stood in the doorway of their bedroom and told him, no it can't now come downstairs. He came storming down the stairs but stopped dead in his tracks when he entered the living room and saw what was playing on the TV. "Just where the fuck did you get that piece of filth," he yelled at her? "Forget your stupid outrage and explain to me how you could let me go all these years without showing me what real sex was all about?" 

All of a sudden he became calm, but she stood her ground as he approached her. "Honey, listen to me. What your seeing is something those kind of people do to make money. Normal people don't do those things hon. Do you have any idea how many weeks, hell months it took them to make that movie? What you think is going on for a long time has been cut and edited from months of filming to make you think it is happening all at once." "Forget it, I went to a doctor today and found out the truth. All these years of feeling something I didn't know the name of only to find out it was sexual frustration!" "She is the one who told me to buy the videos to show me what a sexless louse my husband was!" 

"Admit it, you don't like sex do you, you never have, yet you married me. Just tell me why?" He stood looking at her intently before deciding to tell her the truth, it was to late now to try to convince her of anything else anyway. " I married you for the same reason most men get married, to make a baby or two and for you to take care of the house." She had nothing more to say to him, she moved out of their bedroom into the spare room that night. 

For the next six years they had no physical contact with each other. Then one morning she decided she had had enough of this and left him. As soon as he left for work she packed her personal belongings and put them in the trunk of her car. She had one child still at home, she woke him and told him to gather his things she was leaving his father. She was surprised when he said well gee Mom it's about time, what took you so long to leave. They packed the car, and left. She took him to school, then spent the day finding a place for them to live. 

Now here it was three years later after she had divorced him and she found herself attracted for the first time to someone. She had three problems with this attraction she had for this man. First of all she was nervous, unsure of herself knowing that she would be almost like a virgin in any relationship she might have, and how was she to explain this to a man who would never believe that a woman of 42 didn't have a clue! Secondly, she was what she now came to know that men called women like her, a BBW. Laura had a pretty face and a long blonde hair, other than that there was nothing about her that most men found attractive. 

She was a larger woman, not one of the little skinny models you see gracing magazines covers that the majority of men found attractive. Finally.... Actually there were two things about the man himself. He was drop dead handsome, he had steel gray eyes that would just melt your insides when he looked at you. Raven black hair that just gave him a more sinister appeal to go with those eyes, and a body most men would give an arm to have. He was not a body builder, he was just trim and hard in all the right places. Last but not least he was also a good deal younger than Laura.