Love and God

"How was your date." My mother said.

"I was great and Mrs Snow was very nice." I replied.

"Do they have a nice farm?" Ask my father.

"Yes they do and they have a horse named Satan."

"What an awful name." Said my mother. "He must be an evil ugly beast."

"NO he is beautiful and as nice as could be." I said and remembered how I had held his large peter in my hand.

"I don't want you to see those people any more. They can't be good Christians if they name a horse Satan." Growled my father.

"NOOO YOU CAN'T DO THAT. I LOV -- ERRR aaa - LIKE CHARLY." I shouted.

"Watch your mouth." my father snapped. I looked to my mother for help and got none.

"Your father is right and you can't see those people. I will tell every one at Church what sinners they are." She said.

When I turned to run to my room and cry I accidentally spilled the contents of my purse to the floor and the red lipstick was there for my parents to see.

"What is this?" Said my father pouncing on the lipstick tube like a cat catching a rat.

"It's red lipstick." My mother gasp.

"MY GOD IN HEAVEN. THOSE EVIL SINNERS ARE CORRUPTING OUR daughter." He shouted.

My father thought about his own mother who was a whore. She used to undress him in front of men and offer his little naked body to strangers for money. Then she would laugh as they molested him.

She wore red lipstick. One day he ran away and hid in a Church. The preacher found him and gave him to a religious childless couple. He was made to work hard and read the bible. Finally a life without sin. He had found GOD.

Nancy was locked in her room and all her clothes were taken and burned to teach her a lesson for warring lipstick like a HARLOT. Her father gave her one of his dirty night shirts and she wrapped it around her trembling small naked body. Then she was given a bucket to pee and defecate in. Her humiliation was complete, She cried and sobbed until she could cry no more and dreamed of Charly.

Two weeks went by and then two more. Nancy discovered she was pregnant. She was going to have her lovers baby. Happiness and fear filled her emotions. When her parents came to empty the smelly bucket and Nancy met them at the door.

"I'M PREGNANT." She screamed.

The color drained from her fathers face and he hit little Nancy in the stomach with a mighty blow knocking the air from he bending her over, He grabbed both of her breasts and threw her to the floor jumping on top of her prone little body slamming his fist into her face over and over again. Blood flowed from Nancy's nose and mouth. Her eyes were blackened.

"STOP IT." Said her mother.

"YOU ARE KILLING HER."

"If god won't kill her for her sins I will." He panted.

Nancy gurgled spitting blood and whimpered.

"Don't hurt my baby."

Her father got off of her.Then he gave her face a stinging slap and left the room locking the door behind him.

Nancy's father had a lot of power in that religious community and the Snow's found themselves shunned. Someone had tried to poison her prize horse Satan. Mrs Snow sold her farm and moved away with Charly and her horses. They never knew that Nancy was pregnant with Charly's baby.

Nancy had her baby boy at home only attended by her mother. Her mother said that the child was conceived in sin and he was a little bastard and took delight in her daughters painful birth. Nancy lived a life of misery and wasn't allowed out of her room unless it was Sunday when her parents were in Church. She looked forward to the times when her parents were in Church and pulled her dirty night shirt open to feed her son with her milk filled breasts. He was the only bright sunshine in her dark prison. Nancy woke one morning from her babies cries and picked him up to feed him. On his forehead in red lipstick was printed BASTARD. Her father had snuck into her room at night and done it. He was so cruel. How could he do that to his grandson? She sobbed and cried until she was sick.

Unknown to Nancy was the fact that she had a friend. It was the preacher of her Church. He found the Snow's new address in a town not far away. He wrote a letter and let them know of Nancy's plight. The terrible life that Nancy led was about to change.

One Sunday morning Nancy was washing her sons diapers. They were rags that her mother had given her. Nancy had no panties to wash. Her father said that she was a slut and she did not need to wear them. She emptied the smelly bucket that was in her room and was satisfied that she had done as much as she could to keep things clean. Nancy wished that she had something other to wear than her fathers night shirt. Somehow she could not wash the blood off when he had beat her.

Nancy heard a knock at the door and she panicked. The knock got louder and she went to the door and said in a timid voice.

"Who is it?"

"Charly." Said the voice from the other side.

Nancy unlocked the door shaking with anticipation. She flung it wide open and there standing in the sunshine was Charly!

She jumped on him and put her arms and kissed and kissed him and said.

OH CHARLY - YOU HAVE COME TO GET ME. YOU DID NOT FORGET ME AFTER ALL!

Charley said in a quivering voice as if he were about to cry.

"I did not know you were pregnant Nancy."

"Get our baby Nancy we are leaving this ugly place."

Nancy rushed back into the house and grabbed the baby. She went to the car with Charly. She recognized his mothers car and hoped that Mrs Snow wanted her also. They drove away and Nancy could see the beautiful countryside slipping by. Nancy was crying but they were tears of joy.

Then the baby was crying and Nancy pulled her shirt apart and fed him. He sucked her nipple and Charly stopped the car under some trees, Charly sucked her other nipple and sweet milk flowed from Nancy, She got wet between her legs and it was the first time since she had been with Charly, How good it felt!

She was as happy as she had ever been and it was probably as happy as she would ever be. She smiled and pulled her tit from Charley's mouth and said.

"Yet's go to your mothers house and show her our baby."

Charly stopped sucking Nancy's tit and said.

"I love you Nancy."

"We are going to have a big wedding." and they drove to Charly's house.