Jenny & the dorm

I pulled up to the dorm, and got out of the car. Looking at the big square brick building. I smiled, my first day of college. I went to the registration and found out my room number. 
I grabbed my knapsack and walked slowly up to the dorm. As I walked I watched the other people walking by. A girl in just her underwear came into view through a window as I walked. I nearly dropped my bag. She was lying on her bed and had her hand down in her panties. I recognized her as my friend jenny.

I looked away and hurried by, trying to ignore the arousal coursing through my body. It took me about ten minutes to find my dorm and I realized to my horror that it was the room I had just seen jenny in. I nearly cried realizing that I was going to be living with her for the next four years. She was straight and I realized worst of all she would be bringing guys into my room and having sex with them right in front of me.

I shuddered at the thought. I was miserable, I had always had a secret crush on jenny but she never known. Ever since I had found out she was straight I had hidden the fact that I was a lesbian from her. I didn’t want to lose a good friend. But it hurt to hide this from her. She seemed so innocent, and had never suspected that I lusted for her. I knew that she thought of nothing sexual about all our wrestling and snuggling.

I sighed and stepped into the room. She turned around still only in her underwear and when she saw it was me, she let out a whoop and leaped at me, hugging me. I awkwardly hugged her back, even more turned on by the feeling of her breasts pressed against mine and the feel of the smooth skin of her back where my hand had come to rest. She jumped around the room happily for a few more minutes and then quite abruptly she sat down on her bed and smiled lazily.

I smiled at her lovingly and said I was going to go get the rest of my stuff. I threw my bag on the other bed and went to get my other stuff out of the car. When I returned she was laying half on her bed fast asleep. I smiled and tried not to laugh. It was late any ways, it was already about 10pm when I had gotten here.

I walked over to her and gently picked her up, I put her back into the bed and pulled the covers over her. Then I sat down at the edge of the bed and watched her sleep. I had often done this. Unconsciously I began gently stroking her hair. I so wanted to touch her in other places but didn’t, for the sake of our friendship.

I looked around the room and realized she had rearranged the place. She had also brought her TV, and somehow a couch. We had been lucky to get into this college. Each room in the dorm was the equivalent of an apartment. With a kitchen, bathroom, and living room as well as the bedroom.

I felt jenny shift and looked down as she buried her face in my lap and snuggled closer to me. I was really turned on and knew that if I didn’t do something soon I may do something stupid.

I slipped out of her embrace and crept over to my backpack and pulled out my vibrator I had kept hidden at the bottom. I crept over to the bathroom, closed, and locked the door. I pulled down my pants and sat down on the toilet. I ran the vibrator lightly along my pussy and let out a light moan. I slipped it in me and turned it on. I moaned loudly and turned it up. As the vibrator did its job an imagined that it was jenny’s naked body next to mine and it was her fingers in me instead of a vibrator. I didn’t want to wake jenny so I grabbed a towel and when my orgasm hit I bit down on it allowing the towel to muffle my screams.

Once my orgasm had faded I got up and pulled my pants up. I crept out and hid my vibrator back at the bottom of the pack. I undressed down to my own underwear and slipped into bed. I rolled over and fell asleep while watching jenny sleep.

I woke up to see her sitting down on top of me and shaking me.
"What?" I mumbled
"Get up sleepy" she said and jumped up and down a bit trying to wake me up. The sat still for a second.
"Get up you lazy bum you’re already late for your first class. Annoyed she resorted to an old trick. She kissed me hard on the lips. Even though she had done this before I still wasn’t used to it. Before I could return the kiss she was up and had run out of the room. I sat up and looked at the bedside clock.

I WAS going to be late. It was nearly eight-thirty. I cursed myself for my laziness. I barely made it to class in time. But my mind was still in bed thinking about jenny’s kiss. The feel of her lips pressed against mine. I sighed and put my mind to the work at hand.

A few days later I walked into the room and jenny was lying on her bed crying. I ran over to her, gathering her limp and shaking body into my gentle embrace. I asked her what was wrong. It took nearly half an hour to find out what was wrong. Her boyfriend of three years, Jim, had just dumped her for another girl.

I felt her loss also, I felt sorry for her, and loved her so much that any pain she felt was mine as well. Despite this tragedy, I realized as I sat there holding her as she wept into my shoulder, that this meant she was single again. Part of me still hoped that she was at least bi. 

She pulled her head off of my shoulder and looked up into my eyes. I knew what I was about to do and I tried to resist the inevitable. I kissed her on the lips, I felt her body stiffen with shock and after a couple of seconds she seemed to realize what was happening. She pushed me away and scrambled back. 

She looked shocked and I knew what was coming. I got up trying not to cry. Stumbled over to the small fridge and pulled out a bottle of vodka. I started fumbling with the cap, tears now running unchecked down my face. I was done hiding; I just couldn’t do it anymore.

"No more, I’m done hiding, I just can’t take it anymore." I cried out and nearly smashed the bottle in my attempts to get it open. Next thing I knew she was there, wrestling the bottle from my grasp and holding me as I now cried into her shoulder. I knew that from know on things would never be the same. We’d never have friendly wrestling matches, never waking me up with a kiss, she would always be afraid of touching me. 

I cried into her shoulder for all I was worth. I hated myself for this hated myself for making her go through this just after her breaking up with her boyfriend. I vaguely remember being picked up and carried to my bed.

I awoke the next morning lying in my bed. Jenny was lying with her head resting in my chest. I realized that she was lightly sucking on one of my nipples through my thin shirt. I gasped and quickly moved her off of me, careful not to wake her. I slipped out of the bed and gently moved her into her own bed. I saw that her eyes were red, she had been crying.

I left the room, and went to make coffee. I returned with two cups and some breakfast for jenny. When I entered the room, I saw that she was awake. Lying on her side, staring at my bed. 
When she saw me come in she smiled sadly. I set the tray down and sat down on the edge of her bed. Gently stroking her hair. She grabbed my hand and looked deep into my eyes.

"Oh Meg, I’m so sorry, but I cant love you in that way" she said, squeezing my hand. All I could do was nod. Even though I already knew that, I still felt a feeling of great loss. 
"Eat, you’ll feel better" I said and left the room. As I shut the door I heard her crying again. I sighed as a single tear rolled down my cheek.

A couple of weeks later, jenny and I were sitting on the couch watching a movie. To my surprise, not much had changed. She wasn’t shy at all about touching me, but wouldn’t let it go too far, and neither would I. 

She was sitting snuggled up next to me wearing only a T-shirt and panties. It was hard for me to watch the movie. I tended to end up watching her more. Whenever she noticed me staring at her she would jab me in the side with her elbow and threaten to buy a cattle prod.

Pretty soon the movie was over and she tried to crawl over me to get the control. I couldn’t resist myself. I pinched her rear. She jumped and tried to give me an indignant slap, but missed and fell into my lap. We collapsed onto each other laughing and tickling each other.

When we finally settled down we fell asleep in each other’s arms. Something we hadn’t done for a long time. I remember when we were little and would fall asleep in each other’s arms every time we’d spend the night together. 

I awoke the next morning and panicked when I saw her in my arms. I had thought that something else had happened last night. But to my relief I remembered the night before and cuddled up to the beautiful lying in my arms.

It was only a few months later that I was sitting at the computer considering shooting myself. Because my teacher would probably do it for me if I didn’t finish the essay. I was stuck on one sentence and couldn’t get it.

The door to my dorm room opened and jenny walked in and tossed her bags on her bed. She walked over behind me and bent down looking over my shoulder. I was very aware of her breasts pressed against my back. I felt this way every time she was close to me. I was still hopelessly in love with her.

"why don’t you put that sentence there instead of at the end" she said. It clicked, worked perfectly. I was so happy that I let out an excited whoop and jumped up, hugging her. then without thinking I gave her a kiss directly on the lips. It was meant to be a friendly kiss but neither of us pulled back.

When we finally broke the kiss she looked at me in confusion. "what… what was that?" she stuttered bringing a finger up to her lips. I was cursing myself for being so reckless. I sat down and held my head in hands. I felt her hand come to rest on my shoulder.

"meg, remember when I told you I couldn’t love you like that?" she said. I nodded looking up at her. "well I lied"
it took me a second to realize what she had just said, but when I started to respond she ran out of the room. I bolted out of the room after her. when I finally found her she was sitting against the wall in a corner of one of the girls bathrooms. She didn’t look up when I came in. 

"how could I have been so stupid? How could I have fallen for another girl, much less my best friend? I’m such an idiot, but she’s just so damn hot. No! stop thinking that, I’m straight! I like guys! Not other women!" she said to herself. I crept over to her, she still hadnt noticed me.

"well, maybe your not as straight as you thought" I said squatting in front of her and lifting her chin so she was looking into my eye. I on impulse leaned in and kissed her. she kissed me back so hard that I nearly fell over backwards. I felt her tongue force its way into my mouth. I sucked on her tongue and wrapped my arms around her. she pushed me down on my back and got on top of me. as she kissed me I felt her hand run up between my legs and under the short skirt I was wearing. I felt her hand sliding my panties down. she stopped pulling them down around my knees and then she placed her hand on my pussy and began ribbing her fingers along my slit. I moaned and pressed myself against her.

suddenly the bathroom door opened and a girl walked in. she froze like a deer in headlights and let out a small gasp. She hurried into the nearest stall and locked the door. I started to get up feeling rather embarrassed. Jenny laughed and pulled me too her. Now we were standing leaning against the bathroom wall. She kissed me again and I totally forgot about the little interuption. She slipped two fingers into me and started pumping. I moaned and pressed myself against her.

"I cant believe this is happening" I gasped as I got closer and closer to my orgasm. I gasped and started to lose control of my body. She clamped a hand over my mouth as I screamed out my orgasm, thrashing about wildly and holding on too her for dear life. Once my orgasm had subsided I found myself lying in her arms as she rocked me back and forth and kissing my forehead.

"oh, I love you jenny" I mumbled.
"I love you too, babe" jenny said. She smiled and said "lets go back to the room, I think we’ve scared the poor heterosexual enough for one day" I looked up to see the woman staring at us, from around the stall door. She went red and ran out of the bathroom. While we walked back to our dorm room, arm in arm, trading kisses along the way. 

As we were about to go into our room the girl from earlier hurried by. I couldn’t resist.

"I have got to taste you" I said loudly and kissed her while pulling her into the room. once we were inside we fell onto the bed and broke out laughing. Bending down I kissed her again.
"I restate what I said earlier, I have got to taste you!" I whispered in her ears and started kissing my way down.
"no objections here" she gasped as I rubbed my hand into her crotch.

To be continued...