Insecurities

When I graduated from high school and got my first job, my parents told me I had to move out on my own, as they wanted to be alone. I found an apartment, lived in continual fear, as I am very small and very nervous, I’m four feet eleven inches tall, weigh ninety-two pounds, have red hair and a nice ass and legs, but am scared to death to go out on dates. Consequently, I spend a lot of time in my apartment and this one night, I heard somebody trying to get in my apartment. I went ballistic but had enough sense to call 911. The police came, it turned out it was a man from the building, drunk and on the wrong floor, trying to open my door. Even after I found out who it was, I was still so scared, I couldn’t stop shaking or sobbing. The lady from across the hall, Amy, had come out to see what happened and when she saw what a state I was in, put her arm around me to console me.

She told the police she would take care of me and I was overjoyed she was going to look after me and told the police so. Amy took me into her apartment, closed the door, picked me up like I was a baby and sat on the couch, with me in her arms. She was rubbing my arms, kissed me on the forehead, telling me everything was going to be fine, I was safe now and then she kissed me on my lips and told me not to worry, she was going to take good care of me. I was still shaking a little, Amy told me not to worry, she had something that will make me feel a whole lot better and took her tit out of her blouse. She had big tits, thirty-six DD, with long nipples and pushed my head down to her tits, telling me to suckle on her tits and I will feel so much better.

I was afraid she would get mad at me if I didn’t, so I took her big nipple in my mouth and started to suck. She was right, it felt so good sucking on her tit, I closed my eyes and sucked away. While I was sucking Amy’s tit, she took her blouse off, so I had better access to her tits. After a while of total bliss, I had forgotten all about what happened and was so content sucking on Amy’s big tits. Amy said I must be uncomfortable and started undressing me, again, I was scared she would get mad and make me stop if I said something, so I let her undress me. I was now, totally naked, holding onto Amy’s mammoth tits, sucking for all I was worth and happy as a clam. I was safe, secure, warm and protected, so when Amy pushed my legs apart and was rubbing the inner part of my thighs, I just sighed, contentedly. Her hand felt so good rubbing my thigh, my pussy got wet and I was really hoping Amy didn’t notice, because I didn’t want to make her mad.

She touched my pussy with her finger and said, much to my delight, “Oh what a good little girl my baby is, her pussy is nice and wet for her Mommy.” She was stroking my pussy as I sucked her tit and I kept getting hotter and hotter and when she put her finger inside my pussy, I came, prompting Amy to say, “Oh what a good baby I have, my little baby came for her Mommy, what a good baby” and I was in heaven that she was so happy I came for her. She was finger fucking me so good now, I couldn’t think about anything else but my hot pussy and Amy’s big tits and I kept cumming, over and over, it was so nice, not having to think about anything but my own sexual gratification. Amy made me cum so many times, I passed out from exhaustion and for the first time in a long time, I didn’t have a bad dream.

I woke up, still in Amy’s arms, she kissed me, so I kissed her back and she was so elated, she kissed me all over my face and neck. When she stopped kissing me, she said it was time for baby to get a bath, stood up, with me still in her arms and carried me to the bathroom. She put me on the commode, filled the bath tub, put me in the tub and washed me from head to toe, then she shaved me from my underarms to my ankles, making my pussy as bald as a cue ball. She washed me again, took me out of the tub, dried me off, put me back on the commode, got on her knees, spread my legs and started eating my bald pussy. I couldn’t believe how good her mouth and tongue felt on my bald pussy. I was panting and moaning like a porn star in heat and begging for more. That feeling welled up inside my pussy and for my very first time, I shot cum out of my pussy like a hose had been turned on, drenching Amy with my hot cunt juice.

She picked me up, kissed me and I got to taste my own pussy for the first time and carried me to the bedroom. She told me her pussy was aching so bad for my tongue, I had to help her pussy out and lick it, so, not wanting to make her mad, I agreed to lick her pussy. She put me on top of her, face too pussy, Amy started eating my pussy and after a minute or so, I returned the favor. I had not a clue about what to expect when I touched my lips to Amy’s pussy. It was very wet and when I got my first taste of a red-hot pussy, I became an addicted little cunt lapper. I worked Amy’s pussy over, just like she did to me and she began moaning and groaning and then she gave me the sweetest tasting fluid in the world, her hot cunt juice and I swallowed every drop. When we finished pleasuring each other, I fell asleep in Amy’s arms and had the best nights sleep that I had since I was a kid

When I woke the next morning, Amy told me that I was not going to work, that she didn’t think I was recovered enough from the incident to work yet and that she was going to take care of me. I whole heartedly agreed, Amy called my work for me, took me into the bathroom, washed my face and hands, combed my hair and then fed me, just like I was a baby and I was loving it. After she fed me, she washed my face and hands again, told me that she was going to put a diaper on me, because she didn’t want me to have an accident and carried me into the bedroom. She powered my pussy and ass, put an adult diaper on me, lifting my legs to do it, like you do a baby, carried me into the living room, put the TV on and told me to be a good little girl, while Mommy did her work. She also told me to tell her when I had to go potty, so when I had to go, I told her and she told me she was busy, to go in my diaper and she would change me.

The first time peeing in your pants is a bit hard to do, as you are so used to using a toilet, but I did as told and when I told Amy I had gone in my diaper, she picked me up and carried me into the bedroom. She took the diaper off me, washed me just like I was a baby, but this time before she powered me, she started rubbing my pussy. She stood over me, finger fucking me into heaven and telling me what a good girl I was for peeing in my diaper and how beautiful a baby I was. My pussy exploded in no time, her fingers felt so amazing in my blazing hot cunt and when she rubbed my clit while finger fucking me, I went into orbit. She made me cum three or four times, my pussy was so hot for her and she kept telling me what a good baby I was. When she finished finger fucking me, she washed my cunt again, powered me, put a diaper on me and carried me back to te living room.

She sat on the sofa, put her tit in my mouth and told me to suckle her, like a good baby. Later on, Amy found a large changing table on the net and also ordered a supply of adult diapers and I knew I had found a home. I became a very proficient cunt lapper and was an excellent baby, I never wore clothes again and also never left the apartment either, so that I never had to confront the cold, cruel world. I also never sat on a toilet again either, Amy loved changing me, so I went in the diaper when I had to go, mostly because I think she loved using my changing table. She kept me hairless, I never washed or bathed myself again, or for that matter, fed myself and every once in a while I would take the diaper off and pee on the floor, which prompted Amy to give me a spanking, something we both loved. I am like Elsie the cow, happy, contented, loved and very well fucked.