I did not think I would go that far

I was seduced by a neighbor last week and I want to tell someone but am afraid it will get back to my husband. I did not intend for this to go near this far. My seducer’s name is Bill and he lives in the apartment below mine in this military housing apartment building overseas. I am a 31-year-old happily married housewife and mother of two small children. Bill is a 44 year old married man, handyman type, very tall and muscular with a neat flattop hairstyle and dreamy blue eyes. He is the father of one son and his wife and I are friends. She is a civilian nurse who works nights. Both he and my husband are career military. My husband seems to be deployed on training exercises constantly, days, weeks, and sometimes months at a time while Bill seems to never be gone. He has helped me several times solve minor problems such as repairs to doors and stoves, etc. It all started about three months ago in our apartment building laundry room, which I am responsible for closing and locking each evening at 10:00 o’clock. It was around New Years Eve and I was in the process of neating up the laundry room when Bill appeared and gave me what I thought was an innocent New Years kiss.

Not really thinking anything ill about it, I never mentioned it to anybody. As the days and weeks went by Bill seemed to be in the laundry room more and more while I was in the process of closing it. We would make small talk about the days events. Then one night, he started fondling my long hair and suddenly pulled me next to him and kissed my lips passionately while holding me in his arms tightly. I pulled away; startled that he would do such a thing and was agitated by his actions. I had observed over the time that I’d known him that he was a take-charge type of person who had the ability to control those he wanted to. He just laughed and left. Although confused and a little angry, I admit that the tender kiss had stimulated me a little. Each week Bill continued to pursue me in the laundry room and I began to anxiously anticipate going down to the laundry room where he and I seemed to always find a way to be in each other’s arms kissing.

Worried that someone would enter the laundry room while this was going on, Bill would maneuver me to his apartment storage room which was just down the hall. I began looking forward to closing the laundry room actually hoping he would show for our 20 or so minute get togethers. A couple of times while this was going on in the laundry room, my husband, totally naïve as to what was happening, would be waiting for me to return upstairs in the bedroom so he could make love to me. Bill went a little further each time in his efforts to seduce me by running his hands over my ass and softly caressing my breasts all be it with my cloths on. One evening we both became overwhelmed with passion and I allowed him to put his hand into my panties and finger my wet pussy. While doing this, he pulled his 7-½ inch huge, thick cock with a perfect mushroom head out of his pants and took my hand and ask me to massage it for him.

He knew that I loved my husband, but he also knew that I was incredibly turned on by him. His face was full of desire and this made me even more aroused. Thoughts of adultery fluttered through my brain. One late evening last week he called me on the phone to tell me he had some very important news to tell me that could only be done face to face and asked me to come down to his apartment. My children were sound asleep so I said ok. I forgot that his wife was working and not there. Upon entering his apartment, Bill locked the door from the inside with the deadbolt. He was wearing a robe and slippers. He immediately planted one of the most passionate kisses on me I have ever gotten while holding me firmly in his arms tightly against his body. I could feel his large erect cock against me, which caused me to become somewhat aroused. He then walked me over to a living room chair and sat down pulling me to his lap while kissing my neck and running his hands over me. I noticed myself getting every excited. After a couple of minutes, we got up and he maneuvered me to his couch and sat me down when all of a sudden his six-year-old son appeared in the hallway.

 He excused himself to me so that he could attend his son but before he left he handed me a book. When I opened it, it became obvious that this was a book that illustrated various positions couples could have sex in. I don’t know why I stayed there and didn’t leave during his two or three minute absence. I guess I did not think it would go as far as it did and his attention to me excited me. Upon his return, things got very passionate quickly and before I realized it, Bill had my blouse unbuttoned and then pulled it off me. We were kissing while he reached behind and unsnapped my bra and removed it and then began caressing my bare breasts in his warm hands and gently sucking and licking on them passionately at the same time. He then reached down and unsnapped the button to my jeans and unzipped them and tugged at them to pull them down. I raised my bottom just enough to allow them to slip below my waist. I tried to tell him we could not go any further, but Bill was a very persistent person. Bill then excitedly took hold of my panties and jeans and in one swift motion pulled them below my knees and off my ankles. I was naked, excited, aroused, and confused all at the same time.

 Bill then took off his robe and I then realized he had nothing on underneath, as he was completely naked leaning over me. I noticed immediately his massive erection and his muscular hairless chest. His enormous cock was throbbing as I looked at it and he whispered that he had to have me. I tingled from my belly to my knees as he gently parted by legs and in an instant was on me as he shoved his cock all the way into my eager pussy while caressing my bare hips and bum and began making love to me in the missionary position. I ask if he would use a condom but he insisted on doing it the natural way. I let out a soft whimper. His in and out motion coupled with my return motion was simply heavenly. While his thrusts were somewhat rapid, they were gentle causing my excitement to rise to heights I had never experienced before. Bill brought me to the brink several times but eased off and allowed my sexual tension to build to ever growing heights. I began moaning with delight. Bill was close to cumming right away but held off allowing both of our excitments to grow. Further stimulating me was his low hanging hairy strotum, which was bouncing off and itching my ass with each of his thrusts.

After about eight minutes of glorious intercouse, he began grunting and groaning as blast after blast of hot cum began spurting into my excited pussy. Everyone in the building must have heard me crying out when one last glorious orgasm made my body tremble. We both then held each other in our arms for a minute or two catching our breath and enjoying each other’s touch as he slowly withdrew his cock from my pussy. We both then got up and went to the bathroom. I sat on the toilet hoping that the large amount of his cum would drain out. He washed his cock off and cleaned himself up and we both noticed that his cock was still somewhat erect. He turned to me and I found myself face to face with his cock. He took my head and gently pulled it toward his cock and rubbed it against my lips. I took it in my mouth and found it filled my mouth in an incredible arousing way. I began sucking it. He pulled me up and carried me back to the couch and this time he layed down and again directed my head back to his now solidly erect cock. I sucked it and further could not believe how good it felt in my mouth. As I was sucking, Bill started his fucking motion at the same time.

Then all of a sudden it was throbbing and stiffened and a huge gush of cum fill my mouth. This only excited me more and both of us continued our motions until every drop was in my mouth. His cum was warm and my mouth was totally aroused as I slowly swallowed most of it. Bill pulled me back up to his face and French kissed me passionately tasting some of his own cum. After a couple of minutes trying to get ourselves back together, we both dressed ourselves and awkwardly tried to collect ourselves. We kissed one last time and I unlocked the deadbolt, opened the door carefully, checking to make sure no one was in the stairwell, and then quickly and quietly went back upstairs to my apartment. After a week, I now feel embarrassed by my action. I can’t believe that I actually sucked his cock and ate him. I never even went that far with my husband. My biggest fear is that my husband will find out.

The stairwell coordinator, who lives directly across the hall from Bill’s apartment, has been looking at me oddly lately as though she knows something. I am wondering if she may have saw me entering and leaving his apartment that night or that maybe another neighbor may have saw some of the activity of Bill and I in the laundry room by peeking in and then telling her. Its been a week now and I find myself at night sometimes thinking back to how excited and aroused I was that evening and honestly wondering if I will be able to control myself it the opportunity presents itself again. Bill is very domineering and I fear my ability to resist his attention.

My husband comes back from training tonight and we have a trip to Paris planned for next weekend. I pray that when we return all thoughts of Bill will have dissipated. I hope I am not pregnant from him as my period is now three days late. God what will I do if I am?