High School Hell : Part 1

"As I walk through the valley of the shadow of death I shall fear no evil, for thine is with me thy rod and thy staff they comfort me" Psalms 23 Now, in a normal world this would be enough. But, the bible says nothing about being a lesbian teenager at private Christian high school. Now, wait lets start with introductions, my name is Trina. But, you can call me T. I"m eightteen, 5"8" and about 135. I have long chestnut colored braids and soft brown eyes. I"m a 38 D, and I work out regularly. I"ve been working on my complexion but it is genetically impossible for me to get any lighter, my parents have blessed me with African American genetics. Enough about me, this story like all good stories is about a girl. 

As I stepped off the field she came running her long black hair fluttering behind her like the soft wings of a monarch, grinning with her eyes twinkling in the late afternoon sky. "You did it," she cried "you just beat, St. Francis the number one high school in the state how does it feel"" "Better now that your here," I said as she jumped into my arms. Laughing gaily with her broad smile of perfectly pearly white teeth, and dazzling royal blue eyes. She replied " Hmm. you say that but I didn"t get a hello kiss." I gave her a smile and set her down pulling her close to me and giving her a quick kiss. " There happy." I said laughing at her look of need. " Are you kidding that barely even registered as a peck on the cheek." "Sorry baby, " But, I have an award to go retrieve and if I give you the kiss you want it won"t stop there, you know what always happens." 

"Not always," 
"Michelle are you kidding me"" " What about that time in L.A. I was ten minutes late to warm ups and coach was shitting bricks." 
" Yeah you have a point there T, go get your award so you can kiss me like you mean it." 
Jogging off to the awards podium I grinned like a dog with a bone. 
"Are you really that happy about winning this game," asked Nikki "hello T can you hear me." She had just started waving her hand in my face when I snapped out of it. 
" What the hell are you waving your hand in my face for"" I asked. Just trying to snap you out of it. So who are you spending the night with since you are obviously thinking about something else." "Hmmmm.... Could it be this mystery guy that you"ve been dating " speculated Nikki. " I don"t know maybe"" I said, I always feel so bad about lying to her all the time but what would I do if word got out at this school that I was gay, I thought to myself. " Any ways who was the totally beautiful girl that met you on your way off the field." "Who," I said,
"the chick that you were talking to for so fucking long, the hot chick with the black hair, blue eyes, and long legs." 
" you know Nikki if I didn"t know any better I"d think you were checking her out." 
" Are you kidding I"m scoping out the competition, and you better bring your mystery man to the Senior Prom tomorrow and let me meet him or I"m going to rip you apart." 
"She"s a really good friend, I replied, and her name is Michelle." 
Just then my name was called, and as I walked up to the podium and shook hands with the presenter and my coach, I could hear one voice louder than all of them yelling out, " YOUR THE BEST T. I LOVE YOU" Smiling I turned and waived my award in her direction, to let her know that I heard her. God, I love that girl, I thought to myself. Standing and clapping we waited until the last name was called before we lined up for our victory lap. Single file, all we needed was a leader, " T, lead the lap around the field." yelled out our coach. " Let"s go guys I shouted to my teammates, one line, one team, one last lap as champions. Off we went heads held high, medals around our necks. I was so happy I felt as if I would burst, but there was this pain gnawing at my heart, I had lied to everyone of my teammates, people who put their bodies on the line for me, and I was lying to myself, thinking that this was just a phase. " I really am in love with this girl, I"m a lesbian." I said aloud. 
"What was that T" asked Nikki 
" Nothing" I replied as we neared the platform again. 

We stopped and breaking up we traveled off to our respective groups of family, me to my parent"s and brother, with my " best friend" waiting next to them. As I walked up to them my dad looked at me and said " My little girl has grown up, you will make a one lucky man very happy, sweetheart." Those words, broke my heart, as I felt the shards fall to the pit of my stomach I looked at Michelle and saw the hurt in her eyes. All I could do was cry, as the tears fell, my parents looked at each other and smiled " tears of joy" asked my Mom, " Definitely" I replied stepping beside Michelle and intertwining our fingers behind my back. "Well " take my car and don"t be out past 4 am. "sweet thanks Mom" I said taking her keys. As we walked away I turned and asked " By the way can Michelle sleep over tonight"" " Sure I don"t care." said my Dad. "Cool," I said and we dashed off to the car. Jumping in the car Michelle grabbed my hand and said
" So I get my kiss now right""

" Right" I replied, and leaning over the console between the seats I drew her face closer to me and gently touched our lips together, again and again planting butterfly kisses on her lips until a soft moan escaped her and opening her mouth she sucked my lip into her mouth nibbled it gently then, moving in chased my tongue around. I found hers before she found mine and began gentle circular caresses on her tongue the louder she moaned the harder I kissed her, feeling the heat rise in my body. As my inner temperature rose her breathing quickened until I wanted to take her right then, sitting in my mom"s explorer. As I broke the kiss she still sat there, lips slightly opened, breathing heavily eyes closed. I returned to my side of the car and keyed the ignition. "First stop your house" I said, "I definitely need a shower."

"I wasn"t going to say anything......., much" she replied laughing. As we drove down the hill away from the school I felt like I was coming alive. We drove in silence listening to the radio, hand in hand when a song by Usher came on. 

U got it you got it bad,
when you miss a day without her
feel your whole life's off track,
you know you got it bad when your stuck in the house
you don"t wanna have fun she"s all you think about.

I brought her hand to my lips and said " I got it bad" " I love you baby girl"
She looked at me and seeing the raw emotion in my eyes replied, " I love you too T." As we pulled up in front of her house She jumped out of the car and raced to the my side of the car, as I got out she pinned me to the car door and kissed me again. When she broke the kiss I grabbed my Adidas bag and we ran into the house. As we ran through the hallway, squealing and giggling, Michelle"s mom cried " What are you two doing?