Finding my real self

Part 2

Tina and I have had a wonderful 12 months as friends and lovers, we had such a happy time, we were discrete as living in a small town is, as everyone already knows, Gossip! Therefore, for the sake of our families we tried to be discreet as possible,

We went on many romantic weekends to get as much time together, we travelled to some lovely places and had love and passion all weekend, we looked lovely together and the only problem was, where ever we went, the local boys were chasing after us, so we had to be nice, and show that we were not interested as we had 2 lovely boyfriends at home. We enjoyed our lovemaking and got to know each other’s bodies so well, we knew how to please each other our lovemaking got better, our orgasm’s got longer, so we were tender yet passionate and we fell so much in love.

Tina had a commitment to go to college and she had been waiting for a call to U.S.A. to go to a higher college there, when it came we were devastated; she did not want to take it, but I made her go, she wanted me to come with her and I could not, I wanted to so much, but we promised we would get together every chance we had and I would visit her on holiday and she would come home sometimes, it was only for 3 years, we spent the last week almost together, we went away for 4 days and we cried so much, we both changed our minds so many times, she not going , then going, me going and staying, oh! In the end, we made sense and did the right thing.

Tina was gone, I cried for days, and I felt very lonely and vulnerable, she phoned me every night, and I her, but it was too expensive and we agreed to make it twice a week.

Within a month, I was going out again and having friends to meet again. I had been masturbating almost nightly, and Tina was doing the same as she told me in her letters, but we missed the bodily contact, the cuddles the kiss’s the holding, and the heat of each other’s bodies.

I was out one night and feeling very lonely, we all had a few drinks; I was sitting near this couple I had noticed many times in the past, but had never spoken to them, they had moved over to my end of the seating and she turned to me to say hello! She was very pretty, dark hair, lovely face, and about 28 years old, her husband looked about the same, it turned out he was in fact 31, sounded old to me, anyway she and I had small talk for a while and then she asked did I ever do any babysitting as they were always looking for a sitter as they both led very busy business, and social lives.

As I was saving to go to America to see Tina, I said yes! And she said she would get in contact when she needed me, she said it would be in two day’s time if that suited, I said O.k. and over the remainder of the night we became good friends and exchanged phone Numbers, she said she would confirm tomorrow. Her name was Ann and her husband Peter, he did not say much, she and I chatted a lot and she mentioned she had often noticed me before and I was with a girlfriend, I explained that had been Tina, and how she had gone to the states. She said we were great friend from the looks of it, and she said it must be sad to have a friend go so far away. I said yes I miss her a lot, we chatted a lot and then we all went our separate ways.

The next day she phoned to say she needed me the following evening and I said great, I got directions and said I would be over by 8.00p.m.

I got there by a lift, and she was ready to go out, her husband was out playing squash and when he got back, I could go, they only had one child, he was 4 and a lovely boy, very well behaved and a nice child, very easy to look after, so I thought I was lucky to find a nice job like this. She was going to a meeting and would not be home until late, but she was so happy to have me. She looked lovely, all done up and dressed so good, she must have lovely clothes.

I played with the boy for a while and then he got tired and I put him to bed, he went to sleep very easily, and it was great as I had so much time to my self. Of course I was nosy, and ventured into Ann’s bedroom, I knew it was as her clothes from her day were still on the floor where she stepped out of them, I looked around and soon found myself peeking into the wardrobe, and having a look at all her clothes, she had some really lovely clothes, lots of them, dress’s, skirts, gown’s, suit’s, I could not help feeling them and having a good look at them, she had some lovely sexy things.

I had a look in her drawer’s and all her panties and bra’s were of a very good quality, very sexy, and she had mostly thongs, all her knickers were small fit, even thought she was the same size as myself.

She had so much underwear and suspenders and stockings, even some Basques and some lovely fun stuff, I thought how lucky she was to have so much money, I suddenly got a shiver, I was doing wrong and left the room fast, I found it exciting, but went downstairs and watched television, about 2 hours later Peter came home, he was sorry for been late as they went for a beer after playing Squash, he paid me for my time and it was good, it was well over the normal and I was very pleased, he offered to drive me home as it was not to far away , So I walked and it only took 5 mins it was early so there were plenty of people on the road , and we live in a good area. So I did not mind.

Early the next morning Ann phoned to apologized for Peter not getting me a taxi

Home, I assured her it was o.k. In addition, as it was early I did not mind, she said she had the day off and was I doing anything, I replied no! And she suggested I call over for a coffee and a chat about the babysitting, and to get to know the house a bit better, she would show me where everything was, as I was so free and needed company I said yes I would be over soon.

I dressed nice and did my make up, so as to make a good impression, I walked over and got there about 10.45 a.m.
She answered the door and as usual looked stunning, she had a skirt on and a loose top, very casual but nice, she looked so well and of course mature, she was after all 9 or so years older than me. 
She was so friendly and we went to the kitchen the baby was playing with some toys, and I said hello to him, she would put him down in a while to get a nap, and we could have a bit of peace to chat, she made coffee, and we sat down while he played
She said she would show me the house later, but had I been happy with last night and was I happy with the wages, I said yes, everything was perfect and she said I would get more the later I stayed, I said great 

We chatted about everything, the usual women chat, make up and clothes, shoes, hairdresser, underwear etc. she chatted about her Job which was intense.
She was a clothes buyer for some shops and it often meant dinner meetings, and having to go abroad the odd time, she often stayed away and would I mind sometimes staying overnight if it arose, I said yes, no Problem I could stay overnight anytime once I knew a few days in advance. I thought now I know how she has so many beautiful clothes, She told me sometimes the Factory would give her a present of garments as a sweetener hoping that I would buy their range, the same with all the underwear, she told me she had so many clothes (I already knew)

We went and took the baby upstairs to bed, and he settled down straight away.
She invited me into her bedroom to show me some of her clothes, she said I was about the same size, and she had some clothes she was not going to wear and she had only worn them once, and would I like them, as she would only throw them out, I just said Yes! Of course, I would be delighted; she started to go through some shelves and took out some skirts, God! She had so much, she asked what size I was and I told her a 12, she said perfect that is what I thought. 

She said try this on and lets see how you look, passing me a skirt, I was dressed in slacks and was a little embarrassed about taking them off to try on a skirt.
As a clothes buyer she was obviously used to it, so I slipped my slacks off and I stood in my panties which were clean and good.
I put on the skirt and it fitted me perfect, it was short enough for me, and she said lovely and what lovely legs I had, but that top does not match as she got out a new top to match, here try this on she said.
I took off my old top and was only in my bra before slipping on the new top, I felt at ease now with her, she came and adjusted the top on my shoulders as we both looked in the mirror.
She was standing behind me, she said I was beautiful, and what size bra was I, she then got out some new bra and said this will give me a better shape, and it was very important to use my assets to the best.

She lifted off my top and stood behind me as she unhooked my bra, we were in front of the mirror and as my bra came off my breasts fell out, she remarked what lovely breasts I had and they deserved to have a good bra.
Her hands caressed my breasts as she helped to put the bra on, and my nipples rose instantly, and she helped me to tie the bra and said that was better, showing me how the cleaverage was better than my old one/
Her hands were under my breasts lifting them up showing how good they were, my nipples got full size when she touched me and it was quite obvious to me as well as her that they were aroused, but she was right, I looked much Better.

Then she got me another top, we tried on a lot of clothes, and she even tried on some new stuff she had, she got me into a lovely evening dress to see how I looked, it was very low cut and had a low back.
I put it on, she was also trying a new dress, as she stood only in her thong, she looked so good, a lovely body, exciting body, her breasts were perfect, lovely pointed shape.
She saw me looking at her thong that cut into her vagina and I got so embarrassed, I suddenly realized we were both almost naked and yet it felt so easy. In comparison to Tina, she was a little bigger, been older she had developed and had bigger hips, but she had a lovely figure

I pulled up the dress and she came over behind me as I looked in the mirror, she said No! You can not wear a bra with that dress, and with that she slipped the dress off my shoulders it fell to the ground as opened my bra, it fell off me exposing me almost naked except for my panties.
She said hold on! You must wear a thong, as the shape of your panties will show through the material of the dress.