Dear Gregory

Dear Gregory, I'm writing you this letter because I just couldn't stand not knowing any more. I didn't tell you this in person because I couldn't muster up the courage. I know this will all come as a big shock to you, but I need to know once and for all what your reaction will be.

As you know, when we first moved in together into our apartment, we hardly had any furniture. We shared a bedroom for the first two months until we had enough money to get a second bed for my room. I think at first I was just curious, but each night I got a little bolder. While you slept I used to look at you and wonder what you were dreaming about. One night it was hot and you had pulled the sheets off of yourself. You were laying on your back and I noticed you had a hard on. There was just enough light in the room to make it out. I got closer to it so I could see more details. I wondered how your cock compared to mine.

I could tell you were sound asleep by the way you were breathing. I soon realized that my own cock had stiffened to a full erection. I lay back on my pillow and tried not to think about it any more. I tried thinking about the algebra exam that was coming up, but it was no use. My mind kept coming back to you and your erection. My eyes roamed back to it. I noticed you had a wet spot where the tip of you cock was. You were having a wet dream. You stired around a bit, but you were still in a deep sleep. You moved your arms up over your head exposing your armpits. I caught a whiff of your body odor and it affected me. Somehow, it was enjoyable to me. I put my nose up to your armpit and took in a deep breath. It was extremely pleasant to me. I judged that by the smell, you had not applied any deoderant after your shower earlier in the evening before we lifted weights together.

All of the next day, I thought about the strange feelings I had that night. I finished my algebra exam early and left the classroom. I had a knack for mathematics and always finished early. I went to the bathroom in the library and found an empty toilet stall. I didn't have to go and didn't really know why I was there. I started thinking about the night before and before long, had an erection again. I heard someone come in and take the stall next to mine. I found myself trying to picture the guy next to me. What did he look like? What was his dick like? Was he wondering about me? I started to feel uncomfortable for thinking of such things and decided to leave.

That evening when I got back from school, you had made dinner for us. After we ate, we studied for a while and then you took a shower. We did our usual workout, but you couldn't finish because you said you had a headache. I suggested you take some Tylenol PM sleep it off. That always worked for me, I told you. You took the tablets and headed for our bed. I stayed up and watched TV. Later, your girlfriend Amanda called. I told her you had gone to bed with a headache and she said she'd talk to you the next day.

It was about 11 O'clock when I went to bed. You were sound asleep. I was still thinking about the night before. I got a hardon just thinking about it. I lay down next to you and slowly pulled my underwear off. I assumed that the Tylenol PM had knocked you out enough so you wouldn't be aware if I jerked off. I found it a thrill to be jerking off right there next to you. I listened to your breathing for any signs that you may be waking up as I beat off. I was thinking about your body and your smell. Again you had a slight body smell and no deoderant. I don't know when that became such a turn on, but it was defenitely a turn on. I got the idea of touching you while you slept.

I was very nervous. I didn't know how you would react if you woke up and found me fondling you. I was too driven though. I convinced myself that you were too out of it to notice. I slowly reached my hand down to the bulge in your underwear and cupped it in my hand. I was shaking with nervousness. I held my hand there for a few minutes until I regained some of my composure. I monitored your breathing. It was okay. You were still out of it. I started to grasp you dick through your underwear with my finger tips - just tracing the outline of your flacid prick. I got a little bolder and applied a little heavier preasure as I stroked it up and down very genlty. You stirred in your sleep and turned you head. The rythum of your breathing told me you were still asleep. I was frozen still waiting for more reassurance that you were truly sleeping. It seemed like I held that statuelike position for an hour, but in reality it was just a minute. When I was convinced you were asleep, I continued my exploration. I was shocked to find that your dick was hard. I was thoroughly excited by this. I had to feel it without the interference of the material of your underwear.

I gently dug my hand under the elastic waistband and found the head of your cut erection. I wrapped my hand around your shaft and evaluated its thickness and length. I couldn't believe what I was doing. I pulled down your briefs gently and slowly - inch by inch until they were off. I wrapped my hand around your hard shaft again and started to pump it very slowly and gently. Your breathing got a little deeper and I watched your smooth chest rise and fall with each breath. You seemed to be enjoying it. Maybe you were dreaming about your girlfriend. I got a little bolder and pumped you with more vigor.

You pushed your hips up, grinding your cock into my hand. I felt slippery precum oozing from the tip of your rod. I was in shock when I felt your hand come down on top of mine. I jerked my arm away from you with catlike reflexes. My eyes were wide open as I wondered what was going to happen next. You stroked yourself several times and moaned a long, but shallow moan. Thank god, I thought, You were still asleep. After I calmed down, I slithered my body down in the bed until my head was at the level of your cock. I leaned in closer and took a whiff of your genitals. There was not much of a smell. You were pretty clean. I had hoped for a stronger scent, but you had had a shower and washed it all away. I noticed that you were still rock hard. I don't know what came over me, but before I realized what I was doing, my mouth was engulfing your cock. You moaned aloud in pleasure and pushed your hips up driving your cock deep into my throaght. It surprised me and I almost gaged. I bobbed up and down on your dick several times. You were defenitely enjoying this. I didn't know if you were awake or asleep and by this time didn't care. I then felt your hands on the back of my head holding my face to your manhood.

I sucked you feverishly until I felt your cock thicken and harden even more. Your breathing was intense and I thought I heard you say, "Yeah honey... suck it". I knew you were about to cum in my mouth. I wasn't sure I wanted you to do that, but didn't know what do do about it. I braced in preparation for your explosion. I soon had a mouthfull of hot, salty cum. You were pressing my face onto your manhood with intensity. I swallowed it as your grip on my head slowly relaxed. Your hands fell to the sides of my head as I held your dick in my mouth. I felt it slowly soften and then I let it out. It only took about a minute to return to its flacid self. As it softened I listened intently to your breathing. You were asleep.

The next morning. I watched you closely at breakfast. I didn't know if you were aware of our activities the night before. You gave no indication of any such knowledge. You behaved totally normal. I told you that Amanday had called last night and said she'd call you in the morning. You seemed glad to hear the news and thanked me.

I've been wracked with guilt ever since. I regret the fact that I feel like I took advantage of you. I'm confused about how I feel about it all. You are my best friend and I hope that we'll be able to talk about this and come to some sort of understanding. No matter what happens, I want you to know that I never meant to take advantage of you and hope we can always be best friends.

- Marc