Curing Evan

100% fiction!

I sat down hard in my chair.

"What...?" I weakly asked my eighteen-year-old brother,
Evan.

"I think I'm gay," he said again.

I shook my head. "No, that still doesn't make sense,
not even after two times hearing it."

"Would three help?" he asked with a faint smile.

I shook my head again. "Probably not." I looked out at
the ocean. We were at the beach house our family owned.
It was almost the end of summer and we'd be going back
home soon. Before we left, Evan apparently had
something to get off his chest.

"How can you be gay?" I asked him. "You've had tons of
girlfriends."

"Mary..." Evan shrugged and sighed. "I never really
wanted to date them. I just did because... well, it's
what you do, you know?"

"Have you ever...?" I couldn't bring myself to ask the
question. I was only thirteen myself and had certainly
never done what I was asking Evan if he'd done.

"Had sex with one of them?"

"Yeah."

"No." Evan took a deep breath. "I've had sex with two
other guys, though."

"Oh... anyone I know?"

"Yeah, but I can't tell. I promised them I wouldn't."

"I see." I thought for a bit. "How do you know that
you're gay?"

Evan shrugged again. "I just do. I mean, like I said, I
had sex with a couple other guys. I really liked it."

"Well, yeah, but..." I trailed off. "Couldn't it just
be a phase or something?"

Evan gave a bitter chuckle. "I wish. I mean, if I'm
gay, I'm gay and I don't really care. But I know other
people will care."

"Well... maybe you should try it with a girl sometime
and see if that cures you." It was a stupid thing to
say, I guess, but I couldn't think of anything else.

"I don't know. Maybe. Probably. But I haven't found the
right girl for that, yet. She'd have to know that she
was just, you know, an experiment or something." He
shook his head. "That sounds really bad, doesn't it?"

"Kind of," I admitted.

"I just wouldn't want it to be a girl who thought I was
in love with her or anything. But I don't really want
to try it anyhow. Or maybe I do. I don't know." Evan
sighed. "It's just so confusing sometimes."

"I bet."

As the sun began to set Evan and I sat there quietly,
occasionally saying one thing or another but nothing
big. Finally, once it was dark, Evan got up and went
into the house, leaving me alone with my thoughts.
Eventually, still unable to decide what to do in order
to help my brother, I got up and went to bed.

* * *

Three days went by with me thinking the entire time
about what I should do for Evan. Only a couple days
from now we'd go back home and I wanted to do
something, anything, to help him not be gay. Not that
it was a bad thing to be gay, really. I mean, I guess
it was ok and stuff. But if there was anything I could
do to help him NOT be, then I should. I am his sister,
after all.

Late that third night the idea hit. It was a bad idea
in almost every way, I knew, but I had to do it anyhow.
There was only one way that I knew of to help my
brother get over being gay. It was a simple, elegant
idea.

Basically, I'd have sex with him.

In theory it was perfect. I'd know that he was only
doing it to find out if he liked it or not, and there
wouldn't be any danger of getting my heart broken
because, well, since he was my brother I wouldn't be
falling in love with him. It would just be a good,
consequence free way of him finding out if he liked
fucking a girl.

Getting up out of bed, I walked over to my full length
mirror and pulled my nightgown and panties off,
standing there to look at myself naked. I wasn't bad, I
knew that. I had more than a few boys who wanted me. My
breasts were still small, but growing and I had a nice
small patch of hair starting to develop between my
legs. I knew from playing around with myself just how
good things felt down there. Any boy who got inside me
would be lucky indeed.

So I decided. If he fucked me and he liked it, then he
wasn't gay. If he fucked me and he didn't like it, he
was, but at least no girl would fall in love with him
and end up with a broken heart.

I put just my nightgown back on and left the panties
aside. Feeling my heart beating fast, I stepped out
into the dark hallway and crept down towards Evan's
bedroom. Our parents were out for a night on the town
and wouldn't be back until tomorrow morning. We'd have
all the time we needed. Once at Evan's door I
straightened myself up and slowly pushed the door open,
peering inside.

Evan was laying on his back on top of his bed in a pair
of boxers and nothing else. I could see his body
seeming to glow in the moonlight. Oh, he looked nice.
He was blond and had blue eyes. He exercised a lot and
wasn't really buff, but he was nicely shaped. Any boy
that was having sex with him was damn lucky, that was
sure.

I looked down at his boxers, imagining what his penis
must look like. The fact that he was going to take my
virginity sent a shiver of delight from my vagina and
through the rest of my body.

I walked over to my brother and whispered, "Evan?"

"Mmmm?"

"Evan, wake up for a moment."

Evan opened his eyes sleepily and blinked at me. "Mary?
What's up?" he whispered.

"I've got an idea."

He squinted at the clock on his nightstand. "At one in
the morning?"

"Yes."

"Alright." He sat up a little and turned on his lamp.
"What's up?" he asked around a yawn.

"Well... remember how we talked about you needing to
try it with a girl?"

"Yeah, I think so."

Swallowing hard and speaking softly I rasped out,
"Well... I know who you can try it with." Saying that I
pulled my nightgown off my body and stood there naked
before my older brother.

Evan stared at me. Then he shook his head. "Ok. I'm
still asleep and this is a dream, right?"

Shaking my head I sat down next to him on his bed.
"It's not a dream, Evan."

"You want me to fuck you," he said flatly.

"Yes."

"But... you're my sister!" he protested.

I rolled my eyes. "I know that."

"Well... but that's incest and its wrong."

"So? It's the best way to find out if you're gay or
not."

Evan folded his arms across his chest. "Really. And how
do you figure that?"

I took a deep breath. "Well, look. In order to get some
other girl to fuck you, she'd probably have to be in
love with you. If you fucked her and you didn't like
it, she'd get her heart broken, right?"

"I guess," he said, slowly.

"If you fuck me and don't like it, it's ok, cause I'm
not in love with you. But I do love you, because you're
my brother, so I'll do whatever it takes to help you
figure this out."

"And what if I fuck you and I DO like it?"

I blinked. "I hadn't thought about that," I replied.
"Uh... well... then you'll know you're not gay and you
can go out and fuck other girls and feel happy about
it."

Evan just stared at me. "This is a really fucked up
plan, you know that, right, Mary?"

I shook my head. "It's a perfect plan."

Evan shook his own head in reply. "Look. Go back to
bed, ok?"

"Tell me you're not curious," I said, putting a hand on
my brother's bare chest. "Tell me you don't want to
know what it's like."

"I am curious a little," he admitted. "But not with my
own sister."

"Why? Does it really matter? I mean honestly?"

"Well... yes?" he said in a "duh" kind of tone.

"But why?"

"It just does," Evan said.

"Look," I said, firmly. "There's nothing bad that can
happen here. I love you. You love me. But we aren't in
love with each other and won't ever be, right?"

"Right," he said, slowly.

"So if you fuck me and don't like it, it won't break my
heart. No foul, no harm. If you fuck me and like it,
you can get on with fucking other girls."

Evan looked unsure. "Well, yeah, I mean, I get that
idea, but... I don't know..."

I still had my hand on his chest. I moved it down
slowly, feeling the sensation of his skin under my
hand. "Look, Evan... I want to do this for you. I
really do. You're my brother and I love you and I want
to help you." I looked into his eyes. "Please let me?"

"I don't know..."

I moved my hand down further to the waistband of Evan's
underwear. Swallowing hard and trying to calm myself, I
slipped my hand down inside, feeling his pubic hair
brushing against my hand and then touching the base of
my brother's soft penis. I cupped it in my hand,
surprised at how warm it felt. Then I got another nice
surprise as it started to get bigger and harder under
my hand.

"Do you really want to try it with me, Mary?" Evan
asked softly.

"Yes."

"Alright," came the reply, barely above a whisper.

I didn't say anything in reply, I just pulled my
brother's penis out of his boxers and looked down at it
as I held it in my hand. It was hard and warm to the
touch and about seven inches or so long. It looked
huge. I experienced a moment of panic at the idea of
fitting this inside my vagina, but then I realized that
it was, after all, made to push out babies. Something
like this probably would go in ok.

"What do you think of it?" Evan asked.

"It's nice. I've never seen one before."

"Well, there you go."

"What do you do with it when you're with other guys?"

"Well... sometimes we suck each other, sometimes we
stroke each other. We just do whatever seems good," he
said with a shrug.

"Oh. Stroke it like this?" I asked, giving my older
brother's penis a couple up and down tugs.

Evan nodded. "Yeah." He looked down at me. "What does
yours look like?"

I sat back and spread my legs a little, giving my
brother a good look at my vagina.

"Wow," he said after a moment.

"You wanna see where the hole is?"

"Ok."

I took my brother's unresisting hand and guided it down
between my legs. I extended one of his fingers and
placed it against my vagina. "Push a little."

Evan pushed slightly and his finger began to slip up
inside me. He kept going until it was all the way in
and then sat there with an odd look on his face.

"Well...?" I said, a little out of breath. Having his
finger in me felt GOOD.

"It's... wow... it's really different." He moved his
finger back and forth inside my vagina. "I've never
felt anything like it."

"Do you like it?" I asked.

"I'm not sure."

That wasn't the answer I'd hoped for, but it was ok.
Evan and I said there on his bed fondling each other
for a bit until I was really good and wet. I knew it
was getting to be the right time.

Taking a breath, I looked at Evan and said, "Are you
ready to try it?"

"Do you really want to?" he asked after a bit.

"Yeah."

"Alright."

"Good." I sat up a little and moved to the center of my
brother's bed where I laid down on my back and spread
my legs. "Go ahead and get on top of me, ok?"

Awkwardly, Evan got on top of me, his penis brushing
against my vagina. He looked down and said, "I think
you'll have to get me into the right place."

"Alright." I reached down and took my brother's penis
in my hand, lining it up. "Right there."

"Here?" he asked, poking a little.

"Yeah..." I whispered. "Go slowly, ok? It's my first
time, too."

"Alright."

Evan steadied himself on top of me and pushed forward.
I felt the tip of his erection pressing into me and
just as I was wondering if this might not be such a
good idea, I felt the incredibly odd, wonderful
sensation of my brother's very hard eighteen-year-old
virgin penis slipping all the way into my tight
thirteen-year-old vagina.

"Oh, my god," Evan whispered as he pushed the last bit
inside me. I could feel his balls resting against me.

"Yeah..." I whispered, looking down to see the base of
my brother's penis sticking out of my vagina. We were
really doing it!

Evan pulled back and looked down at where our bodies
merged. "Wow... that's pretty cool."

"Yeah..."

"How's it feel for you?"

"It's nice," I whispered, moving my hands up to rest
right above my brother's ass.

Holding himself above me, Evan began slowly moving his
penis back and forth inside my vagina. It felt very
good and he looked really beautiful moving on top of me
like this. It was the best thing I'd ever experienced.

I'd heard from other girls and from books and stuff
that most boys came pretty quickly their first time.
Evan didn't seem to agree. He kept fucking me in a
smooth, steady motion for about five minutes, my
pleasure increasing every second until finally my
orgasm hit, my vagina contracting sharply around my
brother's very hard, thrusting penis. It was the most
amazing orgasm I'd ever had!

"Shit," Evan said after a moment. He stared down at me,
a little sweat dripping off his face, his penis still
trapped inside my vagina. "What was that?"

"I just... came..." I whispered.

"Really? Wow." He grinned. "I didn't know that girls
did that, too."

"Yeah..."

"Cool." Evan's penis twitched inside me a little.
"So... can I keep going until I cum?"

"Yeah..." Even though I was a little sore at this
point, I was pleased he wanted to cum.

Evan closed his eyes and started moving inside me once
more. I guess he must've been deliberately holding back
or something earlier, because this time it didn't take
more than a minute before he let out a loud, pleased
sounding moan. His penis twitched and kicked within my
vagina and I felt something warm splashing into me.

Once Evan was done cumming, he got off me, his penis
slipping out of my vagina. He rolled down onto the bed,
laying next to me. For a long while we just laid there,
naked, quiet, and recovering.

Finally I couldn't stand the tension. "Evan?"

"Yeah?"

"So?"

"Well... it felt good."

"Good," I said with a smile.

"And I wouldn't mind doing it a couple more times."

"Very good." My smile got bigger.

"But..."

"What?"

"I like it better with guys," Evan muttered.

"Oh."

"Sorry."

"But I DID like it with you. I just like it with them
more."

"Oh." I shrugged, doing my best to hide my
disappointment. "Well, that's ok."

"Sorry."

"You don't need to be sorry," I said to my wonderful
older brother, reaching down and taking hold of his
somewhat soft penis and stroking it, feeling it harden
slowly. "I had a good time."

"Me, too," he said with a smile.

"And you really wouldn't mind doing it with me a couple
more times?"

"Yeah, I wouldn't mind that."

"Good." I straddled my brother's waist. His penis was
now completely hard, and I squatted down over it. "Does
now work for you?"

Evan grinned a little. "Sure."

I held Evan's penis straight up and lowered my vagina
down around it, feeling my brother disappear into me
once more. I let out a sigh of pleasure and looked down
at his wonderful nude body and his beautiful face, his
eyes closed in passionate pleasure. God, he was hot.

Evan stayed inside me a good ten minutes before he came
that time. I managed two orgasms myself. Then we went
to sleep. When we woke up we fucked once more, this
time with him on top again. It was the best night of my
life!

But it was, however, the last time Evan and I had sex.
Despite my hints and flat out requests he kept saying
no until finally I had to give up. He eventually wound
up with a steady boyfriend. I was really disappointed
and I was surprised to find out something else.

It was possible for a girl to get her heart broken by
her brother.