Colie

Of course, those intimacies were hers to give - to who ever she chose and for whatever reason she chose - perhaps she simply traded a level of intimacy and physical pleasure for security! He understood that people can be driven.

Then, he thought of Colie. . . the love of his life! Was he about to give her up without a fight? God, he wanted her like she had been.

It was past ten and the streets were dark as Chuck returned home to his quarters. As he entered the front door, he still had no plan. . . no thoughts relative to what his next move might be. He only knew that he loved this woman who had made him a cuckold and he wasn’t going to discard her now. Somehow, he’d make their marriage work and their family whole again!

As he walked into the darkened living room, he noted that the kids were asleep in their beds. Colie was apparently in her bed also. Fatigued, he plopped down in the big living room chair and after only a brief moment was fast asleep.

Meanwhile, upstairs in the master bedroom, Colie lay awake as she heard Chuck come into the quarters. She’d felt relieved that he had returned and was safely home as she waited for him to come to the bedroom. But, he didn’t come. . .

After a time, Colie grew concerned. What was going on downstairs? She arose rom her bed and went down the stairs to her husband asleep in the chair. As she observed this, she felt all the concerns of the day. She truly loved her husband and she wanted to be with him. . . but, she wasn’t. There he was cold and uncomfortable and it was all her fault.

She got a blanket and took it to cover her husband before returning to her bed! The errant wife felt tears forming in her eyes! Then she returned to her bed where she got little sleep.

With morning, Sunday morning, Colie was awakened by the sound of Chuck in the shower. It was not quite daylight outside as he emerged from the bathroom fully dressed in his Class A uniform. He passed his wife as she feigned sleep in her bed.

Somewhat later, Collie made breakfast for the family before departing for church and their usual chapel services. Husband and wife sat quietly through Sunday School and the morning church service and when Kelsey, their daughter asked if their kids might spend the day with their youth group .

Again, with the afternoon free for Chuck and Colie to finally meet and settle their grievances hey arrived at their quarters apparently quietly indifferent to each other but actually quiet alert to the other’s actions and behavior. Their minds were thinking along quite similar lines as they sought ways to mend their relationship.

It was over their cold sandwich lunch that Chuck asked, “Did you love him? Did you really love him? I’ve got to know?” And Colie thought long and hard before she responded. I’m really not sure? Some of me wanted t but there was always this nagging guilt that held me back.”

Hearing this Chuck asked, ”Do you ever think of him now?

To this Colie responded, “Yes! I think about what a fool I was and how I’d ever seen anything in him. I think about how I’ve ruined our life with him. I wonder why?” She was crying.

“No, sexually, I mean.” Chuck responded.

“Not any more. At first, after we broke up I missed his emotional support and the security he offered but that soon went away and now I have only disdain for him.

“So, he’s out of your life forever?”

“I wish I could forget how I’ve ruined my life with him. It was my fault. . .I shouldn’t have let him . . . “ She had never been more miserable in her life as she faced her crisis.
Chuck had given her every chance to lie and redeem herself but she could not lie to him. . . not ever again!

Chuck, on the other hand, tried to find a reason to forgive and forget her past indiscretion. Forgiving was easy but forgetting seemed an impossible task! How could he forget another man touching her. . . experiencing those rights reserved for the husband only! Slowly, he realized that it wasn’t the physical touching or the erotic sensations that she had given her lover but that close intimacy that was only his and not to be shared by anybody. That’s what he could never forget! . . . or could he. He simply didn’t know.

As he thought, he looked at his wife. He didn’t see the tear streaked face or the wind blown hair or the poorly worn clothing but only the beauty he had married and he wanted her back. He had to have her back.

As their eyes met, Chuck arose from his chair and went to Colie where he pulled her up to him and embraced her. It was a physical thing with no particular feeling and they stood closely together, embracing each other! As Chuck kissed her neck and cheeks, she melted into his arms as she had many times before but Colie knew it instantly - he felt nothing! “I want you so bad - like it used to be!” he said.

Hearing this Colie replied, “I’m yours to do what you want with. I’ll give you anything . . .anything within my power! I want what we once had the same as you!”

They moved apart and life continued much as before. The family functioned much as it had before. Only Chuck and Colie felt the difference. They tried!

They tried to regain their old intimacy and hugged and kissed often. By the end of the second week, they had tried sex together and though both were willing and they performed together in their most experienced manner, it was mostly physical and there was little intimacy! Life became dull and void of joy!

As weeks turned to months and months turned into years, Chuck and Colie became accustomed to their dysfunctional family life and raised their boys.

When Sergeant Bagstrom was ordered back to Afghanistan, He broke the news to his wife and kids in a simple unfeeling statement and the family made the usual preparations. When Chuck left there was little caring and he seemed most concerned about his children. Once gone, Chuck felt a loneliness he’d never known before - he missed the intimacy that he needed. His only relief seemed to came as he called to talk to his family. As he talked to his kids, over the telephone, he found that they were quick to sign off and pursue their own activities. Only Colie, his wife, seemed to offer any form of relief!

Of course, Colie was extremely careful to live close to her marriage vows because she’d suffered so much from he previous transgression and because she loved her husband even as hope seemed to fade for a complete reconciliation. She was fully aware that problem was of her making and she’d regret it for the rest of her life but she wasn’t about to repeat those sins again. After her admission to her affair, she’d lived in a kind of funk. . .there was no joy. . . nor was there pain or passion!

When she talked to Chuck on the telephone, she tried to offer him the love and intimacy he wanted. After he had take to he kids, she tried to fill the conversation with joy she didn’t feel and pleasantries that might lift his spirits. She owed him!

Strangely, those talks became daily routine and their words more intimate and close to the heart. It was during one of those talks that they both felt it - a touch of joy! Then, a touch of intimacy such as they’d once known. They talked on and on. . . rambling at times but close.

The daily talks continued and Chuck began to feel cravings he’d almost forgotten about. He wanted to touch her - to caress her soft flesh and to feel her close. Each day, the feelings grew stronger. The year passed slowly before Chuck was to return.

So it was that Sergeant Bagstrom walked down the aisle from the airport gate, laden with baggage. He moved swiftly as he approached the departure point and his eyes found those of Colie, his wife. He felt the excitement building as their eyes communicated joy at their meeting. Chuck began to run!

As he approached Colie, he prepared to embrace her. . . to touch her and to fondle her. Of course, with Kelsey and Ginny waiting beside her, his actions were restrained.
Frustrated, in his desire to be alone with Colie, by family responsibility he drove the family home where they soon sat at dinner. It was a fun filled dinner as the girls enjoyed their father.

As he sat at dinner, Chuck was strangely excited. . .his eyes frequently met with Colie’s and seemed to speak of his raging passions and his desire to be alone with her.

It was as the dessert was eaten and the table cleared that Colie announced that the girls were assigned to do the dishes and clean the kitchen as She and their father were going out and may not get back by morning.

With that, Colie and Chuck were gone from the house and fifteen minutes later were entering their deluxe hotel suite.

As Chuck opened the door and admitted his wife to the room first, he was overcome with passions stronger than he could ever remember. The sight of Colie, beautiful and desirable, standing before him drove him to shut the door, pick her up and carry her to the bedroom in the suite where he lowered her to the bed roughly and proceeded to undress her. He moved swiftly and roughly as clothing flew from her and his hands fondled and caressed and felt her flesh.

Yes! He wanted her. He thought about his condition and wondered: was it love or was it just biological need - or perhaps both! It didn’t matter because it was so strong - he would have her - be it love or a simple physical thing or simple an act of pleasure, he would have her!

All the power of wild horses couldn’t drag him away from his taking Colie and even if he’d wanted, he knew that he couldn’t stop short of coitus. He moved on with his seduction/rape.

Colie felt his great need and was prepared to meet it. . . at any cost to her personally. It was what she wanted anyway! If it turned out to be rape, she was prepared to accept it as her fate as repayment for her infidelity. On the other hand, it might result in regaining some sort of closeness that they’d once enjoyed. . . she could only hope!

Then, he was on top of her and his face inches from hers. His hands roved freely over her body and he kissed her. It was a violent kiss, lacking in any real affection but driven by lust alone. She returned the kiss in the manner it was given and their tongues clashed. She felt his hands roughly on her body and felt her own passions rising in response.

It was as she anticipated Chuck’s big cock driving into her that she felt it. . .she was hot and she was ready. It’d happened so fast! Then, as if by invitation she felt it. Like hundreds times before, she felt the exotic feelings of flesh on flesh as the big man-meat slid into her vagina. It was good!

It was as Chuck, resting over her on his hands and knees, drove his cock into her to it’s maximum penetration. Colie felt the hair on his testicles against her bottom and realized that this was special. . . she felt the old closeness as it began to develop. She felt joy!

At the same time, Chuck lay basking in the nuances of pleasure that came from his groin. He felt closeness and slowly realized that he and his wife were intimate again. He felt the Joy!

So, they lay, joined together at he groin, feeling their long sought intimacy. They were lovers again! They might have lain that way forever except for the pain and discomfort of long exposure to the unfamiliar positions that they were in.

Eventually Chuck moved and began the usual thrusting that was a part of good coitus. As they silently adored each other, they worked together and seemed to find time to have fun and play as they fucked. They were experienced lovers and good at what they did.

Eventually, Chuck and Colie Bagstrom, man and wife, together again, fucked and enjoyed each other until eventually Chuck felt his ejaculation approach. He called out to his wife and they enjoyed the end in a mutual orgasm. Then, they lay together enjoying the return of their long sought intimacy.

Colie was a loyal, supportive, loving wife again and Chuck was a strong, caring, sensitive husband and their family was good!