Betty Bukkake

I still want to try this, and I think if I plan it better and try to imagine what his reactions might be, I might be able to get it to work. If anyone has any suggestions as to how I can get him to make me do what I want I would really appreciate it.

Otherwise, I will let you know how it goes if I try anything next month. That should also give that guy enough time to leave the mail group so he won't be forced to read about it if I am successful.

Betty

From: K T
Date: Fri Jan 19, 2001 2:11 pm
Subject: hi

hi...

i'm kt and i joined this group a few weeks ago...does anybody post here?...i'm into bondage and i like watersports and when my boyfriend cums on me and i like to read about others experiences and fantasy... i read mail archives here and want to know who else is out there...betty are u going to post again?... did u get your super to notice?...you should wear a short skirt and show clevege and i bet he notices. :-) good luck,,

kt

From: betty b
Date: Mon Jan 22, 2001 10:41 am
Subject: Re: [cum_on] hi

Hi kt

Welcome to this group, for what its worth.

No, nobody ever posts here. Except me last month, but I really don't have much to say at the moment. Just writing that stuff kind of helped me deal with my problem a little. You know how sometimes you just need to tell somebody and you feel better? My stupid idea about my super did not work, but I think I am going to try it again this month. I think I should plan it better. I was going to call him up and ask him to come by my apartment. That way I am expecting him and can have myself mentally prepared. He caught me off guard this month and I get flustered really easy. Also, I am going to do it a few days before the 1st so maybe he won't be as mad.

I had already thought of showing some cleavage. I was thinking of doing it in the morning and wearing my robe as if I just got out of the shower. I got kind of turned on last week when I thought of him seeing me in my robe which I wouldn't tie very tightly and, well, I already took it up so that its really short now instead of below my knees. I feel like a slut when I see myself in it and think about what I am planning. But I actually got turned on when I was rehemming it. Thats pretty stupid, isn't it? I felt stupid getting turned on at a sewing machine. And I've spent hours in front of the mirror imagining what he will think. I hate to admit how much time I have spent in the last week just trying to decide whether or not I should wear a bra or not. I mean, it doesn't really make much sense that I would be wearing a bra if I had just gotten out of the shower, but, well, my boobs don't really look very good without one. They look okay in a bra but on thir own they droop really badly and I think they are ugly, certainly not like the girls I see in pictures on the web.

Which do you think would work better?

Betty

From: K T
Date: Tue Jan 23, 2001 7:11 pm
Subject: Re: [cum_on] hi

hi, betty and thanks for the welcome :-)

i don't think that your stupid for getting turned on when you wear your robe and look in the mirror...i like shopping for clothes for my boyfriend and think about what he will like to see me in...i get turned on when i try on cloths...i think the robe sounds good...when he sees u when u open the door...don't worry about the bra...just go for it!!! and see what happens...he will like that your naked under the robe i bet...and if he doesnt then u can find another guy...why do u want the super so much anyway?...

kt

From: betty b
Date: Fri Jan 26, 2001 2:19 pm
Subject: RE: PRIVATE RESPONSE "cum_on" re: hi

Rick

Thanks for writing. Its nice to hear from other people because I don't feel quite so perverted when I know other people like these things too. And thanks for your advice about making my super blackmail me. I promise I will think it over again before I go through with it but I have been thinking about this for so long now trying to psych myself up for it I feel like I have to go through with it. I don't think he will try to blackmail me or anything but I guess I don't know for sure so I will have to think about what you said really carefully. Whatever I decide it is nice to know someone is concerned for me. Thanks

Yes, I would love to hear about what you make your neighbour do for you, especially if you make her eat your sperm. It sounds like something everyone in the group might like to read about, too.

Thanks again for writing

Betty

From: betty b
Date: Fri Jan 26, 2001 3:04 pm
Subject: Re: [cum_on] hi

Hi KT

The thing about the bra is that I think most men would find a woman without a bra more, well not necessarily more attractive, but, oh I guess "inviting", but my boobs really don't look very good when they are bare. They are not small - I fill a C cup - but they droop almost to my navel even though they are not that big either so that in a robe you don't even see them because they are hanging so low. So while I want to go bare because it is, well, more "slutty" I guess, I think it would work better if I wore a sexy bra that held them up, sort of "on display", where he good get a real eyeful.

As for why I want my super so much, I don't really. He is really kind of gross. He must be over sixty and he has a big fat belly and usually needs a shave and really does not seem very smart. But I feel like I need someone to "force" me to do it. I don't mean like rape, but like blackmail or something, so I don't have to admit to him that I actually want it. I guess the plan with the super was just the one that made sense. I thought about doing this sort of thing with my boss but he is a lot younger and I guess I am afraid he might say no. I guess I just feel that my super is sort of safe. I just answered an email from Rick who was worried that my super might start blackmailing me for real and I guess I better think about that, but somehow I just don't think he would. Not cause he is a really nice guy, he is actually a bit of a grouch, but I just don't think he would think of it. I hope I am right.

Betty

From: K T
Date: Sun Jan 28, 2001 11:16 pm
Subject: Re: [cum_on] hi

hi Betty...

if you feel more confident in a bra then wear one...tho' it doesnt make sense that u would have on one out of the shower...but you should do what makes you comfortable...than youll be more brave...are u going to tell him that you want to suck him off or wait to see if he does...? i didn't think about what Rick said...about blackmail...other blackmail...be careful but do what u want to do...

kt

From: betty b
Date: Mon Jan 29, 2001 1:24 pm
Subject: I did it!

It was all shriveled and small and looked really weird because he wasn’t circumcised and he smelled like he hadn’t showered in a day or two, which really turned me off, but having come that far I knew I had to go through with it so I just popped the whole thing into my mouth. At first nothing happened and I found myself with my nose buried in his smelly pubic hair wondering what I was supposed to do. I moved it around in my mouth with my tongue and pretty soon it started getting hard so I could move my lips up and down it. But then the foreskin pulled back and it was kind of salty in there and that was totally disgusting. It seemed to take a long time. Is it supposed to? Or is it just because I didn’t know what I was doing? When my husband used to have sex with me it was over in a few minutes but I kept on sucking and sucking and nothing happened. My jaw started getting sore and my knees hurt. I started using my hand to give my mouth a rest, but this seemed like I was cheating, somehow. Anyway, it ended up that I basically just jerked him off into my mouth which made me feel totally pathetic because it was like I could not even suck cock right not to mention that I kept picturing what I must look like, what the ladies from my church group would think if they saw me kneeling on the doormat, falling out of my robe, sucking the cock of that smelly, fat old man. But somehow picturing that turned me on even more and I started really enjoying being such a dirty slut. And I think it was because I was turned on that when he started to cum I had the nerve to pull away and jerk him off all over my face like I have been fantasizing about all these months, watching it squirt out of the little hole at me.

As soon as it was over we both got really embarrassed. He quickly did up his pants and left leaving me on the floor dripping in sperm telling me to make sure I had the rent by next weekend. And then I was alone, with a face full of sperm, feeling dirty and used and disgusted with myself but also turned on and proud of myself, too. This is really sick, but I didn’t even clean it up right away. Instead, I went into my bedroom and masturbated, looking at myself in the mirror at the sperm on my face and thinking about what a dirty slut I had been. I even opened my mouth and looked at the sperm that had gone in there, pretending I was one of those girls on the web in the facial pictures and picked some of the lumpy bits off my face and ate them. It all felt so gross and so exciting at the same time. I think I masturbated for more than an hour so by that time it had dried on my face and I looked awful, but even that sort of turned me on. No, that is a lie; it turned me on a whole lot, and that made me feel disgusted with myself, which turned me on even more which disgusted me more. God, I'm so sick. I don’t know what has happened to me.

But I really want to do it again and I don’t want to wait until next month, either, so I think I may not give him all the rent next weekend.

Thanks for all your help everybody,

Betty

From: K T
Date: Tue Jan 30, 2001 7:43 pm
Subject: Re: [cum_on] I did it!

hi betty...

wow, you did it...i enjoyed reading about it... and don't worry...sometimes it does take awhile so don't feel like you did it wrong or anything...i sometimes have to use my hand too...so...i'm sure you did it right an dmaybe he was nervous or something... so it took longer...thanks for sharing, betty...

kt

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From: betty b <mrs_betty@a... </group/cum_on/post?protectID=029212066012093198050057164248147130018144188241077113114150166091061>>
Date: Sat Feb 3, 2001 12:02 pm
Subject: It worked again

Hi Well, I did it again, but it was not as good as the first time. But I still have a mouth full of sperm.

It was easier this time because he was expecting it. My son was at his father's for the weekend so I called my super earlier this morning and asked him to come by. I decided to wear my robe again because it worked last time. I know this probably just makes me look like a slut who wants to be used, but I guess I am getting a little more comfortable with that. I mean, the first time might have looked an accident but the second time I guess it was pretty obvious. Anyway, the fact is I don't think he really cares. My rent is $1,130 so I had $930 in cash and promised I would have the rest by next Thursday, my day off next week. He got mad again and told me that it was not acceptable, but he was not as angry as he had been the first time because he was probably glad for the excuse. But he still made me say it first. I made him come in this time and sit down and he dropped his pants before he did. He looked so gross sitting on my sofa with his pants around his ankles and his huge hairy belly hanging out from under his shirt and I could barely see his penis under it. But once he moved forward on the couch and leaned back I could get at it okay. And I did it again. I played with it and licked it until it got hard and then sucked it. It took a long time again which I guess is good because it gave me lots of time to think about what I am doing, to picture myself as my friends would see me if they were in the room. I even masturbated while I was doing it and had a couple of orgasms with his cock in my mouth. I really liked that! Actually, thinking about it, it was pretty exciting. The only thing that ruined it was that when he came, he held my head in both hands and forced me down until I was gagging on his spurting cock which was not only really unpleasant, but also meant I did not get the facial that I wanted.

Instead, I found myself with a mouth full of sperm coughing and choking on the stuff that had gone down my windpipe, but not wanting to swallow it because I had worked do hard for it. I ran to the bathroom and then did not know what to do. I looked awful in the mirror. The choking had made me cry and my face was all red and swollen and the lipstick I had worn was smeared all over my face. Between that and still having a mouth full of sperm I was pretty disgusted with myself. He called out if I was alright so I had to do something quick, so I spit it into the plastic cup and told him I was fine. By the time I got out again he was dressed and almost at the door.

"I don't swallow." I told him crossly, "I'm not a slut, you know". It just sort of came out and then I didn't know what to say because of course it is ridiculous to say I am not a slut after I just finished blowing him and I pictured how I must look saying that with lipstick smeared all around my mouth. But I felt a little less slutty for saying it and maybe he will cum on my face next time. He just grunted, told me to have the money by Thursday and left. Then I went to play with my treasure. I drank it back into my mouth and used my finger to scrape out the last bits and gobbled them up. Then I spit it on the glass coffee table and then licked it up again, over and over again, pretending that someone was forcing me to do it and rubbing my boobs in the mess. I brought my make-up mirror out from my room so I could see myself and that made me cum. I even started talking to myself, telling myself how sick I am and how disgusting I looked and how pathetic I am, and that made me cum some more. I don't understand why being so disgusting and gross turns me on so much, but it does. Part of me thinks I should get counseling, but I don't want to. First of all I could never face someone and tell them what I am telling you, but also, I don't want to stop doing these things. I know they are sick, but I really enjoy them. Anyway, I have to go to work now so I am going to have to swallow this and clean everything up. It is mostly all just foamy spit now anyways.

There, all gone.

Bye for now,

Betty

From: "Richard the Prick"
Date: Sun Feb 4, 2001 10:42 pm
Subject: unsubscribe

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From: betty b
Date: Sat May 26, 2001 5:55 pm
Subject:

HI I have to talk to somebody aghin so here ia m again. I m drunk so this is really hard to type but I just had such a horrilbe day that I have to tell someone. I think the last time I wrote Ferbuary or March and I guess I have been pretty happy since then cause I have'nt felt like i needed to write. I have had lots of meetings with my super and that was okay. He does nt even bother about wheater I owe him rent now he just comes over when ever he feels like it on schoolday mornings and I do it for him. But see the thing is that even though I ghet turned on sucking his cosk adn masturbating with a mouth or face full of spe4rm after it isn't really what i want. Wehn ecver iam masturbaating i a lways fantazise about sucking off young guys . Ever since tihs stupid stupid ffantasy of mine started it was always about young guys usuing me . the super5 was just who was available so I tried to get what i really want and it all turned out werong today. I have been palnning thia for a while and have been coming into work late for a couple of week fairly often so that I could try same blakmail thing that I did with my super. The manager is a the owners son and he is only in his mid twenties and I have been fantasizing about sucking his cock for a while. H is an okay guy and I thought he would go for it beceause i had so Muc h sucssess with the super but it didnt work. he has spoken to me beforte about being late and todya he called me into his office and I figgured that today would be the day so when I follewsd hikm to the poffice I undid the top button on my uniform and then when he went to shut the door I guess I was nervous and not thinkign cause I undid anouther one which was too nuch and may have been the thing that ruinied it all. He stated teoll ing me about being late and even though I had planned for this becasue I knew from the super that I eowuld have to plann for it I was not really ready for it today ans was really nervous but I remembered to go onto my knees and to begg him and say that I would do anything. but he jus tlookeed at me funny so I tolld him I would suck his cock for him. I just came right out and said it. It was I think I am getting used to being a slut becasue of being used by my super and getting used to having sperm on my face. But any way he just looked at me for a while and then said " Is that what this is all about? he said he had been wondering why after all this time I had suddenly started comint in late and asked me if that was why. if it was just an exuse to offer "oral services . I didn't know what to say I couldnt think of a way to deny it but I could say yes either so I just staued there blushing but he kept asking me untiol I finally admoitted that that was why. then he asked me if that was why my uniform was unbuttoned because I want to show him my breasts and I was so humiliated that I wanted to cry but and I coouldnt even speak but I nodded my head yes. So he said thatif I wanted to show them I should take it right off. and I did! blushing so hot that my face and chest tingled and I could feel my heart pounding. So then I was kneeling in front of him just in my bra and he said I could take it off if I wantedand I suddenly got nervous showint this young guy my droopy boobs but I did it and he laufghed. Not a lot, just sort of a snort mut I suddenly felt awfull. totally stupid a 41 year old woman showing her saggy boobs to a young guy like him. What did I expact? BUt he was leannign on his desk right in front of me so I thought he would still want me to suck his cok but his eyes were laughing at me adn he took a picture off his desk and held it for me to see and said he did not think I had met his girlfriend. She was really very beautifl. A slim young girl who could have been a moddel and I knew how stupid I mu st look to him. He told me that she took very good care of him so he did not really need me to suck himSo then he said instead of me succking his cock to keep my job he had a different suggestion. He would let me keep my job if I would start coming in on time. I started crying then. I felt so stupid. So undesireable. I just want to crawl awy and die. He to ld me to go back to work then. I don't know how I finishe dthe day. I wanted to leave and never go back but I need the job. I felt sick all day. Then when I got home I just wanted to have a quite nervous breakdown but chris was ther with his girl friend and I just could not face them so I went out to the italian restaurant around the corner. I don;t normally drink but I thought a glas of wine with dinner might help me calm down and then I had another. I know I had threee, but maybe more. The waitres brought over a shooter and said it was from the guy at the bar. I looked at him and he had one too and held it up in a toast but I really did not want it, but then he looked disapointed and this exchange of looks across the restaurant kept until I felt like I had to I felt like I had to so I drank it. Also, he had made me laugh and it was the best I had felt since this morning. But then theree was another shooter and then he was sitting at my table and we had more .