Are you nervous?

Hi, im Travis. This is the story of when I told my best friend who happened to be bi and hot my I add, that I was gay. Or should I say I showed him I was gay? Well it all started when I started to like him.. not boys in general, just him. His name is Brandon by the way. Anyway before I start let me just tell you this guy was HOT. Like damn how could he NOT have a boyfriend already, hot. He had black hair that fell in front of his bright green eyes, he was tall and built like a football player. To top it all off he had his lip pierced. You cant tell me thats not hot. As for me im an average Joe, I have blonde hair and blue eyes, im skinny, almost too skinny. Well on with the story.. We were 19 just so you know, we're 20 now. 

I was on the phone with him because I was bored. " Come to my appartment to watch the game, you said you weren't doing anything" I said. " Yea, alright when does it start?" " Dude, it started already.. so get your ass over here" " Fine, chill out" the bastard hung up without even saying bye.. not like it matterd. I turned on the big screen to the game so it would look like I was watching it. I never really was a football fan, but I knew he was. I went in my fridge and pulled out 2 beers. I was aware that 19 was not a suitable drinking age but hey, my roomate was 21 so it's his fault. It's our little secret. " Finially Brandon's here, that boy doesn't know how to put his foot on the gas!" I said to nobody in perticular. I ran to the door and opened it, handing him a beer. Forgive me for being excited. He accually looked hotter then yesterday if that was possible. He was wearing GIRL jeans and a band T-shirt, like the simplest thing can look awsome on him. I was glad he didn't notice me looking him up and down. He stepped inside and made his way the the couch. " Whos winning?" " Eagles I think" " Dammit!" guess he wasn't an Eagles fan. I sat sort of far from him on the couch.. I didn't plan to stay on there anways. 

After we finished our beers and the game had ended, I shut the T.V off. Enough of this stalling. " You want to play a game?" I asked, sounding like a 15 year old school boy. " Sure, what kind of game?" " Lay on the floor" " What?" " Just do it Brandon.. lay on the floor on your back" Lucky for me this boy was 'easy' he did what I told him to. He was at least 160 pounds of pure muscle and me a mere 125 pounds of bone, it made me feel sort of dominant when he obeyed me. I knelt down beside him on the floor. " Ever played ' Are you nervous'?" I asked innocently. " No, what the fuck is that?" I knew he was bi and he knew I knew, so this worked. I placed my hands, one on each of his knees. " Are you nervous?" I asked. " Oh! I get it.." he smiled at me. " ..Nope" I slid my hands further up his legs. " Are you nervous?" " No " Further up his thighs " What about now?" He shook his head. I liked this.. alot. I placed one of my hands on his 'area' through his tight jeans. I could FEEL him. " Nervous?" " Um. No" yes he was. Such a bad lier. I rubbed him gently for a little. " Now are you?" He shook his head. " When's it my turn?" he asked. What school boys you sounded like! " Now" I said taking my hands from his 'privet region' and layed myself on my back on the floor. 

He did the same as I did before. I replyed with a ' hell no' each time. But he still thought that I was straight. Yes, Brandon was always a thick head. He didn't really notice. It was until he took the extra step after he rubbed me through my own MEN's tight jeans that he unbuttoned my jeans and pulled the zipper down. " Are you nervous?" I desided to lie. " Um, sort of" I was a good lier, or he was just stupid. " Sorry" he whisperd. I shook my head. " Come here you horny bastard" I said, grasping the back of his neck and crashing his lips to mine. The feeling of his lip ring was cold but I liked it. I acually played with it for a while before he opened his mouth and let me slide my tongue in, exploring every inch there was. His hair tickled the side of my cheek, I pulled away. I lifted his shirt off above his head. " You nervous?" I smirked. " Fuck no" he said tugging at my own shirt. I put my arms up and let him take it off even though I haddn't planned to. 

As you can easily figure out, one thing led to another and finially what I had thought about happning... did. He said what I knew he'd say. And it was sort of cute. Made me so fucking hard. " Are you nervous?" I asked. " Yes" he said almost so I couldn't hear. I had removed the last piece of clothing on him and he admitted he was nervous. I liked this game. " Why are you nervous?" I asked stroking the sides of his cheeks, brushing the strands of black hair behind his ears. " I.. I've never really been naked in front of a guy like this before" he said softly. " Dont worry.. your beautiful" I whisperd running my finger down his chest. He gave me a reassuring smile letting me know he was ready to go a bit further. I really didn't think it was going to get much further then this.. but now that it had there was no turning back and I didn't want to. Being on the bottom did have some disadvantages. 

I for one HATE to be teased. But here I was on the floor of my den, having my beck being BITTEN, licked, kissed, and everything inbetween. I always knew his 'emo' look had to have it's ways of deciveing me... After a while I seriously couldn't take it anymore. " Please.. stop teasing me.. just fucking do something.. anything" I barly got out. He smiled a seductive smile and nodded. He kissed down my neck, to my chest, down my stomach and finially to my cock. It needed some sort of attention or I'd cry. Seriously. He wrapped his mouth around the tip of it and swirled his tongue around. His lip ring felt amasing. I swear I could have came then and there.. but I held back. " Oh.. god.. Brandon" I moaned. As I gave him a hint I was going to shoot he stopped. " No! Finish what you started!" Damn teaser. He just smirked at me. 

" Please, fuck me" I whinned. I wasn't usually the one to be begging or whinning but this time I was. " Are you sure?" he asked already knwing the answer. " Brandon if you dont... im going to find a way to fuck myself" " Well since you put it that way.." I saw him looking for some lube or anything but I just shook my head. " I dont like it that way. I like it bare back. And hard" his facial expression after I said that was completly priceless. " You serious man?" " Fuck yes, just please.. fuck me.. like now" He nodded. He took his place between my legs, adjusting himself slowly. " Listen Trav, im sorry if I hurt you..." " It's okay.. I like the pain" I wasn't lieing, and damn was this boy NOT small. It was like fucking 8 or 9 inches, never had one quite that big up my ass, but I didn't hate it. He pushed in deeper and started a even pace. " Oh.. Shit" I moaned. " Pleasure and pain Trav.. pleasure and pain" he started to go faster. he had me moaning out of control. " HARDER, FUCK.. FASTER!" I was watching him slam into me, his hands holding on to my waist for leverage. He was grunting and panting, sweat was dripping from his nose and hair. I thought he was going to fucking break me. But he didn't. My nails dug into his sholders as he came inside me, myself spilling all over my stomach. 

He pulled out of me slowly and collapsed on my chest, sweaty and spent. " Holy fuck, Travis.." he panted. " Holy fuck is right, that was fucking amasing" I said, my breathing jagged. His head was on on my chest and he was looking up at me. I brushed his sweaty black hair away and looked deep in those wonderful green eyes of his. He came up to kiss my lips softly. I smiled into the kiss and held onto his back. I needed that, No, he needed that. To be held. I stroked his back a few times trying to calm his breathing. " Brandon..?" I started. " Yeah?" " .. Do you want to be my like.. boyfriend?" I could feel his head nodding against my skin. " Yes" he said softly. 

So that was my wonderful story and currently at this date October 9th 2005 me and Brandon are living in that appartment and my roomate thinks NOTHING of it considdering hes totally straight and he'll be pissed at me later when he finds out. But anyway yea we've not only been best friends since then but it's true, he is my boyfriend of a year and four months :)