Am i gay, or what? : Part 4

Saturday we picked out furniture for the bedroom and living room. they said they'd deliver them Monday. so I used a sick day Monday and waited for them. while I'm perfectly happy with the lifestyle i'm in now,  I can't help wondering what changed me. I was a guy who never thought about guys.

when I saw a guy,  I knew just what he looked like,  but with no thought whether he was good looking or not. so why,  all of a sudden,  did I feel such an attraction to greg? I thought  about it all morning. did something in my life turn me in this direction? thinking back I remembered in high school after gym we'd shower and when I went in I always looked at the other guys cocks. I don't know why. I never had thoughts of sucking them. but now I can recall more about their cocks than their faces. have I been gay or bi all my life and didn't know it? why did
i think greg was so good looking? why did I want to kiss him? now this wouldn't happen,  but if I were in bed with any other good looking guy,  would I enjoy the sex? maybe, with time, i'll forget these questions and accept what I am,  or what i've become. i'm happy with greg. I love him.

the delivery truck arrived about 2 o'clock and unloaded. it wasn't real expensive stuff but it looked really good. now greg can fuck me on a real bed!! greg called to say he was going to his  dad's to get his things,  so he'd here be here later. so I made up our bed,  straightend up the place, then showered. I didn't want to get dressed right then. I just walked around naked, enjoying being here,  free from my ex and her drug addict freeloaders. greg got here about 5:30. he'd  showered and did his laundry there before he loaded up and left. so we unloaded and went out to eat. when we got back greg started kissing me and said,  there's something I want to do to you.

i was wondering what that could be. we'd done everything before. but I told him do anything you want sweetheart. we stripped and he took me to the bathroom and had me sitting on the counter with my legs apart. I thought he was going to fuck me there,  but he got out a small pair of scissors,  a razor,  and shave cream and went to work on my pubic hair. i'd never been shaved,  but didn't mind if he did that. the feel of his hands on me made my cock so hard. soon I was free of hair from my navel down including my ass. he got a washcloth and cleaned me up,  then sucked my hard cock some while he fingered my ass. then took me to the bed.

I lay there wile he sucked my  nipples and licked my body all the way down to my cock and my balls. he kissed and licked my cock and ball sack, then on down to my ass. he tongued my ass some then moved up to my cock. my head felt light as he sucked my cock. I closed my eyes and shut out the rest of the world. greg's warm,  wet mouth was giving me pleasure like i'd never had until I met him. I felt my orgasm coming. my body trembled and I pushed my hips toward his face and my cum started spurting into his mouth.

I think I shot more cum than I ever had. my orgasm was so intense that it made my prostate ache all the way to my ass. it was like a wonderful,  pain. I loved the way it felt. when it subsided greg kissed me and ran his hand over my smooth body,  while I recovered.

i reached down as we kissed and felt my shaved body. greg said,  you like it? I told him it feels so good. I should have did that a long time ago. then I went down on him and sucked his cock until I got a nice load of his cum. I think I was addicted to it. i've thought of licking mine from his lovely ass after I've fucked him. maybe next time I will. right now I want him to fuck me and I told him forget the lube baby. just do it. I got on my knees and he stuck that nice joystick in me. it hurt a little as that nice mushroom head entered my ass,  but when he started stroking it felt really good.

I had to say,  oh yes baby! fuck me! he kept pounding my ass until he filled my ass with his cum. as he pulled out,  I felt some run down on my balls. that's one thing I like about greg. he always shoots a big load. my last orgasm had been so intense I knew i couldn't cum again right now. I needed a little more time. so I cleaned his cum off me and we got dressed and went out for a couple of beers. no one knew we were lovers,  so greg took us to a gay club where we wouldn't run into anyone from around here. greg had been there,  so he knew some
of the guys. one of which he said he'd had sex with a couple of times. he said I hope that don't bother you. I told him it won't unless I think your in love with the guy. I don't want to lose you. he kissed me and said,  don't worry baby. your the guy I love. I didn't make love with him.

we just had sex. I kissed him to reassure him it was ok. I knew I wasn't his first. but he knows i'd never had anyone but him. we had one more beer and went home. it was about 10. I knew we had to get up early. i stripped to my shorts,  but he took everything off. he said,  you sleep in those.

i always sleep nude. so I shed them, and said,  from now on I will too. we got into bed and i started fondling his cock and balls. his cock got hard and I went down and sucked another load of cum from this awesome hunk of man meat. I swallowed all his cum and came back up and told him I know it's late but i'd like to fuck you. he said i'm yours baby. fuck me. he got on his knees and I pushed my cock into his nice ass. I fucked him hard. I knew he liked it by the sounds he made.

I thought again about tasting my cum,  and when I pumped my load in his ass,  I pulled out and went down, licking him, and stuck my tongue in his ass. working it around hoping to get all my cum. he said,  oh yeah. I love when you do that. I pulled my tongue out then back in getting as much as I could. he said,  i'm gonna cum. I stopped and turned him over took the head of his cock in my mouth. he jacked it hard a couple of times and shot his load in my cum hungry mouth.

he kissed me and told me,  your a great lover. I thanked him and got up and went in the bathroom. i brushed and rinsed. tonight the taste was good. but I knew tomorrow it wouldn't be. when I  came back to bed he was asleep. softly I said,  good night love. I flipped off the light and drifted off to sleep.

*** (if you like this,  please watch for part 5)