A true holiday love story

My story began in 2001 when I went on holiday.

When I was there I visited my friend (more like my brother), that is helping his friend out in the shop and next to that shop there was a jewellery shop, from my first visit came out a god from that shop, well I guess he was working there, this god was so irresistible and so loving type of person, and that was the time when I have ever seen a boy like that before, And I loved that boy to the point where I didn’t move my feet from there, and it has got to the point where I wake in the morning not even bother to have breakfast and just go there and say hello of some sort.

It has got to the point where my family social life has disappeared.
And from that moment I was in love with a boy that I didn’t know the name of.
I knew that he can only see me as an ordinary visitor and going back to my country, but I was looking at our sighting to be more than that.

I just love him very much, to the point where I would never stay away and would even sacrifice my self just to be with him forever. Of course the three weeks went by as I got used to being there and just seeing his face in the mornings and the afternoon, but there is always a consequence of punishment where I will go back to England, but I just didn’t see that. He did do some generous thing to me like, offering me food and other stuff, and I was more in love with this boy than anything else, well he was 1 year older that me, he was born on the year 86 and I was born on the year 85 and we had the same birthday date.

Couple of days before I went back to England I have taken some snapshots using my camera in his shop and it was me, him and his workmate.

On the day before I was going home to England I just said normal goodbyes and went with my brother mate to my house and while I was saying goodbyes he has given me something very valuable to me it was a band he has taken from his hand and still look at it now, and every time I look at it I just see him and his lovely face in the pictures I have taken, like I said while me and my friend going back home I asked his to ask my love a for a phone number of his. And gave him something to give him for a souvenir, and it was a pen from heaver castle, and of course he just given him the pen and asked him for the phone number. And the next day, that last day I have got his phone number and I was as happy as ever and in the same time as sad as ever.

The summer day are over and now is time to get back to school, first year in a six form.
Two or three days later I phoned and spoke to him for a long time and from my phone bill and I just feel very unhappy to put the phone down.
Those first days I would just go to bed and dream and cry while I’m listening to sad song.

I would speak to him almost every day, using my phone card or the house phone, and off course international phone calls are very expensive, and at the end of the month the phone bill came at as huge as 500 pounds and it was about 100 pound are just my phone calls from me to him.
One day in April I phoned him and his sister picked up the phone and said he will be back at about 8 o’clock , so at exactly 8 o’clock and 3 minutes I phones him and his sister picked up the phone and said that he has just left the house with his nephew, so I just said thank you and put the phone down. And just had my heart stopped in half and wished that I have never new him but I still love him as much. But I didn’t call him after that until I went for holiday on the month of July, and every thing has changed of course.

He started to work in a different town and my brother mate works in a different town as well, and first of all I went to my usual place to stay and there was an unexpected crush over a boy and he as well was the same age and after knowing him I started to seep with him, and when we had a night out some family member of mine he did thing that just turned me on, he started to play with my hair and from that moment I was ready to make the next move when we got together we have slept together in a separate room as traditions woman and men sleep I different separate rooms and the first day I slept next to him I started to do things, and it was kissing and touching each other. It felt so good and I was so into it because it was my first time experience and just liked to do it every day and because I loved him I did any thing like buying him stuff on town and one day we went to the shop and asked me about a nice shirt and I just made a deal with him if I pay his shirt he will give me back the money when his dad comes back from work sometime next week, and he looked so gorgeous in that shirt, of course he had a girl friend and she would do any thing to just keep him away from me, and of course she didn’t know what we were doing in the bedroom at night.

I learned a great experience when we were together, and learned how to roll my tongue in his mouth and I expect he liked it too.
The time has come where his dad didn’t come back from work so they had to leave back home and he said he will bring the money back.
Did I mention that he had a problem with his testicles, they were growing and swelling fast and I was just terrified to her that and he trusted me to tell me his problem. And just all I can to take him to hospital and would stay in hospital with him waiting in the queue for about five to six hours and that’s how much I liked him.

Like I said it was time to go back home and promised me to get the money back as soon as possible and I stupidly believed his and on the second day past the deal time I went there and got my money back, but his excuse was he wasn’t well and I think my stupid heart believed him.
Back to my lover, on the last day in holiday my brother mate offered me to just show me where he works only if I go with him to meet a friend, he said it will only take five minutes.

So I took my camera to just take some photos of me and him as a souvenir and see what he is like.
Off course my brother mate was lying because it turned out to be his friend’s party and I was invited. So I just went to the party and on the way to another invitation I said why don’t you just go past the shop so I can just say hye and take few photos.

He said ok and stopped by the shop, the shop was open and when I got there he has just finished work and gone home, I was very disappointed, in the fact I couldn’t see my only love.

We went to the party and I had a good time there and then they offered me to go to the beach with and they said that the beach is so great at night. So I just agreed and on the beach he was there in his scooter and stopped for his mate to get him on the back of the bike, and I didn’t see him but my brother mate has seen him and called out there he is and I couldn’t believe my ears and when I saw him I couldn’t believe my eyes, and I was so surprised.
We said why don’t you follow us but because we were in the car and the car was so faster than the scooter he couldn’t catch up and I have lost him.
And from that moment I started to think about him and started to remember the old days.

On the way back home in the car I was listening to music that just revelled all my problems and just remembered every minute and so I just started to have a couple of cigarettes and just wonder in space, and Avery one in the car was so surprised to not hear a word from my mouth and they were very puzzled.
I got home and asked my brother mate to just stay with me until the next day comes and when I go back home and he didn’t mind that.
I bought some cigarettes and put them in the bag and get my stuff ready and just pack and spend the last few hours thinking about him.
And I couldn’t sleep until it was 3 o’clock in the morning and the taxi has arrived to take us to the airport and I just said a few goodbyes and just got in the car and went and it was very hard for me because saying goodbyes to someone is very difficult and that was the end of the second year in the holiday.
Whene I got back to England I started college. And one night after that I rang him and explained that he couldn’t catch up to us in his scooter and on the day I rang him and his sister said that he was with his nephew he was sorry but he hasn’t seen his nephew for ages. So one more time I got back to my heart and said, “o.k.”

And at the same time I said to him that I will not ring as many times, and he answered no why don’t you ring some time and I said well, and just ended the conversation and I felt that said something right once in my life.

The reason I said that is because I made a fool of my self, talking to him almost every night and just start to have some personality and believe in my self.
Weeks went by I rang him and his sister replied that will only be back from outside about 11 o’clock so I didn’t ring back. But more weeks went by I rang him at exactly 11 o’clock and his sister said wait he is here but I don’t know if he is asleep and she went and back she said no he is asleep so I thanked her and put the phone down.

And thought well this is enough I cant take it any more, I mean one minute he is out side and the other is asleep, and I just thought that it was one of those things where he I just trying to keep away.
And then realized and to express my feelings I just wrote this document to just make me feel better.
And thought I will just move on and get on with my life, because life doesn’t stop it goes on, and so will I.

Thanks for reading this document, and I appreciate it very much if you would reply with some tips, because u might be experienced, and should I ring him again.