A Spy too Far

Later that day Tony was visited by two civilians who introduced themselves as military police. He assumed that this was another name for Gestapo. The first question was "Herr Nash can you please explain how Fraulein Helga Niemeyer was shot please?
"Yes Mein Herr I would have shot her, for shooting my wife." Tony went on to explain that the partisans must have shot her when they burst into the apartment.. They listened in silence Then the younger one said.
"You admit you would have shot a German citizen Mein Herr?"
Tony replied.” That is so, but Frau Helga Niemeyer also shot a German citizen, my wife. She was married to an SS officer before, and had German nationality, and I loved her. But I did not know at the time and did not get the chance."
His reply seemed to satisfy them, and Tony recognised there was no point in admitting to a murder when it was not necessary.
Fraulein Reidel His nurse standing at the door suddenly disappeared, only to return a few moments later with a civilian, who took the police outside the room and talked to them. Tony could see through the window that he was laying the law down. He assumed , or hoped rather, that knowing his importance it would not be worth their while to make an issue of it, and, so it turned out, they eventually returned to re-assure him that no charges were to be placed, and after some pleasantries, they left without further comment, and Tony heard no more about the incident during his convalescence.

He was pleasantly surprised to find that he was given the same nurse to look after him. Apparently she only had him to look after, being a selected nurse who only looked after high ranking party members who were hospitalized
He was to his surprise occasionally visited by Janine but always Frauliein Reidel stayed in the room with them. He was also visited by some tailors who had been given the task of making his new uniforms, and two Gestapo officers, who visited him three times, and who quizzed him very carefully, and very patiently over the reasons for his defection, and a lot of general questions of military significance bout the navy, but Tony had been primed and had quite a bit he could give them.. They took details of his relatives in Berlin, and his relations with Anne-Marie, and Janine. Tony told them that they had been very much in love, and he missed her terribly. They were obviously aware that she had been a double agent. Janine had them a bit mystified, and it seemed everyone had assumed that she had been trying to help him escape from the partisans when he had been shot. .
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The time came when Tony was allowed out of bed, and then, with the aid of a stick and accompanied by his nurse, and very occasionally Janine as well, he was allowed to walk in the grounds of the hospital. He was not encouraged to mix with other patients, and he was kept almost totally isolated. The fact that Janine was still allowed to visit him was a mystery to him, but the fact that she had been with him when he had been shot, and she had stayed and tried to help him when he was injured, was the only reason that they could think was why her visits were tolerated. They assumed that she was loyal to the occupying Nazi’s.

It was obvious his so-called defection was of vital importance to the Third Reich and that was taking priority.

Next Chapter 8

Tony Meets a New Love
Chapter 8

Tony was now seriously anxious about how he would get back home to the UK. He knew that his name would be reviled all round the free world, and this troubled him, especially as it had all been for nothing. For the first time he began to realise just how much his defection might affect morale back in the UK In hindsight, he now wished that he had refused the assignment in the first place. The fact that he had been given only seconds to make up his mind, seemed in hindsight rather unfair. At this time he did not know why the operation had been called off, and it seemed that his life and that of Anne-Marie had been put in jeopardy for no good reason.

The thought struck him, that if he could not get out of Germany, and the invasion of Europe took place while he was still in Germany, he could be captured, and put on trial as a deserter, and traitor by the British or the Russians. Who would believe him? He had to trust that the people who had sent him would still be in their jobs, and still alive to get him out of trouble. He felt very much alone in enemy territory, and common sense told him that he would not be completely trusted by anyone in the Nazi regime. They were not that stupid. The only thing he could do, would be to go along with the charade, and hope that somehow, somewhere, opportunity would come his way.

Soon the time came, when he was told he was fit enough to leave hospital, and that he would be going to a recuperation centre. His wounds had fortunately healed quite quickly, and he very politely said goodbye, and thanked the nursing staff for being so good to him. He did not know, if or when he would ever meet Janine again, as he had not heard from her for a few days.

He was helped reluctantly by another wounded naval officer, who helped him get used to his new uniforms, and so resplendent in his new naval uniform, he was taken by car, closely escorted by two motor cycle outriders and two drivers to the convalescence centre. It was a long exhausting ride to the Black Forest, and his spirits sank the longer the journey took, as he knew that he was going to be a long long way away from the coast. Each hour took him farther and farther away from home and escape. Getting back to England now seemed a forlorn hope.

He realised too that he was still not fully fit, as he found the journey very exhausting, and he slept fitfully for a large part of the way. It was a long boring tedious journey through very wet winter countryside with occasional stops. His escort would not even let him go to the toilet alone, He was guarded at nights by one of his drivers when they stopped at hotels. None of his escort seemed inclined to socialise with him, and so during the journey he got increasingly very lonely and slightly depressed.

The rain fell constantly for the whole of the journey. They had to have an extra escort through Holland because of the threat of partisan activity directed at him. The underground fighters knew that if they could capture or kill him,. it would help redress the damage that had been done by his defection. It was pointed out to Tony by the officer in charge of the escort, that he was now a number one target on the partisans' hit list.

It took them three days to complete the whole journey. He arrived rather exhausted, and found that he was in a rehabilitation unit for German Officers, in a little town called Unterjoch near the German Swiss/Austrian border. There were about forty officers from the different services, who had been wounded, or had been seriously ill, at the centre. The hostel had been a Gasthaus at one time and was made of timber

Although it was not officially a Lebensborn hostel, there were a number of girls, who he understood were on the Lebensborn programme, who were resident, and who had been paired up with some of the officers. As soon as they were pregnant, he understood that they would be shipped out, and replaced by fresh volunteer girls, who were willing to provide pure Aryan children for the fatherland. When he was approached by the head nurse, he found that he had been paired up with a very blonde and a very actively fit girl whose name was Mona.

Tony was pleasant to her, and enjoyed her company on a social basis, she looked after his welfare in most other ways, but he pleaded that he still suffered some discomfort from his wounds, and did not feel that he could do her justice in the bedroom. She was not happy at his rejection. He felt that in the past few weeks, he had slept with too many women for a variety of reasons, and to some extent after the tiring journey he was feeling rather disinterested.

His rejection of Mona was not received very well by other officers, and increased his isolation from the rest of the officers who greeted him with suspicion. One officer said in his hearing that “Good German Fraulein’s were not good enough for English traitors.” Tony ignored this comment, and other similar snide remarks made in his hearing..

He enjoyed the views, and the fresh air of Unterjoch when the rain stopped, and he went for little strolls in the village, always with an escort, stopping for an occasional beer at a local Gasthaus bar. Being in a mountain range, and quite high above sea level, the rain had turned to snow quite early, and some of the officers were allowed to go skiing. Tony had been very nervous about being allowed to mix freely for the first time with other German Officers; he had not been sure what sort of reception he would receive. But usually his appearance in the dining room was met with a sudden deafening silence, as other officers turned to look at him, and then went on eating. Pointedly ignoring him.

In fact he soon found that he received a very mixed reception, many of the officers just ignored him, or made very sarcastic remarks in his hearing about traitors. It all came to a head one day when one army officer actually stopped in front of him, barring his way out of the dining area, and called Tony a traitor to his face. He said "Herr Nash many brave men die on both sides in this war no-one likes war, but very few are gutless enough to change to the winning side halfway through. I am told you won the Victoria Cross. I have no doubt, that you have killed many of my countrymen, who were, or are German heroes in doing that. Mein Herr in my opinion you are utterly contemptible you should be shot.."

Before Tony could make any sort of reply, a soft female voice spoke from just behind him "No doubt Herr Nieumier, I am sure the Fuhrer will be glad to hear your opinions, especially speaking to a senior officer in that manner,. I will make sure your observations come to his personal attention. It takes a brave man to change sides in a conflict like this, and it seems to me, that you have a very loose mouth, and are totally unaware of the circumstances of this case. Perhaps you feel safe enough behind your desk in a Wehrmacht pay office, to voice such an opinion, but I am sure that a man with such outspoken views about heroics, will be a most welcome addition in a fighting unit.. So Mein Herr I will gladly pass your comments and your unbounded enthusiasm for active service on to the proper authorities."

The army officer concerned scampered away, looking very unsure of himself. Turning Tony saw the reason why. He found himself face to face with one of the most elegant, and gorgeous women he had seen for a very long time. She was quite tall, slim and a very beautiful specimen of German womanhood. She smiled at him showing perfect white teeth.
"Guten Abend Herr Nash, ich bin Frau Elizabeth von Epp"
She was dressed in a fawn raincoat, which was soaked by the almost constant rain. Her face was flushed, and her eyes sparkled in anger, obviously leading to her outburst at the unfortunate officer who had been on the receiving end of her displeasure. Taken by surprise, Tony bowed slightly, and taking her gloved hand he kissed it. She blushed slightly, and turning towards the silent group of officers who were close enough to be watching and listening to the conversation. "For your information gentlemen Herr Nash won the Victoria Cross, for his bravery in saving lives, by defusing a mine lodged on the casing of the submarine he was serving on at the time, not for taking lives, as our desk bound hero here has suggested. Herr Nash has also spent most of his childhood here in Germany, his mother was German, and he went to school in Berlin for many years. He has a Grand mother in Berlin, and many other relatives as well. Some of whom are serving in the Waffen SS. I note that you all seemed to agree with Herr Nieumier, so I will pass all your names along with his."

Turning to Tony she smiled, and said in quite a loud voice. "I apologize for my lateness Herr Nash, and for the ungentlemanly remarks of some of our desk bound heroes, but I was delayed because of the weather. I was sent by the Fuhrer, to take you to Berlin when you are fit, to see your grandparents, and then we will go on to Burchesgarten when you are fully fit. My uncle the Fuhrer, is looking forward to meeting you and talking to you in great depth, as is of course Grand Admiral Doenitz."

As her remarks were absorbed by the watching Frau Elizabeth were left all alone. Turning towards Tony again, she said. "Perhaps Herr Nash you will be kind enough to escort me to dinner, after I have had a chance to have a bath and change. I understand that I am in the adjoining room to yours" Tony was only too pleased to accept her invitation, and for her support, and together they walked back to their rooms on the second floor. Later they had a very pleasant dinner, and he found that Elizabeth was very pleasant and interesting company. She had a good command of English, although Tony insisted that they spoke German, as he needed to bring his German up to speed. She kept the conversation on a very light level, and during the following week they became almost inseparable. They had most of their meals together, and they walked and talked for hours in the adjoining forests and mountains. Very often ending up in a nearby Gasthaus by a mill pond for a meal.

The attitude of the other officers at the centre changed rapidly, especially when they understood how highly he was apparently being regarded by the Nazi regime and the Fuhrer personally. She told Tony that she had been sent especially to look after him, but as their friendship developed he got several significant hints, that she was looking for a much closer relationship, he decided however, to play dumb, and see what happened. They had the use of a military car and driver, and they enjoyed driving to the adjoining forests, and walking in the woods in the area of Ulm. A trip to nearby Austria was also very enjoyable However when he suggested a trip across the border to St Gallen, in Switzerland that request was politely refused with a smile.

She told him that she was a war widow, having had her husband killed in the Battle of Britain over England. He was surprised to find that she did not seem to show any bitterness towards the British, or him personally for it. Eventually he explained to her, that he had been married to Anne-Marie, for just short of three weeks and that she had been assassinated on the orders of the Gestapo. He explained that shortly after the marriage both he and Anne Marie found that they were in some ways rather incompatible, they had married in haste and they had both agreed privately, that perhaps they should not have married.. Of course Tony knew this was far from the truth, but he thought it was probably the right thing to tell Elizabeth at the time. ”I admit I did have some feelings for her and she helped me defect, without her it would have been virtually impossible..”

Gradually, despite Tony's reservations, romance gradually entered into their relationship, although Tony held back from making any overt moves, and tried hard not to get involved. But Elizabeth was a master of seduction, and she made all the first moves, and after two or three nights of exchanging kisses in the hallway before retiring to bed, she eventually pulled him into her bedroom.

Although Tony made a faint but futile protest, as Elizabeth turning swiftly undid his jacket throwing it on to a chair and then she undid his belt and pushed his pants to the floor. "Herr Nash why have you been hiding this from me" She said as she reached down and started fondling his erection. He needed no more of an invitation, as he took her in his arms, kissing her passionately, feeling her breasts pressing into his chest. She pushed him away, as then they both swiftly undressed. He pushed her back gently on to the bed, wanting her so much, Elizabeth smiled invitingly up at him; her beautiful blonde hair splayed out across the pillow made her look so inviting...She opened her arms in invitation as she said "Come to me Anthony dear. Let's see just how good you really are." As Tony joined her on the bed, her hand unerringly pointed his cock as she guided him inside her, she moaned softly and invitingly as Tony gently pushed deep inside her. Then she whispered. "No Mein Liebchen, it's been such a long time for me, let me come on top."

She rolled him on to his back, without losing him. She sat up straight letting her weight drop back down on to his cock, very slowly bringing a myriad of mind blowing sensations. Then she leaned over to kiss him, behind the curtain of her blonde hair that hung down around their faces, her body swaying slowly and rhythmically as she moved. Her kisses were wet and extremely passionate and Tony quickly realised that this lady was no novice.

She rode up and down his cock, pushing them both closer and closer to the brink of orgasm with each careful stroke. Then she leaned right back, her hands resting on the bed behind her, and he could feel his cock pushing right into her, at a slightly different angle, bringing a whole new range of sensations and responses that raced through their bodies, quickly initiating the climax that came simultaneously.

For a few moments they clung on to one another, enjoying the sensations that washed over their bodies. Eventually she slumped forward onto him, smiling and passionately kissing his face, as she tried desperately to get her breath back, while Elizabeth desperately gripped tightly on to the last inch of his straining cock.

The rest of the evening and the following night was a time Tony would remember for years to come, as time after time they brought each other to new peaks of passion, and to new heights of ecstasy. Time after time he tried and managed to slow her down, carefully prolonging their heavenly agony. That first night it was very late when sleep eventually took hold of them, and the morning was well advanced when they woke. Once again Elizabeth took the initiative. She straddled him, her body covered in perspiration as she sat her weight down on him, forcing his cock right up inside her as far as he could go, she told Tony she could feel his cock touch her deep inside. She stopped moving, trying vainly herself to prolong their act, but it was rolling on to the inevitable, and another fantastic climax, even as she sat still feeling his cock getting even harder and even bigger inside her. It felt too good to stop, and he didn't really want it to. He looked up at her flushed face and he realised that he was in danger of developing strong feelings for this beautiful lady. When she felt Tony begin to gush inside her, she had no option but to follow him into the waves of pleasure, as her muscles gripped his pumping cock desperately trying to prolong the ecstatic agony.

When it was done, he felt even bigger inside her than when they had started, and Elizabeth was a little sore as she eased up off of him. She contentedly laid her head on his shoulder.
"Mein Liebchen we must go down for breakfast, and we also need to bathe. I am starving" She said. They hardy talked at breakfast in the deserted dining room, and when he did look as though he was about to say something. She hushed me up saying quietly.' "Not here darling walls and waiters have ears."

After breakfast they returned upstairs to get ready for their morning walk. Once they got outside and started walking; Elizabeth hooked her arm in his until they came to a resting place where they sat and then abruptly turning towards him Elizabeth asked quietly.
"Tony will you marry me"
She sensed his hesitation. "Tony I have waited for you to ask me, but it appears that it is now up to me.” Taking her hand he said, "Elizabeth I would marry you today, but I do not want to make you a widow again."
She wrapped her arms round him "You silly man, if we only had a week of our lives together it would still be worth it."

As soon as they got back to the home, Elizabeth phoned the Fuhrer her uncle to give him the news of their engagement, and of course Herr Goebbels quickly used the news as a good propaganda item. The news that a British Submarine ace who had defected to Nazi Germany was to marry a relations of the Fuhrer, hit the world press the next day. From that time on, he was referred to by Lord Haw Haw frequently in his daily broadcasts to Britain, and it did a lot to help sagging morale in Germany. Tony only learned about the vilification, he received in the British and American press much later.

Tony’s sense of frustration at the wasted operation, hit him as his name became prominent in the German Press. He knew full well that he would be receiving a bad press in the UK, and it was frustrating that it was all for nothing. Now he was trapped here in the middle of Germany, and not back in the UK fighting the war where he felt he should be.. It was only very much later, after his return to the UK that he found that the capture by HMS Bulldog of U110 had given the Allies all the German codes they needed.

The tragic thing was when he compared dates; the codes were actually in British hands several days before he had left for the continent, with Anne Marie. Elizabeth and Tony were allowed to stop together for another ten days at the rehabilitation centre, then they were flown to Berlin to meet his grandparents and cousins. Tony was amazed at Berlin. The city was buzzing there was no real shortage of food, and the lights were switched on at night, without any form of blackout. When there was an occasional raid the whole lighting system was switched off at the source. But Berlin was not too worried at being bombarded with leaflets sent by the British Government. It was a city largely free from the worries and tribulations of the war, although now the Royal Air Force was just beginning to become a nuisance. Everywhere he went with Elizabeth, he was followed by the press and he was feted as a hero..

On his second day there the news came through that Germany had invaded Russia. Most people were very excited and full of national pride. His grandfather was quite scathing and said. “The man is a fool - he has just lost the war. Britain is growing stronger with the help of her Commonwealth countries and Russia will suck the blood out of our army. You can not fight a successful war on two fronts.”

His grandmother was his most scathing critic when they were on their own. She said. "It's lovely to meet you again Tony Liebchen, but why join this nest of vipers, and why risk your life. Why did you not stay in England where you are more safe?" His cousins were formally very welcoming. but did not express the same views. His cousin Ernst was a lieutenant in the Wehrmacht and was taking part in the invasion of Russia, Cousin Franz was in the Luftwaffe and even his cousin Greta's greeting was much warmer. She had developed into quite a stunner, with typical Aryan blonde hair and blue eyes and looked every bit an athlete. She was, he was quietly informed attached to the Gestapo. The whole family made a great fuss of Elizabeth on the face of it; Grandma Ursula however, was most scathing quietly. She hated the fact that the rest of her family on the face of it appeared to be supporting the regime, and she did not trust Elizabeth..

"Don't trust any of them and don't marry that vixen if you can avoid it." She whispered. "She is a hidebound Nazi through and through." Gradually, he did begin to wonder about Elizabeth, she seemed very formal at times, and now they had agreed to marry, it seemed that she had achieved her goal, and became a little more formal towards him. It was about the third morning in Berlin that she announced her pregnancy, and that was the morning when the whole family gathered for a press photographic session with Herr Goebbels, and his propaganda crew. Whether she was actually pregnant, or whether it was for propaganda purposes he never knew.

His time in Berlin was largely taken up by visits to war factories to help encourage the workers or speaking to groups of Army or Luftwaffe officers, or groups of the Hitler Youth. He was very disappointed at some of the comments he heard and the anti Jewish sentiments expressed by young people.

It was after the official photograph had been taken and they had moved back in to the house that Tony heard Elizabeth talking privately to Herr Goebbels. "I have carried out my instructions Mein Herr. The man is a tolerable lover, but I can not say as yet I have the same deep affection for him as I had with my husband."
"Fraulein your Uncle is well pleased with you, you are doing well. Please remember any marriage can be annulled quickly with a bullet." The conversation made Tony think a lot more seriously about his position. Whether Elizabeth was just following orders, as the conversation seemed to indicate, or whether there was something more, he could not be sure. He was however, determined to watch his step very closely, and he reflected that it seemed that he was safe until at least until after the marriage. The following day Fraulein Elizabeth left, ostensibly to arrange the wedding, and to resign from her post as a Public Relations officer in Herr Goebbels department. She told Tony that she would be back to take him to meet her Uncle in about fourteen days time.

Tony was left to get reacquainted with his family, and to continue his recovery, without too much outside interference. His second cousin Greta and he, had spent a lot of time together as children, and now she was acting very much as his escort. Greta herself did not seem to have changed too much, despite her supposed link to the Gestapo. She refused to get involved in politics, and warned Tony to keep any political views to himself, she was very good company. They went to a lot of nightclubs together, and film shows, it was inevitable they became quite close, and thoroughly enjoyed each others company. But never once did they discuss politics or his apparent defection.

Next Chapter 9

Chapter 9
Burchesgarten

Elizabeth returned to Berlin as promised, to pick him up for the long trip to the infamous Eagles Nest Hitler’s favourite residence. The trip was both long, and nerve wracking, as Tony was not looking forward to meeting Adolf Hitler, he dare not reflect on his fate, should his true mission be found out now, especially after meeting Hitler, and yet in many ways the journey had its compensations. It was quite wonderful, both from the delightful scenery at the latter end of the trip, and the fact that both Elizabeth and Tony were together for many hours, in a convoy of cars, except for the times they stopped at a pre-arranged Gasthaus’s or Hotels for meals, or for the nightly stops.

Elizabeth seemed to be back to the warm loving girl he had first met at the convalescence centre. Wartime restrictions made the going slower than normal, the roads and the few Autobahns were busy with military traffic, and the periodic changing of their escort seemed to take an enormous time. All the time, about twenty SS Troopers with their notorious death head badges surrounded them, and stood guard over them day and night.

Tony never really found out whether the escort was to protect him or Hitler's favourite niece. The whole trip, and stops were planned with Prussian precision, making due allowance for his convalescence. This had the benefit of allowing Elizabeth, and Tony to have a significant number of "love stops" as they liked to call them. Tony could not forget the conversation he had overheard, but he determined he had to play along with what was happening to him at least for the time being, he just wondered whether Elizabeth herself was also playing a double game.

The problem for Tony now, was that he felt some strong feelings for Elizabeth, and yet his instincts told him he could not really trust her. He knew that he would have to leave her behind, if and when he could get back to England. If of course he could find a way to escape. Tony was in no doubt that to stay here in occupied Europe would go badly for him when the allies eventually invaded, especially, if he was captured by the invading forces. The fact that he had as far as most people knew defected would not go well for him. Tony had no doubt that he would also be treated badly by the public in England when, and if, he could return, but at least his name would eventually be cleared.

They arrived at Burchesgarten in the late afternoon of the fourth day , and were taken to separate rooms in order that they could freshen up. Elizabeth told Tony, that her Uncle Adolf was quite strict when it came to morality, although this did not apply to all the staff, who had their own means of having liaisons, and they would have to be very careful if they were able to make love again during the visit. Tony met the Fuhrer with Elizabeth at dinner that evening. Hitler greeted Tony formally, and Elizabeth effusively. His propaganda chief, Herr Goebbels and photographers were present, also Hitler’s partner Fraulein Eva Braun, who was very nice and obviously fond of Elizabeth, and the cameras were flashing furiously.

They also had two newsreel cameras taking live film of Tony and Elizabeth for the news reels, they were asked to take up affectionate positions for the press, both with Hitler and Eva Braun and on their own. The Nazi hierarchy were making the most of his defection, and the forthcoming marriage. The Fuhrer publicly announced that evening, that he would personally give the bride away, as unfortunately her father was dead. Tony had a long private conversation with the Fuhrer, who asked him many quite astute questions about life in England in wartime. Tony phrased his answers carefully, very aware, that he could land himself in a certain amount of trouble, were he not very careful. He was told quite forcibly how well Germany were doing, and that he could be expected to play an important part later in the occupation of Great Britain. It was hard for Tony not to show his real feelings.
Both Elizabeth and Tony felt a distinct sense of relief when the evening came to an end, and he could relax a little. Tony had no illusions about his security, and he knew that the Gestapo would be watching their every move with great care. However, he thoroughly enjoyed the alpine view from Burchesgarten was incredible, it was well known as the Eagles Nest and the views were absolutely incredible, but it became quite chilly at that altitude as the evenings wore on, and big log fires were lit in all the chalets to keep them warm.

He had a brief meeting with Grand Admiral Karl Doenitz the head of the German U Boat fleet, The Admiral said that he would enjoy having Tony talk to some of his staff, and some of the U Boat captains when he had time at a later date.

They dined with her Uncle the Fuhrer most evenings, and his partner Eva Braun together with various generals, and industrial dignitaries present. Tony quickly became intrigued at the mention of the word Barbarossa which was mentioned in conversation several times. But Tony asked no questions, nor did he show any obvious interest. Several times during discussions it was noted that when he was present and the conversation stopped.

Tony quickly began to get the impression that Hitler trusted no-one, and he obviously delighted in keeping his subordinates at loggerheads. At first Tony thought it was just confused thinking, but then he began to realise, that Hitler did not want anyone to get too much power, as it could threaten his own position.

Tony presumed that the fear of being overthrown at some time in the future was foremost in his thinking. By creating a certain amount of confusion, and confused authority, and no-one knowing who to trust, he was trying to keep any one of his subordinates from being too powerful. Burchesgarten was a lovely place to convalesce and while Elizabeth was with him Tony was relatively happy, but the holiday was almost at an end. After ten days, it was decided that Elizabeth would return to Berlin to her home, to make the final preparations for the wedding. Forty eight hours later, Tony would first of all, go to report to Admiral Karl Doenitz at Oostende, to meet some of his staff , and then subsequently fly back to Berlin, to meet Elizabeth, and her parents, and other close relatives. Then he would stay there for the wedding. It was to be a big affair with massive publicity.

It soon became obvious to him that his usefulness as a naval officer to the Nazi regime was virtually nil. But his usefulness as a propaganda tool was extremely high. Tony paced up and down the room night after night, wondering how he was going to get back to England. Once Fraulein Elizabeth his fiancé had left to go to Berlin. He was feeling very lonely, and isolated here in Burchesgarten, The Fuhrer was pleased that he was marrying his niece, and so was Dr Goebbels, who obviously saw great opportunities for maximizing propaganda, with the wedding and he was being treated very much as an honoured guest. But to carry on any meaningful social intercourse with any of them was futile. Every conversation seemed to end up as a grilling, regarding the war, or conditions in Britain, which was usually followed by assertions, that it was only a matter of time before the Third Reich would be triumphant.

Tony got the impression that many high up Nazi followers, were trying to court his friendship, as he obviously had the ear of the Fuhrer, or so they thought. On his last evening there Tony had packed his few possessions, and his suitcase was waiting by the door for an early start in the morning. He looked out of the window, and the view was beautiful in the moonlight, and for a brief moment he was lost in the beauty of the place. But reality soon came back to him, when their was a knock on my door, and he shouted "Kom", when the door opened, a dark haired, slim and very pretty scantily clad young girl, of about sixteen entered the room accompanied by Dr Ursi Schoke, the not unattractive head of Hitler's security, and Tony assumed an active member of the Gestapo. "Guten Abend Herr Nash we have here a young lady, who has been allocated to spend time with you. She is part of the entertainment programme for the troops here. I hope that she will entertain you, with all the skill that I know she possesses." The girl smiled at Tony shyly, and crossed the room towards him. Guten Abend Herr Nash I have heard so much about you." She said with a slight accent.

"Pleased to meet you Fraulein." Tony responded, giving a bow and clumsily kissing her hand. Dr Schoke smiled at him coyly, and quietly left shutting the door behind her. He turned and sat down on a chair and looked at her. She was a very pretty girl, and he guessed she was a whore, from the brothel reserved for officers and high ranking Nazi officials. "My name is Heidi and I am a Jew. I have been sterilised Herr Kapitan. I am forced to fuck to stay alive, and I can and must satisfy you in every possible way Mein Herr, so you must tell me what you wish me to do for you"

"I want you to do nothing Fraulein, I am betrothed to be married, and I do not wish to be disloyal to my fianc’e. However, if you wish to stop and talk I would be honoured to chat with you." Tony told her. A look of despair crossed her face, "But Mein Herr I will be in trouble if you don't use me. I will probably be sent to the Russian front for the troops, or to a concentration camp. They will think I am not co-operating and I want to stay alive." He felt his cock tighten; he had to admit he was missing Elizabeth badly. "I'd like to make love to you now." Tony told her. "You are very beautiful Heidi, but as I told you I am betrothed."

She walked across the room and took his hand. She was standing just inches in front of him, and Tony gently pushed her away
"Please Herr Nash, help me please." She said as they came together. His self control was gone and he hoped that Elizabeth would forgive him if she ever found out. "Kom!" She whispered, as Heidi pulled him towards the bed. Tony could feel his cock hardening as Heidi held out her hands to him and pulled him to sit down on the bed beside her. Then without warning she came into his arms. Her arms wrapped round his neck as she kissed him. She pressed herself tightly against Tony as they hugged. "Thank you Her Nash." She whispered, pausing briefly.

"She pushed Tony back on the bed and started undressing him. Then she stood in front of him looking down at his now very prominent erection. Then moving quickly she disrobed, and knelt in front of him with her hands behind his head. Tony ran his hands slowly up and down the soft skin of her waist, and then pulled her towards him to kiss her breast. He kissed the soft skin around her erect nipples, and then began gently sucking. She pulled his head hard to her breast, and stroked his hair gently as he suckled her. At the same time he reached down and ran his hands over her shaven groin, carefully inserting his fingers between the wet lips of her sex, she responded very positively as she pressed her hips against his stomach. Tony could feel the moisture between her legs, and as she rocked her hips, her thigh brushed his erect cock. He held her hips, and pushed her gently down while he let go of her nipple, and began kissing his way up towards her neck. His lips tingled with every kiss, and his cock stiffened in anticipation as she then straddled him. She gently brushed the mouth of her vagina against the tip of his cock, and then she slowly dropped her body on to him, gradually engulfing his cock fully inside her. Tony hugged her close, as he felt her vagina sliding down over his cock, then he kissed her under the chin, and they began to move together. She pressed herself tightly against him, and with each gentle rock of her hips, Tony felt his body reacting. She kissed him gently on the lips, and as she gently rocked back and forth on his thighs, her tongue entwined with his. Her hands pulled him tight against her
body as he touched her back, and then she broke the kiss with a moan, and began grinding her hips with increasing passion. He could hear the distant sound of the wind in the trees outside, blending with the pounding of his heart, as she shuddered and sighed in his lap, as she climaxed. She held Tony tight, as she kissed him with unbridled passion on the mouth. She leaned back, a contented look on her face, with her arms still clutching him and smiled a gentle smile. Once again she began pumping herself up and down on his cock. Tony reached for her breasts, fondling them briefly, until the sensation of her engulfing vagina overwhelmed him. His climax was almost overwhelming; as he thrust his cock into her, as she sat down hard in his lap. They came almost together after a few moments and they lay clutched together for a long time as they gradually relaxed in the afterglow of their orgasm.
After a very busy night she left early next morning, kissing him. She thanked him for making love like a gentleman, and not like an animal. As she said goodbye Tony knew that if he had not made love to her, that she probably would never be allowed to leave there alive. He felt so sorry for her.