Total Submission 11

She had had a rough life really, she had been orphaned in her early teens, distant family didn’t want to know, so she had been in local authority care till she was too old for them but by then she had learnt to use her body for both pleasure and gain.

She was no shapely blond bimbo; she was a brown haired, 5 foot 6 inch, wiry, street wise woman with small but attractive tits, few inhibitions and a slewed slant on life. She had few untried sexual deviations, having lost her virginity to the home warden at 13; she had found herself allowing the other inmates use her body in return for either money or favours of one sort or another,

That led to her pregnancy at just fifteen and the birth of a boy child on her sixteenth Birthday who was unfortunately a Mongol, the child being taken into local authority care almost immediately she having no say in the matter. Later the sex scene had kept her alive and if not rich it had fed her, housed and clothed her. The result of all this was a hard headed woman of 22 with little self respect, a strong determination and a chip on her shoulder a mile wide.

She had grown to love pain, including self harm, feeling that she needed to be punished heavily, though for what she really had no definite idea.

She had avoided drugs or alcohol abuse, having seen others go down that road she felt that way led to a woman not being in control, and she very much needed to be “in control” especially of her own punishment and ultimate demise. She in short wished to be used and ultimately to commit suicide, but not just to end her life in some pill taking or a jump from a cliff. She wanted more, she planned to make both money and a statement, to die in such a way that she could leave something not for her-self but for her son as she felt it was all she could do for him, distanced as she was from contact, she also wanted to help the plight of other youngsters in care.

That was why she was here today in Mike Bottomleys `s office negotiating to take part in one of his porn movies, Her friend, one time inmate of the authority home, and her part time lover Simon, working now as her solicitor, sat beside her slowly finalising her wishes into the contract for her. Every tiny detail had been scrutinized as neither he nor Mike wanting to spend time behind bars and he wanted the best for his sometimes partner.

Like any business meeting it was quiet, to the point and sincere but with one huge difference, it was to be one that would include her death and with no special effect trickery either, it was to be a snuff movie to end all snuff movies, in which she knew she would die screaming and in agony after a lot of painful abuse.

They all knew the film would never see the local cinemas, nor even on the porn channels, no this would be for just a few very rich clients who Mike had contacted already, not for them vanilla suck and fuck movies, they were out and out sadists who would pay way over the top amounts to enjoy in some sick perverted way a woman's pain and death.

She had nicknamed them the saddies and only knew them as numbers one to six each individually each not knowing any of the others and spread to all corners of the earth. Mike had sent out to each of them a set of three short film clips she had made, one sitting fully dressed talking about her-self, a short stripping film and one hung securely, naked and being whipped very hard, so they would know the lady they were wishing to snuff and that she had a high pain threshold.

She knew they would not allow it to be a comfortable death, sadists don’t pay for that but knowing the amounts of cash involved for her son Peter`s forthcoming life she was contracting to give herself willingly to there every whim.

The actual contract was with Mike; there would be just eight copies of the final film, one for each of the six Saddies, one for mike and one for Simon who at her request had promised he would show it to Peter if he ever became mature enough to ask about his mother and how she had obtained this mega wealth for him.

Each of the men had now sent in his ideas as to how she be bound and tormented as the final act was too be preceded by an agreed two whole hours of painful torture composed of their instructions edited and coordinated by Mike, it was to include sex with a number of folk including both Mike and Simon.

The saddies had wanted longer but she had negotiated it down to two hours though in return she now could not refuse any scenario they suggested she would know of these beforehand and that was part of today's briefing, Mike presenting his script.

The climax of the film, her final demise would be chosen by her picking a numbered envelope from a hat as she left today. This was so that he could supply the necessary equipment to carry out their wishes, her drawing of the envelope signifying she accepted their terms, though until she presented herself to the set she could walk away all bets off, payment being withheld till she arrived on set and then being transferred to her account once the set was secured.

A doctor would be present to certify death and then would take her body for disposal without fuss.

Only Mike knew of the six methods of snuffing picked by the sponsors, though she would know of the six methods a list being provided, they were not negotiable. They had not set any time limit for that final act, it could be short and sudden, or it could be stretched over a number of hours, she did not expect any mercy.

Mike had printed the methods out singularly and sealed them into six blank envelopes then shuffled them at random.

She would not get to know the method of her demise until it was announced to her one hour after the beginning of her pain. Her executioner and the camera man were to be supplied by Mike, he saying that they both had carried out their roles before and would wear hoods.
The date was set at a fortnight away to give mike chance to get his side covered and the set arranged they concluded the meeting shaking hands as if they had discussed a takeover or a sale.

The proffered hat that held the methods was silently pushed forward, and she picked one, and signed it, Mike withdrawing the rest and shredded them, in her presence, then silently Simon led her away, a copy of the contract and the script in his hand.