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Category: Gay Stories

Author: Karson

We'll I was 21 the first time I had any sort of gay sex. My friend, Kerry was 28 years old and he was the older brother of a friend my age. Kerry made me feel protected and like a badass even though I was a feminine, smooth bodied sissy. I'd always heard stories of him from his younger brother who was my age. He was in to cars, was a head banger and was twice my size and it just didn't make sense to me why he wanted to spend time with me. We'd drink and drive out in the country roads, party, smoke pot and stuff for about a month before he every came on to me. We were alone in the middle of the night in a wooded park at a campsite which was enclosed from site by trees and bushes. It was a safe place to drink out of site without the cops bothering us. We had parked the car and walked about a mile in to the campsite. It was a beautiful full moon August night and we sat on a picnic table as we drank a half case of beer and talked. Then out of nowhere he did something that put me in to complete shock. He got a strange smile on this face and he placed his strong hand on my sissy shoulder. He told me that he had some Vaseline because his cock is so large. I told him I'm not gay however; I was lying. I had discreetly blown a friend before, but that wasn't gay because it was all secret. I was afraid to resist because I didn't want to loose him as a friend and also because he was very persistent. He grabbed my head and began kissing me deep with his tongue. I'd never kissed man before. I told him that I was not ready and that I'm not gay. Then he pulled his cock out and I reluctantly got on my knees and sucked him off for a while before he pulled me up and bent me over the picnic table. I quivered in fear and lustful desire as he pulled my shorts and underwear down to my ankles, lubed his monster and slowly slide his thick cock inside my asshole. I was emotional confused while he fucked me. He held me down gently, but firmly with his overwhelming masculine strength and told me he'd wanted me since the first time we met. I didn't understand why I was enjoying his cock while he was using my body and taking my virginity and soul from me. It turned me on that he would have probably made me have sex with him if I had resisted anyway. He fucked me for what seemed like thirty minutes. I loved the feel of his warm cock growing and getting hotter inside of me until he pulsated a load up my asshole. Afterward he told me that he loves me and to never tell anyone about this. He dropped me off at home afterward. I took a bath and cried the rest of the night until I went to sleep naked and curled up in the fetal position as I cried about enjoying Kerry's cock. I really didn't want to be gay. A few days passed after that before he called me. He told me that he was sorry and I told him how much I actually enjoyed it. I invited him to my apartment and that became a regular thing for the next nine months off and on. After this experience I still had sex with women and acted straight. I was also spending time in porn shops sucking and getting fucked by strangers in the porn arcade booths. I learned to enjoy being a dirty slut from this. I've also spent time in bathhouses and had secret closeted fun there. I sometimes enjoy having men who I'm not attracted to do me. I sucked off two short, like five feet tall, gross illegal Mexicans at their apartment once after drinking in a bar and I had to start off sucking clean their nasty uncut slimy dirty smelly gross cocks as I practiced speaking Spanish with them. Once in a bathhouse I was approached by a gross grandpa guy who was in his seventies or eighties and let him fuck me just to feel the numb feeling of having his gross cock in my asshole and mouth. I like pretending that I'm being bribed or paying off a debt sometimes when I get fucked by gross men. Now, I've been fucked by about fifty to eighty different men. I still get hot for Kerry's cock every time there is a full moon.