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Category: Gay Stories

Author: 54btmguyPa

I am a 54 year old single man that happens to be gay and this story is how I came to be gay. I had my first gay experience when I was 12 and myself and a few friends 4 actually were playing a game one day and I ended up with one of the friends cock in my mouth (on a dare) well one thing lead to another and by the end of the day I had sucked them all but only 1 was able to cum and the first time I spit it out. I went home that night and thought about what we did and decided I liked doing it. Well that was at the beginning of summer vacation and by the end of summer I was sucking a lot of cocks and most were in front of others or hidden away from others.
I did this off and on until I went into the service where I stopped and figured it was just a phase and I was a straight guy. Well I got married and had a couple kids and lead a normal married life. Well on day while out on the ship there were guys sunning on the flight deck and as I was walking around I noticed this one guy laying there with red shorts on and very little hair on his body and a great tan and he had his shorts pulled up to get as much sun on his legs without taking them off and I froze in my tracks and just stared for a few seconds when he looked up at me and grinned. It got me hard instantly and then I walked away thinking how hot he looked. Well when we pulled into the next port I ran into him at a bar and he came up to me and said something in the effects of you liked what you saw the other day on the ship didn't you. I am sure I blushed but said I admit you did look hot in those shorts you had pulled up. He said follow me and I did. We went out back into an alley way and he turned around and pulled his cock out and said you like this.
I looked down and said yeah it looks great. After that I was on my knees sucking him off. for the next 4 months I sucked him off many times both on ship and in port (mind you I was still married at the time) After we got back to the home port I went back to being a normal family guy. After 10 yrs I got divorced and became a single parent. I started thinking about sucking cock again and kept my lifestyle to myself. It seemed every time I was in between girlfriends I would think about sucking cocks. One day I went to an adult book store in my home town and was checking it out. Never been to one before and did not know what went on there. While sitting in a little booth with no doors on it watching a gay movie some guy walks to the doorway and has his cock out. I looked at it and said nice and he told me he needed sucked. I said okay where can we go. He said here is fine and after a couple minutes of talking to me he talked me into it and I sucked him off in the booth.
After that every time I was in between girlfriends I would go to the book store and suck a few guys off (this was before the aids problem came to light) At one time I had been sucking a guy in the booth and he stood me up and pulled my pants down and turned me around. I was so horny and into it that I was ready for anything. He spit on his hand and lubed me up and told me he was going to fuck me. He bent me over a little and started to enter me.
He wasn't very big which I was glad for because I never been fucked, he worked his way in and started fucking me and I was amazed how good it felt. While he was fucking me I could see another guy standing by him watching which turned me on more. After he blew his load in me he zipped up and left and the other guy had me blow him.
Over the course of a few years I would suck and get fucked in the store numerous times and enjoyed it then quit once the aids started. Went back to being a normal guy and stayed away from gay sex. After my last girlfriend and I broke up about 8 years ago and living in a small town area all the women were either taken or not appealing to me or off limits. So I started to check out dating sites and got into the gay dating sites. I hooked up a few times and just sucked guys off that did actually meet.
This one guy said he was a little kinky and said he wanted to see me in panties. I told him I don't own any and he said not to worry. We met and were playing around then he gave me a pair of panties and said to put them on. I could not believe how they felt once I had them on and he sucked me off while I wore them. I started buying panties and just 3 years ago I got rid of all my male underwear and only wear panties.
I found out that I am a submissive/passive guy and love for men to take charge and use me strictly for their pleasure. I tried dating a few more times but the last 2 ladies I tried to have sex with I wasn't really into it and found it hard to get hard, I was able to but it took some work to do it. But when I play with a guy I have no problem getting hard and can cum a ton with men.
About 2 years ago I noticed I am not interested in women and when horny (which seems is all the time) I look for guys on line or go to a cruising spot I know where guys are looking for blowjobs or a quick piece of ass. I have not come out to anyone yet and certainly not family or co-workers but am slowly coming out by wearing a rainbow colored ring and parachute bracelet and just purchased a pair of rainbow colored sneakers. The biggest problem I have right now is the small town area I live in everyone knows everyone and don't seem to be open minded so it is a little risky.
I am looking for a regular guy or possibly a roommate to service on a regular basis but hard to meet bi or gay guys in my area. But it has been a long journey from 1972 until 2015 and in 2013 I finally admitted to myself that I am gay and love sex with men only which I am good with that. The only thing I really want to do is come out to everyone and not live a lie any more. I love sucking cock and getting fucked but only like being fucked once I am cleaned out because I don't like the mess. If I am cleaned out I will fuck as many times as you want but once the brown stuff starts showing up I don't want to until I clean out again but giving blowjobs I will do anytime or place as long as no one gets arrested and I am a proud cock sucking cum eating gay man at 54.
I have got some dildos that I practice deep throating and can deep throat up to 9 inches long and 2 inches wide without gagging and love to show off my talents. Well that is my life journey and how I became gay and yes I love it.